Dec 10, 2025
born to be a tall, skinny, vampire goth guy covered in tattoos and piercings who is also the lead singer of a metalcore band...
forced to be a short, chubby trans guy still dressing emo bc he has no budget to be the vampire goth he wants to be with next to no tattoos, barely any piercings and has no musical talent whatsoever except for writing lyrics...
(pics from pinterest)
why does god hate me
#seriously guys#this is bullshit#fuck this stupid baka life#i just wanna be a pretty vampire boy#always imagined myself up on stage one day singing#never pictured myself as a woman and never will#fuck gender dysphoria#transgender#transmasc#trans man#trans ftm#lgbtq#lgbtq community#goth#actually goth#i dress emo but im a vampire goth at heart#just cant afford the clothes i actually want ππ#i did dress full vampire goth for a while but thats when i was forcing myself to be a girl :((#so all those clothes are too feminine ugh#i want ruffled shirts!!#waistcoats!!#leather trousers!!#rings!!#cravats!!#a fucking cape!!#goddammit#again. fuck this stupid baka life
