#cuna-e

(c) nowadays. i don't cut myself anymore, but i do scratch myself whenever i get too anxious, upset or afraid. noticing my behavior isn't normal, i took several tests at websites like psychcentral and got results like severe depression, ptsd and signs of borderline, which isn't a diagnose, but does mean something i guess.(c)

(c -end) i don't want to go to a psychologist because i already had a terrible experience. the thing is, most of my classmantes/friends have done stuff to try and trigger panic attacks because they think it's funny or just made jokes that seriously trigger lows, bad memories and anxiety, making me want to scratch myself and cry. how do i tell them how much that bothers me? thank you in advance and sorry for the long message xx

Rules

Rule 1: Always post the rules

Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked, and write 11 new ones

Rule 3: Tag 6 people and link them to the post

Rule 4: Actually tell them you tagged them

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1. What was the last song you listened to?

Lay It Down - The Rubens

2. What boyband would you sell your soul for?

uhhhmmmm do Jack and Finn Harries count? haha not really

3. Favorite holiday?

Christmas yay!

4. What device are you using?

Laptop 

5. Weirdest thing a teacher has ever seen you do?

We were in maths and we were learning about shapes and what not, and i had a question so i asked my (female) teacher "so miss when you're dilating.." and then i stopped and realised what i just asked her and forgot what i was gonna ask lol

6. Nicest thing you’ve done when nobody was looking?

hm not sure

7. What’s the worst grade you’ve ever gotten?

a big fat fail :)

8. Favorite part about Christmas?

My mum's shortbread, carols, famous people in ugly christmas sweaters, the fact that we have christmas in summer, christmas lights and walking around at night looking at them all, decorating the tree, apple sauce and cherries etc etc

9. If you could travel anywhere, where would it be?

here goes.. Deia in spain, Greece, France, Italy, Rio, Switzerland, Finland, Japan, India, Puerto Rico, California, the rest of Australia, Thailand, Morocco .. it's an unfinished list - whenever i see a picture of a place that i like, i add that place to the list :) 

10. Do you have any pets?

My dog Oscar! 

11. Favorite tumblr blog?

don't really have a favourite.. i like too many!

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~*my questions *~

1) How did you meet your best friend?

School :)

2) Whats your least favourite food?

steak and beef schnitzel.. yyuck

3) If olive garden had a theme park would you go?

sure! love a good theme park :)

4) do/did you like high school? Why/why not?

gosh i used to like it but now it is utter shit because everything's just gone stupid ! :D

5) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?

no 

6) if you could sit down and talk to anyone dead or alive who would it be?

My future husband

7) Whats your awkwardest moment?

my entire life is pretty awkward really.. im just an awkward person in general i think haha

8) What song can you listen to on repeat alllll day?

the Jungle Giant's album Learn To Exist sooooo good

9) If you could wear one outfit forever what would it be?

a summer dress, dainty jewelry some flowers in my hair and no shoes :) (as long as the weather's nice of course)

10) If you could say one thing you didn’t get a chance to say, what is it?

i'd rather not say on tumblr :)

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1.What do you think will happen to you after you die?

reincarnation of some sort. my energy will be turned into some other form of energy/life that kind of idea. well that's what i would like to happen anyway

2. How do you feel about your self confidence level?

tbh it's pretty low 

3. When was the last concert/show you attended? Who was it?

the jungle giants under 18's gig in melbourne HOLY MOLY that was fckin awesome! like there were these guys running around in coloured morph suits with pictures of the band's faces taped to their own faces? and they were throwing water on us? and Sam stage dived?? and don't even get me started on the music. god it was SO GOOD

4. What mantra do you live by? Or would you like to live by?

at the moment i dont really have one in particular its more of a 'ok bek get up today and enjoy the day and do something productive and be nice to everyone and ask for good vibes from the universe and send some good vibes back out and hopefully everything will start getting better soon'

5. What are 3 things you’d like to accomplish by the end of this year?

well considering there's less than 2 weeks left of this year (holy shit) i guess i would like to start stretching more, get some homework done and catch up with a couple of friends  

6. What was the last insult someone gave you?

pass

7. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever told you?

pass

8. What’s your favorite movie quote?

"DISHONOR ON YOU  DISHONOR ON YOUR COW"

9. Why do you use tumblr? 

mainly to keep track of visual/fashion/art/design trends and to keep inspired visually. its also where i find a lot of quotes that help me make sense of what's going on inside my head.

10. What’s your favorite thing about yourself?

i think i have a good sense of morality. however i think that can be a downfall at times too. it's probably one of my best attributes though.

11. What is your dream? Something you want to live by or live out?

I just want to live a fun life, you know? it's harder in this age because of how hard we have to work, but all i really want to do is dance and travel and be around beautiful things and make good art and meet beautiful people and go on adventures. that's what i think of when i think of what i want to do with my life.

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1. What's the best experience you've ever had?

2. Are you religious?

3. What would you do in a day if you could do anything you liked?

4. Top 5 played songs in your iTunes library?

5. What is the biggest lie you've ever told?

6. Celebrity crush?

7. What is your biggest achievement?

8. Pick one: able to breathe underwater or able to talk to animals.

9. Is there something you want more than anything in the world?

10. Who do you feel the most 'you' around?

11. If you were of the opposite gender, what would you want your name to be?

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Blog Article 2.1 for the lovely Luiza (cuna-e).