#cristen

resident evil village (2021)

Why do I make myself sick ?? Like a crutch or temporary distraction from it all

music is doing it to me

& we never have enough time with the one we love…

it’s a devastating truth,

that life goes & it goes & it goes.

But no one can prepare you

for the loss you feel when you lose a sister,

let alone a twin…

half of me is gone

and always will be missing.

But I hold onto your son,

who is here

and helps me stay close.

And the love you had

for both of our boys—

I swear, motherhood saves me every day.

#Cristen #twin #words #scumbrat #oliveringworm #grief #sister #motherhood

because you are who I am but only separate bodies we were able to see ourselves in one another

to know each other was to know ourselves completely —

soul 100% of the time

Never a question or unknown thought or feeling

No one can ever get as close as that

There’s nothing or no one closer than you & I

i did not expect getting any questions tbh 

7 is answered here & here, 5 is here, 20 is here 

9. Which post has the highest amount of notes you’ve ever received?

i think it’s this one? despite it being mediocre at best haha

10. 3 things you don’t like about graphic making

1) sometimes, despite spending so much time and effort on making something the end result looks horrendous 

2) other times, you’d come up with this amazing idea but you lack the skill\resources to execute it perfectly 

3) and other times, when you post something expecting a good response to it but nobody likes it? that shit hurts

thank you for asking cris!