I wasnât going to write this, but I couldnât get it out of my head, so please indulge me and look away if you donât like Hannigram. Hannibal S3 finale coda, 480 words. on AO3
The last thing Will remembered thinking before they hit the water was the adage, It's not the fall that kills you.
The ocean forced them apart, a wall of water smashing them against a wall of rock. The surf was cold and unforgiving: literal salt in his wounds. He repeatedly swiped his hand through the surge in search of Hannibal's, but came up empty. He sputtered, gasping for air through a mouthful of saltwater.
Something brushed his legâan arm? A hand? He thrashed in the water and the thing bobbed up beside him.
âHannibal,â he rasped, shocked by his appearance: ashen skin and lips deep gray in the moonlight. The blood had washed away.
Hannibalâs blink was sluggish, but he opened his eyes. They grabbed each other, almost drowning from the tangle of limbs. Hannibal's arms locked around Willâs neck, forcing his mouth and nose underwater. But it was the survival instinct that drove Hannibal to do it. Will held his breath until he could surface. The ocean beat and beat and beat against them.
He was woozy and disoriented because of his blood loss, both of them in danger of hypothermia, but adrenaline forced his hands onto the rock the next time the ocean pushed them toward it; gave him the resolve to try and guide them, ever so slowly, along the base of the cliff toward the shore.
For seemingly hours, he pulled them inch by inch, hand over hand, along the cliffside. Hannibal shivered against him, panting into his neck. Will guided them despite his exhaustion, despite the blisters and lacerations that formed on his palms and fingertips from the slippery rock. His hands throbbed and bled, and he kept moving.
He saw black and stars, Molly and Willy and the dogs, his farm house in Wolf Trap. He ground his teeth and forced them through the dark waves, surprised the stag didnât tread water beside them.
At last, the shoreâa mirage, he thought at first; a trick of the lightâbut he crawled up the sandy incline on one arm, as weak and desperate as the first fish emerging from the ocean. He heaved Hannibal with him, exhausting the last of his strength, collapsing on the sand and closing his eyes. Hannibal didnât move, a heavy, wet weight on top of him. Every part of Willâs body ached, but he couldnât get up. The waves rushed up around them, then retreated.
Maybe it would have been better to bleed out on the clifftop. If they managed to survive, how long would Hannibal let him live for this newest betrayal? It had been a cowardâs way out. It had been his way out. Bedelia was right: he couldnât live, with or without him.
Itâs not the fall, he told himself as Hannibal shook above him and went still, and the waves, ever moving, came again.