#cyborg stuff

Fun thing with this stimulator: I can actually feel it in parts of my body? Kind of like a tens unit but inside. (It does both that kind which is "traditional" spinal cord stimulation and the kind that I've had for the past 7 years which is high frequency that I can't feel but just helps my pain). And like laughing or laying on it weird makes the stimulation feel more intense. But swallowing makes the sensation pause??? And that's so strange but so cool. (This will change when I change the programming I think? And it may just be an oddity because they had to put the wires around my other implant. But still a very interesting experience.)

♠ : Oh yeah did i forget to tell you guys my eye is fake? my eye is fucking fake as hell.

My spinal cord stimulator zapped me really hard the other day and it was so painful it made my eyes tear up so like yes medical advancements are cool and my scs gives me pain relief but it is also really scary haha