I know that's fucked up but I have a fantasy of dating my own cousin. I have a fantasy of sibcest but I don't have a sibling. I'm also not attracted to any of my cousins. What I mean is that I wish I met someone new that is my cousin. And then we would have the same vibe and we would date... Pls. Pls let me meet a distant cousin that is cool and wants to date me. I feel so dirty thinking about how I want to travel in the summer to the family from my mom's side that lives far from us (a few hours by train) with the thought of possible dating. I don't really know the family from this side, I don't know the cousins. And I genuinely want to meet the family and have nice holidays in the mountains but. But also I have the thought of what if I meet a cousin my age with my vibe... I doubt so but... It would be so hot. We would be connected by blood so if we roleplayed as siblings it would just feel different. Like, sibcest roleplay with your cousin... But the chance I meet someone exactly my vibe who is also my cousin and is into it is almost non existent... But. But please.... Auagahs
