#cslove

I don’t know somehow what has become of us or what happened. I don’t know if we’re gonna make it farther from this. You know how much I want to believe that, us having a future. But the circumstances seem to not agree.

Life has been so hard on you. And I can’t think of anything to uplift your spirit than just being here for you, even from afar. I hate the distance. I hate how far I am to you. But sometimes I’m thankful for it at least I get to have a break about not seeing you making no progress yet.

I want us to do a lot of things together. Just being goofy and all. Go places. Idk if it’s stupid to wait for you fix yourself. Idk if I’m being too much or what. I just hate how we are now.

Sometimes it’s easier to be in a place where nobody knows you. It’s easier to be honest when people can’t judge you or your decisions and actions for that matter. Idk sometimes it just feels so heavy having to take everything in. I felt like I have too much when really, I don’t. It upsets me why I feel this way. I know you’re doing everything for us to work. But I hate it.