#cxharisma

let's call my friend emma

the guy she likes mark

and call the guy i like ryan

so the situation:

emma has liked mark for nearly a year, and i have like ryan for not even a week. so, i do want to hang out with ryan, but we just met and we talked about pretty deep shit, so it might be a bit awkward like we are a bit different because i don't fully know his likes an dislikes, etcccccc, but i know about like his past etc. so emma, wants to invite mark over but then she said i could come and invite ryan over because ryan and mark get along, and me and her get along so it'd be okay, but i'm just scared he won't want to hang out or something idk just it will be awkwardddddd, like we would go to the beach for the afternoon but idkkk, and like today ryan was in maths with me and all we said was "hi" because some dude friend of his sat between us and i didnt talk to him at all ughhghghghhgughugh