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You woke up, a sheen of sweat across your skin. An irritating, grating noise right next your ear. Tobyâs snoring. Heâs always snored but itâs somehow gotten worse recently. You wake up each night to the agitating sound directly in your ear, because of course Toby had to be close enough to crawl into your skin. His arm tightly wrapped around your waist, leg tangled between your own.
You reach over, lightly smacking his arm âToby, shhhhhhâ you whisper, voice raspy with sleep. Though, he doesnât wake up. Instead, his snores become louder. You groan, sitting up. WellâŠattempting to sit up atleast. His arm tightened around your waist in his sleep. God- needy even while heâs unconscious.
You smack him again. âToby- Jesus Christ, be quietâ you complain. This time, he slightly woke up. His enough to answer. Eyes half lidded, lashes fluttering as he looked at you. âYea, yea sure baby Iâll be quietâ he mumbled. Soon enough though, his eyes fell shut and the noise began once again. Louder, like his subconscious was trying to annoy you. This time, you reached over, fingers pinching his mouth shut. But, that didnât work thanks to the giant gash in the side of his mouth. ThoughâŠthe snoring subsided.
You sighed in relief, snuggling back down and letting your fingers fall from his mouth. One moment later, there it was again. That loud, bothersome noise. You shook Toby awake, hands gripping his shoulders and violently rocking him back and forth. He woke up with a gasp, sitting up. âWHA- what?! Whatâs happening?! Are you okay?â He cupped your face in both hands, inspecting you for injuries. âNo. Iâm not okay, Tobias.â His eyes immediately went wide at his full name, then it clicked in his head. He was snoring again.
âAhh- baby câmon Iâm sorryâŠâ he tried to suck up to you the moment he realized what he had done wrong. You two have had this conversation atleast once a night for the past two weeks. He sighed, guiding you two to lay back down. âIâll be quiet, promise..â Toby nodded as he nuzzled into your chest. Soon enough, he fell back into a deep sleep. His snoring resumed butâŠatleast it was lighter. You could manage with this. BesidesâŠit was Toby. You knew heâd give you the puppy eyes when he woke up in the morning. That was enough to make up for the snoring in your mind.
A/N: another post whoaaaaa đ± anyways hope you guys like this too.
summary: reader and brian are old partners in crime with, but when a bank robbery goes wrong they find themselves caring for one another in order to survive and on the doorstep of an old friend who isnât to eager to see them
word count: 5.3k / part 1
âWanted Dead or Alive.â
Everyone knew that really meant dead.
When someoneâs crimes grew so numerous they eclipsed ordinary legal procedure, they stopped having a bounty, or a charge, or even the luxury of showing their face in town.
A petty thief could wander back into the same store theyâd robbed without anyone batting an eye.
A stagecoach hijacker could pay a fine, serve a short sentence, and be back on the road.
Even train robbers sometimes lived out the rest of their days with a roof over their heads and three meals in prison.
But you werenât the average outlaw.
You hadnât committed one crime.
Or five.
Or ten.
And there wasnât some sprawling gang to spread the blame around.
It was just you.
Well.
You and Brian, if you could count him for much.
That lazy son of a bitch was the smoothest talker youâd ever met.
He could flash that crooked grinâall guile and gapped teethâand sweet-talk his way out of just about anything.
As capable as he was, though, heâd dodge actual work whenever the opportunity presented itself.
Sure, heâd put a bullet through a manâs skull from two hundred yards if it meant saving your life.
But when the plan went to hell?
Funny how every punch, every kick, every fresh bruise somehow became your problem.
Even now, he was proving your point.
The two of you had made the catastrophic mistake of trying to rob a bank in Saint Denis.
Turns out, the city took exception to that sort of thing.
Nearly fifty lawmen and what felt like a thousand bullets later, you and Brian were down a horse, two revolvers, the promise of several hundred dollarsâŠ
âŠand every last option.
The city was locked down.
Every neighboring town knew your faces too well for a bandana to fool anybody.
Which left you with a bullet buried in your shoulder, slumped in the saddle atop Brianâs dark bay Shire, and one particularly useless lump of flesh draped against your back.
Brianâs chin rested on your good shoulder, his hands lazily hooked around your waist more for his own balance than yours.
He couldnât even be bothered to hold himself upright.
His black Cattleman hat was tipped low enough that its brim shaded both your eyes from the setting sun while he stared dreamily toward the western horizon.
âWell, Cricket,â he sighed. âI think youân Iâll be just fine. Everything goodâs west, yâknow.â
âSays the asshole from AlabamaâŠâ you muttered through gritted teeth, too exhaustedâand in far too much painâto muster any real venom.
âNow donât go chirpinâ back, Cricket.â He smiled, giving your hip an absent-minded pat. âThey call it Westward Expansion for a reason. Manifest Destiny and all that. âSides, Alabama can be considered west.â
âWest of what, fuckinâ Maine?â
âIf the boot fits,â he said with an easy grin, nudging your heel with his own.
Unluckily for the both of you, the horse beneath you took that as a cue to perform one of the many utterly pointless tricks Brian had taught him, rearing onto his hind legs.
âWoah there, Preacher!â the blond laughed, taking the sudden lurch far too well while you let out a startled yelp.
The jolt sent you sliding backward. Your hat slipped askew as you scrambled to stay seated, your wounded shoulder screaming in protest.
In his first genuinely helpful act of the day, Brian caught your hat with one hand before it could tumble into the dirt, pressing it back onto your head while the other gathered the reins and settled Preacher back onto all fours.
His long legs tightened against the horseâs barrel, keeping all three of you steady as you stumbled back into the solid wall of his chest.
âChrist!â You sucked in a sharp breath once the horse finally stilled. âWhat the fuck was the point of that?â
Brian only shrugged.
âDidnât want a one-trick pony.â He gave Preacherâs neck an absent pat. âBoyâs got real potential.â
Your frustration was rapidly becoming immeasurable.
âThat is the dumbest thing Iâve ever fucking heard.â You twisted just enough to glare at him over your shoulder. âAnd so is that name. Why the hellâd you call him Preacher? âCause heâs a judgmental bitch like you?â
Brian barked out a laugh, leaning forward until his chin nearly rested on your shoulder again. His hands drifted back around your waist as naturally as breathing.
âThatâŠâ he grinned, âand because I get to tell folks Iâm ridinâ a clergyman.â
He paused just long enough for you to think he was done.
ââŠHard and long.â
You groaned.
âI am going to shoot you.â
âSee?â Brian beamed. âThatâs the spirit.â
âOh, please. The only spirit weâll be needing is yours when I bury ya six feet under.â
âAnd ruin those pretty little hands of yours handling a shovel?â he drawled, a teasing lilt creeping into his voice as his gloved fingers wandered lazily down your forearms, brushing over your knuckles.
Youâd somehow ended up pressed even closer now, your back flush against his chest.
His heartbeat thumped steadily behind you.
Slow.
Even.
Nothing like your own.
Heat rushed to your face so suddenly the world tipped on its side. The trees blurred together, the horizon swaying as though Preacher had stumbled.
You blinked hard.
It passed.
Mostly.
You couldnât afford to slow down.
Every sheriff, deputy, and Pinkerton in Saint Denis was probably combing the roads already.
âOh, hush upâŠâ you muttered, your voice coming out weaker than intended.
You squeezed your eyes shut for only a heartbeat, waiting for the dizziness to settle.
When you opened them again, the world was still hazy.
Murkier than it ought toâve been.
But clear enough to keep riding.
âAw, you know you like it better when Iâm singinâ along with you, Cricket.â
A dry laugh escaped you.
âGood luck singinâ when I shoot you.â You swallowed, only then realizing how raw your throat had become. âIâll wait âtil Iâve got my own horse, though⊠so I can leave your ass behind if I miss.â
âIâm glad youâre aware.â Brian chuckled. âThatâs why I keep ya around.â
He gave your side a light squeeze.
âSmart mouthâŠâ
He tilted his head thoughtfully.
ââŠand a downright pitiful shot.â
He waited for your usual snappy comeback.
It never came.
Brian frowned.
ââŠCricket?â
His hand lingered at your side a moment longer than necessary.
ââŠYouâre shakinâ.â
âHuah?â you managed, only half of his words cutting through the ringing in your ears. Your head turned toward him a fraction too slow. âSpeak up. Since you like talkinâ so much.â
Instead of a grin or some lazy retort, you were met with knit brows and a tight, uneasy smile. The color had drained from your faceâlips faintly blue, quivering at the edges.
He swallowed whatever he was about to say, like he already knew youâd brush it off.
âHey now, why donâtââ
ââm fine,â you slurred, reading him too easily through the haze. As well as he knew you, you knew him right back.
There wasnât much you trusted him to fix.
And right now, there wasnât much time left to argue about it.
Before you could force out anything else, your vision slippedâworld tilting hard and wrong. The sunset broke into smeared streaks of scarlet and lavender as your weight pitched sideways.
Strong hands caught you immediately.
Firm. Steady. Certain.
Brian hauled you upright with more care than you expected, careful not to jolt your injured shoulder as he guided you back against Preacherâs saddle.
A moment later, something warm and worn settled over your chestâhis bandolier, loosened and thrown across you to keep you from sliding.
Then your reins were gone from your hands entirely, your arms dropping uselessly to your sides.
âHow much blood have you lost, darling?â he asked, voice low nowâstripped of all its usual ease.
âJust a bitâŠâ you muttered, the lie slipping through your teeth like sand.
Brian didnât answer right away.
His hands stayed on you a second longer than necessary, steadying you in the saddle as if letting go would confirm something he didnât want to name yet.
Then, quietly:
âCricket.â
It wasnât teasing this time.
You blinked slowly, trying to focus on him over the haze creeping in at the edges of your vision. âWhat.â
His jaw tightened.
âLook at me.â
âI am lookinâ at you,â you shot back automatically, though your head lolled slightly with the effort.
That earned nothing from him. No grin. No joke. No easy dismissal.
Just that same tight, unreadable line of his mouth.
His fingers slid from your waist to your upper armâcareful, testing more than touching.
ââŠYouâre cold.â
âIâm fine,â you insisted again, weaker this time.
Brian exhaled through his nose, something sharp and controlled, like he was biting down on every instinct he had to argue with you.
Then he shifted behind you.
One arm locked firmly around your middle.
The other pulled the reins in short, controlled motions.
âHey,â you protested faintly, âwhatâre youââ
âShh.â
It wasnât harsh.
It was worse than that.
It was focused.
Preacher slowed beneath you, the rhythm of hooves changing as Brian guided him off the main trail and into the tree line. Branches scraped lightly past your boots. The world tilted with every step, and your body stopped cooperating in small, insidious waysâfirst your grip, then your posture, then the simple act of staying awake.
âBrianâŠâ you tried again, quieter now. âWe canât stop. We gotta keep movinâ.â
âI know.â
That answer didnât help.
It was too calm.
Too sure.
You forced your head up again, squinting through the blur. âThen whyâre weââ
âBecause youâre bleedinâ out,â he cut in.
Simple.
Flat.
No humor attached to it anymore.
The words didnât fully register at first.
You blinked.
Once.
Twice.
Then laughedâsmall, breathless, wrong. âOh, donât start that again.â
His grip tightened slightly.
âYou lied to me.â
âI didnâtââ
âYou always lie when youâre scared,â he said, quieter now. âAnd you always get quieter right before you pass out.â
That shut you up.
Not because you wanted it to.
Because your body decided for you.
The next breath didnât come quite right.
The trees around you started to smear into each otherâgreens and browns melting together like wet paint. The sky tilted farther than it should have.
Brianâs voice stayed anchored in the middle of it all.
âStay with me, Cricket.â
You tried to answer.
Nothing came out.
Your head dropped forward, and the last thing you felt clearly was his arm snapping fully around youâpulling you in tight against him like he could physically hold you together by force alone.
âDamn itâŠâ he muttered under his breath, and for the first time there was no performance in it at all.
Just him.
Just Brian.
âHeyâhey, donât you do that.â
His voice sharpened slightly as Preacher moved faster now, breaking into a controlled, urgent canter.
âNot here. Not now. You hear me?â
The world flickered.
Your weight shifted completely into him.
And Brian stopped pretending this was just another ride.
Brian didnât answer you.
Not right away.
His hands were still on youâsteadying you in the saddle, keeping you from slipping sideways as Preacherâs gait shifted beneath the both of youâbut there was a change in him now. Something quieter. Less talkative. Less Brian.
You felt it more than you saw it.
The way his grip tightened, then loosened.
The way his head turned slightlyânot toward you, but past you.
Like something behind you had suddenly become more important than the fact you were actively trying not to pass out.
âBrianâŠâ you muttered, or thought you did. It came out thin, stretched wrong in your own ears.
He didnât respond.
That alone was enough to make something in your chest tighten.
You tried to straighten, or at least pretend you could, but the world immediately punished you for itâtilting sharply, colors smearing at the edges again. You gave up with a frustrated exhale and let your weight settle back against him.
âDonât start actinâ strange on me now,â you mumbled. âI can barely keep my eyes open as it is.â
Still nothing.
That finally dragged your focus enough to notice it.
Brian had shifted behind you.
Not dramatically. Not enough to jolt you or the horse or even interrupt the rhythm of ridingâbut deliberate in a way that didnât match his usual laziness. One hand stayed loosely around your waist, anchoring you in place.
The other had slipped away.
You heard the faint rustle of leather.
Fabric shifting.
The soft, controlled movement of someone trying very hard not to be noticed.
Your brows knit. âWhat are you doinâ?â
No answer.
Another pause.
Then, quieterâalmost distractedâ
âBrian.â
That got you a reaction. A small one. His shoulder shifted, like heâd just realized you were still there.
ââŠHm?â
You squinted through the haze. âWhat are you lookinâ at?â
A beat.
Long enough that it made your stomach feel heavier than the blood loss already did.
âNothing,â he said.
Too fast.
Too smooth.
And that was worse than no answer at all.
You tried to turn your head, but your body didnât cooperate the way you wanted it to. The motion came out sluggish, wrong, your neck barely lifting before fatigue dragged it back down.
âDonât lie to me,â you muttered weakly.
Behind you, Brian let out a quiet breathâsomething halfway between a sigh and a decision he didnât want to make.
The saddle creaked as he shifted his weight.
And now you could definitely hear it.
Something being opened.
Something being checked.
You swallowed, throat dry enough it almost hurt. âBrian.â
Still no response.
Which meant whatever he was doing mattered more than arguing with you.
That alone made your chest feel colder than the wind cutting across the trail.
You forced yourself to sit up again, slower this time, ignoring the way your vision tried to swim out of focus the moment you moved.
âBrian, I swear to Godââ
A pause.
Then finally, a reluctant shift behind you.
âJust relax.â
That wasnât an answer.
That was avoidance.
Your fingers curled weakly against the saddle horn. âWhat is it?â
Another rustle. Softer now. Controlled.
You felt him lean back slightly, like he was putting something awayâor deciding whether or not to show you.
And then, just as you were about to snap again, your gaze caught it.
The saddlebags.
Open.
Half-hidden beneath a jumble of spare clothes and wrapped supplies.
Leather.
Worn.
Not yours.
You frowned harder, forcing your fogged mind to focus. âBrianâŠâ
He didnât look at you.
That was the worst part.
He was looking down into the bag like it had stopped being part of a robbery and started being something else entirely.
Something that didnât make sense.
His fingers moved carefullyâtoo carefully for a man like himâas he pulled something out from beneath the fabric.
A book.
Ledger-sized.
Dark leather, old enough to feel like it had already survived too much before either of you ever touched it.
He flipped it open.
You saw his eyes track the pages.
And you saw, even from your unfocused angle, that it wasnât reading like anything normal.
Lines of ink.
Neat columns.
Names stacked like they were inventory instead of people.
Numbers that didnât correspond to anything you recognized.
Strange markings in between themâsymbols that looked less like handwriting and more like someone had tried to remember something they werenât supposed to understand.
Seals stamped into corners of pages. Government ink, faint but unmistakable.
Land surveys folded into the margins like they didnât belong in the same world as the rest of it.
Payments listed in codes that made no sense even when your brain tried to force them into shape.
Brian stared at it for a long time.
Long enough that you almost forgot to ask again.
Almost.
âWhat is that?â you finally managed, voice weaker than you meant it to be.
That got his attention.
The pages stopped moving.
His thumb held the edge of the ledger a little too tightly.
For a second, you thought he might actually answer you.
He didnât.
Instead, he closed it halfway.
Not fully. Not like someone who understood it.
Like someone who didnât want to look at it anymore.
ââŠNothing,â Brian said.
Simple.
Flat.
Like it didnât matter.
Like it wasnât something that had been weighing heavier than gold since the moment he pulled it out of a hidden compartment during the robbery and instinctively shoved it into his saddlebag with everything else.
Like it wasnât the first thing heâd absently taken when the shooting started.
And definitely not the thing he couldnât stop thinking about ever since taking a closer look.
Afternoon bled into evening without either of you really noticing.
The light shifted firstâgold thinning into something duller, heavierâthen the sounds followed. The wind. The birds. Even Preacherâs hooves seemed quieter, like the world itself was losing energy.
At some point, you stopped talking.
Not all at once.
Just⊠less.
A few sharp comments here and there. A muttered threat you didnât quite have the strength to finish properly. Then nothing at all.
Brian noticed before you did.
Of course he did.
He felt it in the way your weight kept settling more against the saddle horn than against him. In the way your answers started arriving lateâlike your thoughts had to travel a long way just to reach your mouth.
âCricket,â he said at one point, low and careful. âYou with me?â
âYeah,â you answered automatically.
Too fast.
Too soft.
Wrong.
The next time he asked you something, you didnât answer at all until several seconds had passedâand when you did, your voice sounded like it belonged to someone standing behind you instead of you.
The warmth of the day didnât touch you anymore.
You started shivering.
Brian felt it when his arm tightened around your waistâsubtle at first, then unmistakable. A tremor that had nothing to do with the horse.
âHey,â he said under his breath. âHeyâlook at me.â
You didnât.
Not properly.
Your head lolled slightly forward, resting against the front of the saddle horn like it had become the only thing keeping you upright.
ââm fine,â you tried to say.
It came out broken.
Brian went quiet.
That was worse than anything else he couldâve done.
The next mile blurred.
Then another.
Then you stopped responding entirely.
Your body slackened against him all at once, like someone had cut the string holding you together.
ââHey.â
Brianâs voice snapped sharper now.
âHey, noâno, no, no.â
His arm locked around you immediately, hauling you back before you could slip off Preacherâs side completely. The horse jolted once, irritated, but Brian barely noticed.
He had you pulled tight against him now, one hand pressing hard against your back like he could force you to stay conscious through sheer will.
You were burning.
He felt it instantly.
Skin too hot.
Breathing uneven.
The kind of fever that didnât come from nothing.
âDamn itâŠâ he muttered, not at youâat the situation, at himself, at whatever invisible line heâd crossed without noticing.
He shifted Preacher off the trail without thinking, guiding him into the tree line with sharp, controlled movements. No jokes. No distractions. Just urgency.
âStay with me,â he said, quieter now. âStay with me, Cricket.â
Your head tilted slightly.
No answer.
That did it.
He didnât stop riding.
But something in him changed.
The hesitation was gone nowâreplaced with a single, unpleasant certainty.
âThereâs only one person,â he muttered under his breath, more to himself than to you.
Your eyelids fluttered faintly at the sound.
ââŠHuh?â you managed weakly, like youâd surfaced from somewhere deep and unpleasant.
Brian glanced down at you for half a second.
âHey,â he said, softer. âDonât go driftinâ off on me now.â
âWhoâŠâ you tried, barely audible. âWhoâs there?â
He hesitated.
Just long enough for it to mean something.
ââŠA bartender.â
That got a faint, confused laugh out of youâor what mightâve been one.
âA bartender?â you slurred.
Brianâs mouth twitched, but it didnât become a smile.
âYeah.â
You squinted up at him through the haze. âAre you drunk?â
A pause.
Thenâ
âNot yet.â
That earned another weak breath of something like laughter, but it faded fast.
Brian exhaled through his nose, adjusting his grip on you again as Preacher kept moving.
âYouâre gonna like him,â he added after a beat, almost casually.
ââŠDo I?â you mumbled.
He glanced away.
âNot usually.â
That made you quiet again.
The trees thickened around you as the light started to drain from the sky, and Brianâs voice dropped lower, rougher around the edges than it had been all day.
âI owe him,â he said after a moment.
Then, like it annoyed him to admit even that much:
ââŠA lot.â
Another pause.
Preacherâs hooves thudded steadily beneath you.
Brianâs grip tightened slightly.
âAnd he hates my guts,â he added, almost fondly.
You didnât respond.
Not really.
But you were still there.
And for now, that was enough.
You reach a tiny, dust-choked settlement just before dark.
Population: maybe a few hundred if you were being generous.
Everything is too still.
No voices drifting from porches. No children running between buildings. No horses tied up outside the general store. Just closed shutters and empty streets that feel like theyâve already decided not to care whether you pass through them alive or not.
Most of the businesses are shut tight, dark windows reflecting the last smear of daylight.
Except one.
A single building still has light bleeding through its front windows.
The saloon.
Brian doesnât slow down when he sees it.
He just shifts in the saddle like heâs already made up his mind.
âHold on,â he mutters, more to you than anything else.
You barely manage a sound in response.
Your weight is wrong against himâtoo loose, too unsteadyâand every step Preacher takes feels like itâs happening farther away from you than the last. You can hear Brian talking, but itâs underwater now, stretched and muffled, like the world forgot how to stay in focus.
The horse comes to a stop outside the saloon.
Brian swings down first, boots hitting the dirt without hesitation.
Then his hands are on you immediately, firm and practiced, catching you before you can slide off the saddle entirely. You try to push yourself upright, but your arms donât really agree with you anymore.
âEasy,â he says under his breath, guiding your weight against him. âIâve got you.â
The door swings open.
Warm light spills out into the street.
He doesnât bother knocking.
He just walks in.
The room inside is dim but clean in a way that feels deliberate. Polished wood. Quiet corners. The faint smell of whiskey and soap trying to cover something older underneath.
You can barely keep your eyes open as he carries you in.
The bell over the door doesnât even finish ringing before a voice comes from behind the bar.
âYouâre late.â
Itâs calm.
Not surprised.
Not welcoming.
Just⊠factual.
Brian doesnât stop moving.
You feel him pause for half a heartbeat, like heâs deciding whether or not to be offended.
Then, just as easily, he answers with a crooked smile you canât quite see but can hear in his voice.
âMiss me?â
The bartender still doesnât look up right away.
He keeps polishing the glass in his hand, methodical, unhurried, like nothing about Brian standing there matters in the slightest.
Only when the silence stretches does he finally glance over.
His eyes land on Brian first.
Then shift.
And stop on you.
The change is immediate.
Whatever detachment is on his face flattens out completely, like something in him clicks into place that has nothing to do with recognition and everything to do with assessment.
Blood.
Too much of it.
Too fresh.
Too close to the edge.
He sets the glass down slowly.
ââŠNo,â he says at last.
Not to Brian.
Not really.
Just to the situation standing in his doorway.
Brian doesnât bother easing into it.
âRoom,â he says first, still holding you like you weigh less than you should. Like itâs automatic now. âJust one.â
The bartender doesnât even blink.
âNo.â
Brian huffs a quiet laugh, like he expected it and asked anyway. âWhiskey?â
Another pause.
âNo.â
That one actually earns a reactionâBrian tilting his head slightly, as if reconsidering his entire relationship with this man. âYou always this hospitable, or is it just me?â
The bartender finally looks at him properly.
âItâs you.â
You donât have the strength to track all of it, but you catch the shape of the room shifting around the tension. Itâs not loud. Itâs worse than loud. Itâs contained, like something both of them are used to holding down.
Brian adjusts his grip on you when you sway.
The bartenderâs eyes drop to you again.
Longer this time.
He sees more than he says.
That much is obvious.
ââŠYou gonna remove a bullet or just stand there collecting dust?â Brian adds, tone lightâbut it doesnât reach his eyes.
A beat.
Then Tim exhales through his nose, slow and controlled, like heâs been handed a problem he already anticipated and still hoped wouldnât show up tonight.
âI hate you,â he says flatly.
Brian smiles like thatâs fondness.
âMissed you too.â
Timâs gaze flicks between the two of you again.
Sharp.
Measuring.
And then, without asking anythingâno names, no story, no explanationâhe turns slightly and jerks his chin toward the stairs.
âUp.â
Brian doesnât argue.
That alone shifts something in the air.
You feel it more than you understand it.
Brian just⊠moves.
Like that word mattered more than all the jokes heâs been making since the moment you met him.
He carries you past the bar with a steadiness that feels almost wrong for himâno hesitation, no sarcasm, no performance. Just obedience.
And Tim watches him do it like heâs cataloguing an old habit he thought heâd broken.
You force your head up slightly, squinting through the haze.
ââŠThis the bartender?â you manage, voice thin.
Brian glances down at you.
âYeah.â
You study the man behind the counter.
Clean lines. Controlled posture. Eyes that donât miss anything. A saloon that feels more like an operating room than a place meant for drinking.
Unimpressed, you murmur, âDoesnât look like a bartender.â
Brian gives a small, almost amused exhale.
âYeah,â he says again, quieter this time. âThatâs the point.â
Ahead of you, Tim is already movingâsetting things in order before you even reach the stairs, like heâs preparing for damage heâs seen too many times to be surprised by anymore.
And when you glance between them, something sits wrong in your chest.
Not fear.
Not relief.
Something in between.
Because Brian didnât hesitate.
And Tim didnât ask.
And whatever they were to each other once⊠clearly didnât stop being real just because it stopped being allowed.
The room upstairs is quieter than the saloon below.
Not peacefulâjust controlled. Like everything in it has been arranged to stay out of the way of whatever usually ends up bleeding across the floor.
Tim lays you down on the bed without ceremony, but not roughly either. Efficient. Careful in a way that feels practiced more than kind.
Brian hovers for half a second too long.
Then Tim flicks his eyes at him.
âSit,â he says.
Brian actually listens.
That alone makes your fogged brain snag on something important before you can lose it again.
Tim doesnât wait for permission after that.
He cuts.
Fabric gives under the blade with a clean, quiet sound that feels too intimate for how much it stings when it pulls away from your skin. Cold air hits the wound immediately and your body jerks on instinct.
Brian shifts in his chair.
Not forward.
Not back.
Just⊠tense.
âHold still,â Tim says without looking at you.
âI am still,â you mutter automatically.
âMm.â
Thatâs all the acknowledgment you get.
The shirt is peeled back further. The wound exposed properly now. Tim leans in closer, steady hands pressing just enough to make you hiss through your teeth.
Thereâs no hesitation in him.
No panic.
Just assessment.
Then, after a long momentâ
ââŠYouâre lucky,â he says.
Brian lets out a quiet breath that almost sounds like a laugh.
âI am?â
Tim doesnât look up.
âIf youâd gotten here a day later, youâd be dead.â
That wipes the humor out of the room completely.
Brian doesnât respond.
No joke.
No deflection.
Just silence.
You manage to tilt your head slightly, trying to see him through the haze. Heâs sitting back in the chair now, elbows resting on his knees, hands loosely claspedâbut thereâs nothing relaxed about it. Like heâs holding himself still on purpose.
Like if he moves too much, something will break.
Tim continues working.
Clean cloth. Alcohol. Pressure that makes your vision spike white at the edges.
You bite down hard enough on your own breath to keep from making noise.
âTry not to pass out again,â Tim says, almost bored.
âNot tryinâ to,â you whisper.
âGood.â
Another pause.
Thenâ
Metal shifts.
Tim pauses mid-motion.
Not because of you.
Because of something behind him.
You donât see it clearly at first. Your vision is still slipping in and out like the world canât decide whether youâre allowed to stay conscious. But you hear itâfabric rustling. Leather moving.
Brian.
Heâs not talking.
That, again, is the most noticeable thing about him.
Timâs eyes flick sideways.
Just slightly.
And stop.
Thereâs something half-hidden in Brianâs saddlebag where he set it down earlierâworn leather, edges frayed, sitting too casually in a room that suddenly feels like it canât afford casual things.
A ledger.
Tim doesnât move right away.
He just looks at it.
Long enough that the air shifts again.
He sets the cloth down slowly.
Too slowly.
When he finally speaks, his voice is quieter than before.
ââŠWhere did you get that?â
Brian doesnât answer immediately.
And when he does, itâs careful in a way youâre not used to hearing from him.
âPicked it up,â he says.
Timâs expression doesnât change much.
But something in his eyes does.
Recognition, sharp and immediateâlike a door in his head just unlocked whether he wanted it to or not.
He doesnât touch the ledger.
Doesnât open it.
Just stares at it like itâs already open inside his memory.
Then he exhales through his nose.
ââŠOf course you did.â
Brian finally looks up at him.
âThat bad?â
Tim doesnât answer right away.
Instead, he reaches for the cloth again and presses it back to your wound with steady hands, like anchoring himself back into the present before he says anything he canât take back.
âYou two donât steal things,â he says flatly.
A pause.
Then, quieterâ
ââŠYou bring them home.â
The words sit heavy in the room.
Brianâs jaw tightens slightly.
For the first time since you met him, thereâs no joke trying to crawl out of his mouth to fix it.
Tim glances at him againâjust once.
Then back at the ledger.
ââŠYou have no idea what youâre sitting on,â he says.
And for the first time, his voice loses its detachment completely.
Not fear.
Not anger.
Something more controlled than either.
Concern that has teeth.
Outside, the saloon below creaks softly with movementâlife continuing like nothing has changed.
But upstairs, in a quiet room above it all, something has.
Because whatever Brian stole in that bank wasnât money.
And Tim has just realized that the people looking for it wonât stop at killing strangers.
Theyâll burn towns for it.
And for the first time, all three of you are in the same room⊠with the same unspoken understanding forming between you:
This was never just an escape.
It was a theft that someone already declared war over.
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You can't remember who had pulled out the CD player. It's quiet enough that you don't notice it until your grabbing a drink from the fridge. Something faint that sounds sweet and soft drifts from the machine.
You're so focused on trying to make out the words that you don't hear the footsteps behind you.
"You dance?" There's a lilt to Tim's voice that tells you he's not completely sober.
"Not well", you mumble, grabbing a soda and smiling as you attempt to step by him.
"Ain't hard." He shifts slightly, grabbing your wrist before you can crack the can open. His grip is tight enough to make you pause. He takes a step closer, takes the drink and sets it aside.
He then takes your other wrist in his other hand. His palms slide down until he's cradling your hands and tugging your forward into the living room. His eyes are half-lidded as he gazes at you, eyebags especially evident in the low lighting.
He stops in the living room, shifts closer. He nudges your feet apart, slotting a boot betwee your bare feet. His calloused hand envelopes one of your's and his other hand settles on your hip. He squeezes once, his skin heating your's even through the fabric.
The dance is more a ryhthmatic shuffling than dancing, the movements more sluggish than particularly graceful.
It's the softest Tim has ever been with you.
Your distraction leads you to misstep.
Tim laughs, well, he makes a soft sound that seems amused. His head dips and he presses a cheek to your temple, humming off-key. The scruff of his face scratches your skin.
He smells like cigarettes, faintly like whiskey and something that may be leather. It's strangely comforting.
After a moment of swaying, you almost feel like maybe things are normal. That this man hasn't murdered with the same hands he guides and holds you with. That maybe the stains on his boots are mud and red clay and not evidence of so many lives lost.
You don't realize you're crying or that the music has stopped until you hear Tim sigh. He wraps his arms around you, chin on your head.
"Don' cry." He mumbles, grip too tight. "I'm your's and you're mine."