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๐๐จ ๐ ๐ก๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ ๐ค๐ง๐๐ฐ ๐๐๐ญ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ค ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ฆ๐๐ง ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐๐๐ซ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐, ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ ๐ก๐๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ง. ๐๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ ๐ฆ๐, ๐ฐ๐๐ญ๐๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฏ๐ข๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐, ๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐จ๐ง ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐๐ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฉ. ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ค๐ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ฆ, ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ฌ ๐๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ, ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก๐ญ: ๐ง๐จ, ๐ง๐จ. ๐๐ก๐๐ซ๐โ๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐๐จ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ ๐ ๐ก๐๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐๐ข๐๐ญ๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ง๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐๐ซ. ๐๐จ ๐ ๐ซ๐๐ฐ๐ซ๐จ๐ญ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ฆ.
๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ :))
โCome in,โ He muttered calmly. It was as if he already knew it was Abbyโs knock.
She stepped inside after changing out of her mortuary work clothes and into something more comfortable. Today had been exhausting.
Patrick, meanwhile, stood in the kitchen chopping vegetables while wearing a black apron over a plain white t-shirt. His hands moved in a gentle sawing motion, gloved fingers curled back carefully while holding the tomato. Exactly how she taught him. She would appreciate it.
Thatโs what youโre supposed to do.
Curl your fingers inward while holding the tomato. Use a serrated blade. Move with the knife instead of against it. Precise. Controlled.
Usually the blade rested inside the pocket of his Valentino jacket whenever he went to Tunnel, especially during nights where pressure inside him became unbearable.
Instead, it was only used for vegetables.
He had always been meticulous, but Patrick had a way of making the smallest tasks appear strangely elegant.
โWell, look at you. Youโre a natural.โ Her face brightened at the sight, almost impressed.
Patrick lets out a quiet chuckle without losing focus on what he was cutting.
โI do have a good teacher, so thereโs that.โ He tilted his head slightly in acknowledgment before asking in mild interest,
โWhat are we watching tonight?โ
Creature tilted her head curiously, almost doglike, squinting down at the tape sitting on the counter.
โI actually havenโt seen this one before. Somebody made a recommendation. Itโs called...โ
She lifted the tape closer to examine the title. It read, โLe sang dโun Poรจte.โ
โTheโฆof a poet. Death? The death of a poet?โ
Patrick glanced over his shoulder slowly, the corner of his mouth lifting upward. โYou were close. Blood. The Blood of a Poet.โ
Her eyes widen slightly. โYou speak French?โ
โYeah. Mostly a requirement.โ
He brushed it off easily.
That was only partially true. Work had required it whenever he traveled, but Patrick also possessed an irritatingly excellent memory.
His attention drifted back toward the tomatoes. He picked them up carefully with his gloved hands. Eventually he brought himself back to the present.
โWho recommended the movie again?โ
โOh, just somebody from the video store. They just seemedโฆunderstanding.โ
Patrick nodded while passing behind her with the tomatoes
โIโll say. Whoever it was, they knew what they were doing.โ
Finally, he placed them into an enormous bowl of carefully prepared Greek salad. Beside it sat two glass tumblers filled with lovage in the garden.
That was their usual choice. This time it felt soft somehow.
Patrick didnโt know how to cook, but this was the closest thing he could offer. He actually was looking forward to movie night with Creature.
โOh myโฆโ Creatureโs hand lifted toward her cheek.
Patrick immediately looked up.
โWhat is it?โ Anticipation crept unpleasantly into his chest. Hopefully she was not offended. All he wanted was to share a small piece of his world with her.
For a moment, she said nothing.
โItโsโฆpitch perfect.โ
She breathed out a smile while gently shaking her head.
A quiet sense of relief loosened somewhere deep inside him. Strange. He disliked how much satisfaction the words gave him. Still, Patrick kept himself composed as he walks towards her.
โWell, with you here, it is what it should be. You improved it.โ
His voice carried that smooth, low warmth he slipped into so naturally. When he approached with that steady, magnetic presence, it felt more like stepping into a perfectly tailored coat.
Creature tried not to gush over it, though one hand still covered her cheek.
She felt appreciated. Not observed or analyzed, just appreciated for being herself.
The closest thing Patrick has done before was offer Jean sorbet and Chardonnay, but that had felt calculated beneath the surface.
This was different. Creature had never pretended to be anyone other than herself, even when she looked exhausted after work or uncertain about how she would fit into the world around her. Sometimes she wondered if being with somebody like Patrick was wrong. Yet, she wasnโt the only one. Patrick had those similar thoughts as well.
People can never truly see themselves with their own eyes, perhaps only in mirrors, but not themselves. They saw reflections, performances, reactions in the eyes of other people.
But Creature was real. Flesh, blood, skin, hair. Especially the hair. The strawberry and mint softness of it that he had helped dye himself. It made her seem less like an object and more like something alive.
Sure, he teased her by calling her a hippie sometimes, but never cruelly. If anything, she stirred some strange sense of nostalgia in him. Something that reminded him of Harvard before everything became polished into nothingness.
I donโt know why she does this to me or what this feeling even is. But suddenly Iโm reduced to something embarrassingly boyish. A boy with a crush. I even canโt put my finger on it.
The thought lingered while they sat together on his pristine white sofa halfway through The Blood of a Poet. Dinner was finished. So were the drinks. The film itself was strange. Black and white, dreamlike, and fragmented. The kind of movie that felt completely out of order while somehow still making emotional sense.
Creature always had some sort of trivia or observation ready during movies, but tonight she stayed quiet. They both were fixed on the film.
Oddly, Patrick preferred it. Some of the best moments existed in silence.
โLook, I know I havenโt said much,โ she admitted softly. โI hope you donโt mind. I just donโt know a whole lot of French and Iโve never seen this before.โ
โI havenโt either.โ
Then, after a pause, Patrick added quietly.
โYou know, Abby, whether or not you know something about a movie, I still loโฆโ
He stopped himself. The word nearly escaped him. For a split second the mask slipped, and she saw it happen in real time. Patrick stilled. His gaze shifting away slightly, eyes darting for a moment as if attempting to reorganize himself internally.
Her voice pulled him gently back to the present.
โThereโs no need to finish. Itโs all good.โ
Her smile was small and understanding, almost like she was helping him place the mask back where it belonged.
The movie resumed. Fabric rustled softly as they shifted closer together. Patrickโs arm rested easily along the back of the couch now, almost wrapped around her without thinking.
By the time the film ended, Abby had fallen asleep beside him. She really tried to stay awake.
Open. Close. Open. Close.
Until her eyelids fell heavy and sleep had finally claimed her.
Patrick, on the other hand, watched the film until the very end in complete silence.
He eventually turned toward her. Even in sleep, she seemed careful not to inconvenience anyone. Chin tilted upward slightly, head laid back, body stiffened as if trying not to lean too heavily against him or breathe too loudly. Sheโs quiet even unconscious.
After turning off the television, Patrick carefully adjusted her head against his shoulder, one hand cradling the back of it with surprising gentleness. Then he lifted her effortlessly into his arms and a soft grunt escaped him. He turns his head in precision towards the bedroom ahead and carried her across the white oak floor.
Only so she could sleep comfortably tonight, he convinced himself.
Though in reality, he simply wanted her there in the morning.