#cupidtext

sigh. my ocs are so repetitive when it comes to the designs. i made most of them look so unreasonably edgy it feels so corny to me. i am sad about this but idk man. um. yeah ┐('～`;)┌

ogh god. so my tptm oc designs took literally 8 hours. thats only the designing part and yes i was designing them from scratch on the same canvas. but anyway, i also have to do the lineart and coloring now. oh my godddd man i love these freaks but im so tired hrlp me

oooufhhhfhgghh my ocs ough.... my safe spaces, my beloveds....... i love them so much. a hug and a simple "it's okay" from all of them would fix everything. i sometimes think im genuinely in love with them. like. actually romantically in love. huh... wow?

my dad sometimes acts very odd. i know its because hes tired of everything and everyone, but idk. it sometimes feels like he reverts back to his old self and thats terrifying. not because he's done anything to me, he would never. but like... yeah. he doesnt mean any of the bad things he says, not even a little. but i miss when he would communicate the fact that he's tired and wants to be left alone instead of acting all hateful and mocking people. its sad to see. he works so hard yet i can pay him nothing. he didnt even like my grades. all i could pay him back were my grades and nothing else. i failed. i failed. i failed.

"swirl" and "certificate" might be my favorite words

ackshually i dunno man. social media feels so weird sometimes. technology also does in general. like "wow man. i am literally typing words... on something called a screen. and other people who are miles away can read it. they can see what i am posting ITS CALLED POSTING. ohhhdgdh god. wow" wow.

FUCK MY LIFE I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF I FEEL LIKE THAT "dont know where ur from but im from *insert country*" MEME BUT INSTEAD OF A COUNTRY IT SHOWS AN LGBT FLAG. OH GOD FUVK MY LIFEEEEEWWEWE I AM SO SORRY IM SORRY IM SO SORRY IM SORRY IM SO SORRY SORYRHFJF