#current problem

I think I'm a gangsta witch only until there's a big ass bee indoors. When that happens, I turn into a more chaotic version of Anthony Bridgerton looking for armor screaming murder before I deal with the intruder.

My main issue with feminism is it's failure to recognize girl on girl/ woman on woman abuse. My main abuser was my mother, I was literally sexually harassed by a girl from my ex school while people were watching, including the girls, they all laughed while I was trying to get away from her and her friends. To make things worse, I was the one who later got in trouble for it!! The ignoring of such issues makes me uncomfortable around feminists unless they specify otherwise, since it seems that every feminist has their own opinion on this I'm forced to ask what the one who I'm talking to is even though I don't really want to. And I'm sure that I am not the only one. Linda lovelace (former pornstar from 2005) shared her experience of her getting raped on set, she specified that there was another woman who was sitting next to the director, she hoped that she would do something about it but instead, she just watched and didn't do anything to help her. Now I'm not sure where she is in life and if she came to peace with what happend but do you really think that she liked that woman at that time? I sure as hell wouldn't.

The S3 designs should look concert and/or beach ready it only makes sense VS I don't wanna draw Nickloon angst and have them be in fucking swim shorts

Everything is getting a bit much and while I know I can handle it, I want to scream and cry and throw up. That being said, some encouraging words would be nice.

I’m rarely in the mood to write until I force myself to write and then once I start writing I remember how much I enjoy it

I am plagued but the horrors of anxiety