Oh gods... it's not just you.

The burnout is real, and I don't know how to recharge either.

I'm much like that lately too...like I want to...sometimes I even go ooh! yes! that's it!...and then the idea just kinda fizzles out and is lost to the void before I even get the word document open.

Part of me wants to blame the way the world is with the pandemic, and the way Fandoms are kind of swinging with this idea of purity culture (I'll admit it's made me gun shy to post things sometimes... v_v ) but, I know that's not it entirely either...

I wish I could grant both you and I the energy and the drive and the will to do the thing....

but...maybe it's like spring.

It'll come back sometime, I just hope its sooner than later!