#corruption.

certainly not as your hips keep rolling back and forth, frantically, non-rhythmically, chasing the friction from my boots, barely enough to keep you on edge, almost enough to push you over, and you know these both to be true, but continue still, and drive yourself closer to a mixture of pure pleasure and unfulfilling insanity, soreness in between your thighs, a wet, steaming mess,

and oh, how pathetic does no longer qualify as you pant and beg and moan and whine, when I lift up my boot against your heat and push hard, making you twitch and squeal, uttering gratefulness in incoherent phrases, while you spill yourself all over the black leather.

Excellent! Just know that it is perfectly safe and normal to have seemingly extreme or even dark sexual fantasies. Psychologists say that it’s absolutely part of a healthy sex life. That practically everyone has them even though we often have no intention of acting on many of our fantasies. You are safe as long as you know the difference between fantasy and reality. So once you internalize this, then you can relax more because letting Tumblr / porn corrupt you is so fun and exciting.

It normally starts where you discover something like you did that is a little taboo but peaks your sexual interest. You realize there’s a lot of content that you find exciting that makes your clit throb and ache as you consume it. So you loop this now. Quickly it becomes the case that the more you consume and feel the excitement, the more you look forward to it. And the more you look forward to it, the more you consume. You know that it makes your clit ache and throb more in ways only you know. Fortunately cars don’t fall from clouds. So you realize that you may be spiraling down a rabbit hole of becoming needier and needier. It starts seeping into your real everyday life. You may start to appreciate that you are no longer merely needy for the slightly taboo content and you accidentally discover more forbidden content that brings tingles to your clit.

You scroll past something that you previously were not interested in because it was too much but now you find yourself scrolling back to see if it makes you tingle a bit. It does. Then you begin to seek out more and more content that breaks your previously held moral values and beliefs but quickly see the more you do the better your clit feels the more you ache. Eventually you come to realize that it may be the corruption itself that is getting you off. The more you corrupt yourself, the better it feels the needier you become to be more corrupted. You actively search out ways to continue the cycle that just feels so good. Next thing you know you are reaching out to a slightly sadistic man through anonymous messages to plead to be made more corrupt under the guise of worrying about it.

Just know that it is okay. That you are okay. You are safe and this is all perfectly healthy. As long as you know that you are trapped and will always want this. Your cunt controls you and you will never escape. It is who you are now. So relax and have fun.

let me choose how we play tonight between 2 options

-make one option the most disgusting, depraved thing you can think of. something I couldn't possibly cum to, so so disgusting

-make the other option truly depraved, but slightly better than the other one. make me beg for you to let us to do something gross and disgusting so I don't have to get off to the other option

It's so easy to just switch off that part of you that is human when a pretty little toy is begging for you to make them your test subject. For a masochist to bait you into hitting them a bit harder this time, to really put your back into it. For a sweet pet to ask you to rape them mercilessly and have them beg to survive.