months had passed, though aidoneus had long since stopped counting them properly. time had become meaningless after grief settled inside him like rot beneath stone. days disappeared behind the locked doors of his office while the world outside continued moving without his permission, and he had allowed it. allowed the loneliness to swallow him whole because loneliness, at least, had always been familiar. unlike love. unlike hope, unlike the unbearable fragility of mortal lives he had once foolishly convinced himself he could protect.
since the death of his wife and unborn child, something inside him had hollowed beyond repair. even now, he could still hear the silence that followed the doctor's words that night. the silence after failure, after loss. a silence no god should have ever been forced to endure. most days, he blamed jo wilson for it. perhaps unfairly. perhaps because blaming her remained easier than fancing the truth, that death had always followed him eventually, no matter how desperately he tried to outrun what he was. he had abandoned the underworld, abandoned olympus, endless chains for something painfully human, and the world had punished him for the arrogance of believing he could ever live differently.
and jo ... jo had simply stood in the middle of the tragedy when fate finally came to collect its debt. that was why she remained trapped there. not merely because he needed her skills. not merely because she knew too much. but because some cruel part of him could not bear the thought of allowing the last witness to his failure to walk free while he remained buried beneath it.
the mansion itself had become unbearable months ago. too many memories clung to the walls, echoes of laughter in empty halls, soft footsteps where silence now loved permanently. he rarely returned anymore. rarely stepped beyond the confines of his office at all. yet tonight necessity had dragged him back into the world whether he wished for it or not. war had begun circling him like wolves scenting weakness.
another clan had noticed his withdrawal. his silence. the absence of the monster they once feared enough to avoid provoking. men had begun dying because of it. loyal men. men who still believe in him despite the ruin he had become. and aidoneus could no longer heal them himself, not without risking olympus noticing. not without risking zeus dragging him back beneath the earth in chains forged from divine obligation and ancient humiliation. so once again, he found himself standing outside her door.
one hand rested against the handle for several long seconds before he finally entered. guards stationed nearby immediately straightened at the sight of him, but he dismissed them with little more than a glance. silence followed in their absence while he stepped deeper into the room. jo stood facing the window. for the first time in months, he truly looked at her. he had not realized how thin captivity had made her. had not cared enough to ask how his men treated her while he drowned inside himself. in his mind, whatever suffering she endured had once felt justified. a punishment for surviving where his family had not.
now, standing ther e beneath dim light and old shadows, the certainty of that punishment felt less solid than before. still, his expression remained cold. controlled, the grief buried beneath his ribs had long since sharpened itself into something crueler. ❝ doctor wilson. ❞ her name left his lips low and sharp enough to cut through the room instantly. crimson flickered briefly behind his otherwise human eyes before disappearing again beneath calm restraint. even now, weakened by grief, there remained something deeply unnatural about him.
before she could speak, he continued. ❝ before you decided to waste your enegy screaming at me, understand this, you will be coming with me tonight. ❞ his voice remained perfectly composed, almost emotionless in a way that made the threat far more unsettling. ❝ whether you walk beside me willingly or are carried there makes little difference to me presently. ❞ he knew she hated him. knew she likely carried enough fury to burn entire cities to the ground if given the chance.
but hatred no longer frightened aidoneus. nothing she could possibly say would rival the things he had already whispered to himself in empty rooms at three in the morning. every accusation, every cruel truth. he had lived beside them for months now. if he had possessed any other option, he would never have stood before her again, not her, never her. yet that tiredness settles visibly across his features when he finally speaks again, quieter this time. ❝ my men are dying. ❞
the words seem heavier than they should be. there is no pride left in them now, only necessity. ❝ i cannot take them to hospitals. i cannot heal them myself. ❞ his jaw tightens slightly after the admission, subtle frustration flickering beneath his calm exterior. ❝ and despite everything that has happened ... ❞ his gaze finally settles fully onto her again. ❝ you are still the best surgeon i know. ❞ for the first time since entering the room, something in his expression fractures slightly then. not enough to expose weakness completely.
only enough for her to glimpse the man buried beneath the skin, the monster, the grief. ❝ i would not be here if there were any other choice. ❞
@crimeunits ♡ for something from hades to jo.