Scott, I’m here. I’m here Scott. I’m not going anywhere, I’m not dying, none of that—I’m staying right here with you. C’mere.
You’ve given me a reason to keep on living, you hear me? I was at rock bottom—no, below rock bottom, but then I stumbled on Tumblr and you and—
…look, I still struggle sometimes, and I’m sorry for that. I still feel like I don’t deserve…any of this. Especially not your affection. I’m an ass through and through, and I have so much blood on my hands…but yet you still look at me like I’m worthy of being loved.
I…I can’t lose that. This. I won’t. I promise.
God, I thought you came down here to make me stop crying-
I, I just
Everything going on right now is insane, I just got a message saying Victor was turned into a cat, and the world feels like it's falling apart every time I turn around
It's riots and Sinister and juggernaut and internet freaks and Logan's 7 months pregnant in two weeks-
And I'm scared that I'm the weak link here, I'm scared that 1 more thing is going to be the straw that breaks the camel's back... that I'm going to make a mistake and it'll be everyone else who pays for it.
I don't want to lose more people, and I don't want you to go through anymore hell than you already have...
I just want things to be okay, and I hate that it's not always something I can control...
