#crantankerousgeneticist

[12:29] TG: hey

[12:29] TG: so i know you cant see this shit or read it probably unless youre a ghost cuz that happens sometimes right

[12:29] TG: but im gonna act like you can cuz maybe it makes me feel a little bit better

[12:29] TG: its been two weeks

[12:30] TG: two weeks since everything went to shit and i proved myself to be the most useless piece of fucking crap in the universe

[12:30] TG: if you were here you would be yelling at me probably for saying stuff like that but

[12:31] TG: youre not here

[12:31] TG: and its true

[12:31] TG: so i win this one i guess

[12:31] TG: but i still want to say sorry

[12:32] TG: i took too long to move through everything in clown laugh assholes hell land

[12:32] TG: i held my group behind

[12:32] TG: and if i would have kept going

[12:32] TG: maybe i could have gotten to you in time

[12:32] TG: woken you up

[12:32] TG: but i didnt

[12:32] TG: i fucked up and im so sorry

[12:33] TG: its not like it even really matters

[12:33] TG: that im apologizing right now

[12:33] TG: terezis been mia since but

[12:34] TG: ive been keepin an eye on sirius

[12:34] TG: willous not even giving me crap anymore can you believe that

[12:35] TG: i didnt realize it was possible to miss someone this bad and this long

[12:35] TG: i wish you could come back

[12:35] TG: i kinda need you

[12:35] TG: maybe im bein selfish but i need you to make sense of all this

[12:35] TG: but you being gone is what i need to make sense over

[12:35] TG: so its a fuckin circle of repetitive bullshit and i keep running into myself

[12:36] TG: this is really stupid

[12:36] TG: but part of me doesnt care

[12:36] TG: if this is the only way i can talk to you

[12:36] TG: then im gonna do it

[12:36] TG: even if it doesnt work

[12:37] TG: i miss you

[12:37] TG: i dont think im ever gonna find someone like you again

[12:37] TG: but i dont want to

[12:37] TG: fuck

[12:38] TG: i havent cried in like two weeks and this is what you made me do

[12:38] TG: well im gonna go fix my shit

[12:38] TG: and karkat

[12:38] TG: i love you

[12:38] TG: bye