#curvelarvaaa

I seek distortion near and far, rumbling it as if it weighs less. It nests in silence, louder than screams. It stays, like something long fled yet never really gone Still, it lingers. And it aches. Yet It clings closer in the marrow, quieter than bone. Crueler than disease, heavier than guilt wearing skin, like a punishment that hums for a funeral a lullaby for everything buried alive. chew it, choke on, and spit it back chasing realms where no presence breathes, a whimsy bending me inward. wander the void, lost in vain, chained in loops of silent pain.

My gaze is wide, yet darkness veils my sight My glare is clear, but shadows shroud my view Though my eyes are open, sorrow still blinds me

“Oh, to be the tears that keep cascading, unraveling from what once was”

I would never believed my heart’s whispers to be false. Their truth remains unshaken, forever steadfast and unerring. In the realm of my emotions, I find an unyielding certainty that guides me true

I'm having a hard time swallowing all the tragedy inside me

Once a babe, with cried eyes, Now a mother, with blood as her guide. Once a wound, now a birth from sorrow sprouts to rooting lives

Happiness feels a distant shore It is not my quest, but to be out from this endless woe Each sorrow clings, making every breath a battle Every pang of grief tightens my chest, leaving me aching, lost in its tether I am breathless, dwell within this lifeless shell a fleeting hope in shadows cast with no path to take

My screams echo in the gale's roar I seek solace, yet my shouts resound in emptiness I cry out, but the storm swallows my pleas I howl into the tempest, yet only silence remains