#coyotesqueen

he’d wanted me to believe in his ruthlessness. then i remembered his words from so long ago: make me your villain. (—leigh bardugo)

i was raised feral, and i mostly stayed that way. (—gillian flynn)

WHEN WILL I STOP BELONGING TO THIS HUNGRY THING INSIDE ME? —that spring everything grew wild and the rain came down like punishment, clementine von radics

this is enough now.

and she forgot my name when talking abt me to other people in a different skype call so “cheese girl” happened or so i’m told

i wish i could give you my love and my soul, but inside my chest, there is nobody home. my heart may be missing, but my hands will make up for it. don’t think this is innocent;                        — I’LL SINK MY TEETH RIGHT INTO IT.   (download)

I let go of my fear, my guilt, my shame. There was darkness inside me. He had put it there, and I would no longer deny it. —Leigh Bardugo, Siege and Storm

i wanted to fall down right there but i knew you wouldn’t catch me because you’re dead. i swallowed crushed ice pretending it was glass and you’re dead. ASHES TO ASHES.