What about CasCrowley?

Ship it! Thanks to their very unequal marriage in season 6! Aaaah. I know I shouldn’t get excited about Crowley dirty talking to Castiel, but the “whore” comment was still one of my favourite moments (well, the “you’re the bottom in this relationship” one as well, but that’s a given for me.)

I haven’t really taken the time yet to imagine just what Crowley did to Cas on the blood stained tiles of his torture chambers. But I certainly liked every charged moment between them, but I don’t need Crowley to be nice to Castiel. I’d like for Crowley to relish the fact that he can play with Castiel’s insecurities and his loneliness. He’s the only one Crowley can talk to, the only real ally he has in his quest to find Purgatory. And I think Crowley would shamelessly use this against Castiel.

I like Cas to be hurt. I’m terrible ;w;

Riddleblack asked me to fangirl about Benny/Sam!

Which I’ll gladly do because at the moment Benny/Sam is my favourite Sam ship (but now he joined the army of dead people. Poor Sam…)

I don’t exactly know why this ship appeals to me that much. I think I might have worked myself into liking it when I still had no grounds for really liking it apart from Sam’s dislike of Benny.

Anyway. Now I now that Benny is an incredible, nice, loyal, wonderful man. A guy that didn’t even bat an eyelash when Dean asked for him to sacrifice his life for Sam. He’s so good. And lovely. And Sam too. They’re both wonderful. And Sam realized that he was wrong about Benny and that he was a great guy. And if he had pulled him out of Purgatory I’m sure that would have resulted in wonderful, slightly awkward, conversations and interactions. Because I think Benny thinks only the best of Sam, because Sam is Dean’s brother.

And… Ah.

I had this lovely head canon (let’s ignore the Benny back in Purgatory bit) that Sam accidentally stumbles over Benny. Benny isn’t doing well as Dean severed ties with him, so he’s struggling a lot, but he’s still really friendly to Sam. So Sam puts his bad feelings to the side and helps him with the blood supplies and keeping his company for a while.

They end up not only swapping numbers but Sam also promises him to tell Dean that he didn’t have to let go of Benny, it’s fine with him if Dean has a vampire friend. Which is of course a great relief for Dean. But what Dean doesn’t know is that Sam and Benny still meet from time to time and once Benny invites him to his trailer thingy to cook him some dinner. They do get to eat dinner (and it’s awesome) but Sam really hasn’t gotten laid in a long time and he’s frustrated because Dean and Castiel are everything but subtle about their own sex lives. So he bluntly asks Benny if he’d be up for sex. And Benny is. And it’s also super awesome, because Benny is rough when Sam wants it to be rough, but he’s generally a very gentle lover.

They continue seeing each other, but Sam doesn’t dare telling Dean for quite a while.