#cuddlepuddlecrew

I finished this thing that I have been writing since January for some of my friends. It's so bitter sweet. Like, I'm proud of it and glad that it's done and maybe I can start a new one. But, I don't really want it to be over. The whole last "chapter" that I wrote just made me cry because of so many things. 

I guess I just love these guys so much. They seriously mean the world to me. 

Call me crazy, but I love a bunch of goofballs that I never actually met. Judge me, but you will never know what I mean. They're so amazing and I just want them all to know that.

So, there are a bunch of people who got the "Not Alone" tattoos. I was thinking about getting one when I'm older because... well... starkid has saved my life. Directly and indirectly. Without seeing AVPM and not hearing the songs and... I don't know, I'm rambling. What I wanted to say was that I want to get a similar tattoo when I get older. I have been thinking about it so much lately it's crazy. I would get it on the inside of one of the fingers on my left hand... I don't really know why but I would. That song, like so many others, has saved my life time and time again. Starkid also brought me to a group of people who are unbelievably amazing. It's weird to some people that I have friends over the internet because it's "not safe" which I agree with, kind of. These people are different. I know them. I love them, like another family! I seriously would be depressed if I didn't have them. I know, I'm rambling. I just love these people so much. I love this fandom so much. I love the people who are responsible for all these shenanigans. I know, I'm only sixteen and whatever. I don't care. These people are amazing and the best thing that has EVER happened to me. 

Alright, I got off topic... a bit... 

But the tattoo. So yeah, I would love to get it because that song means a lot to me. There's just one issue. My dad would absolutely hate me for at least a few years. He's strictly against tattoos. I don't really know why but yeah. My sister said that she wanted to get a clover on her foot, the size of a dime and he freaked out over that.