#crazyboyroy

is literal trash, still thinks i’m better than everyone else. 

y'all i had like weird ass vivid dreams last night. o.o

So I think instead of saying fuck you or fuck off to people i'm just going to tell them to suck my ass lol

It's kind of sad tbh. People ask me why I'm so bitter about relationships. I honestly feel like I put forth so much effort and I never get the same in return. All my efforts are eventually futile as how I always seem to get the "I'm just not ready for a relationship right now" or "I think we're just better off as good friends" note: those usually don't workout, the person will most often stop talking to me. I just feel like some people don't understand how I actually feel about it though. I say that I've "given up" when it's like not exactly that it's just I am overly cautious and I've been hurt time and time again for years now. I don't want to go through that again and the backlash from it always sucks. I just don't want to go through that again and there hasn't been someone who makes me feel like the efforts I will put forth will not be futile. 

omg. a post that I made like 2 weeks ago came back with like 100 notes. I've never gotten that many before. LOLOL

tbh, i don't think I'll ever be happy with the way my body looks.