#cuenta-conmigo

Other of my projects for this year (new era for me... whatever) is talking more about the good ones here. In fact there are more good ones that bad apples, and making lists, as always, helps to remember it. Their tumblrs are also amazing but I'm talking now about the person behind those pages: I find the person even more beautiful that the tumblr.

I'll do one post per person/day, but I need to start with two: eroslovespsyche and cuenta-conmigo (aka classic-tv). They both are my personal "Chris" and it's curious that they almost share name. The first is like the zen-twin I never had (similar ages, things in common but she's more... elegant) and the second is like the little sister I never had (same reasons: we share things and we tell us mutual secrets, and again she has better taste than me xD).

Both sent me pretty birthday presents even before my mother said anything to me, LOL, and besides that (I love you, girls... I'll do something for you!) you both gave me a smile, and I really needed it! So I love you because a lot of reasons, but especially because you love & understand me xD

I also love the way they both love/admire River. Some fans, when they start knowing some sides of him, start building their personal "River Phoenix" to love, denying this or that thing (different things: some denials are even funny because they are about silly things xD). They don't do that. They are open minded and they love him in a more tender/beautiful way than me (I can't explain this better, I just "feel" that) so I'm proud of them as fans and as women.

OK, answering this one in public not only because of the ego part (OK, not gonna lie: also that feeling here, but it would be the same in private) but also because I want people to know YOU are an amazing person and they should following you AND talking to you.

You know I love all Phoenix related things: tumblr is an amazing tool for images/video ones but not so good for talking, maybe because of its architecture or maybe because the people we're here. I fucking love images, I'm a visual girl, but I also love talking. Rephrasing it: I especially love talking about River stuff and personal things. I NEED that. That allows me knowing there's a real person on the other side of the line, not just a boot or an "I like this guy 'cause he was hot!" fan.

Hey, those fans are also welcome: the more fans, the better. But sometimes I need MORE 'cause he was MORE. And you are one of those "very real people". So:

1) Thank you for being there. I can be "me" with you :-***

2) For the rest of people that also love talking (you know who you are) hey, here I leave you a perfect "target" ;-) (just saying xD)