#corina-vs-onlinedating

So last night I met JR It's kind of funny how well people can get along once you're somewhat physically intimate. We went up to the hills last night and it was so foggy and pretty up there. Boy is he weird. Okay actually, he's very sweet. He listened to me bitch about A for the longest time and was actually very helpful about it. Who the fuck sincerely listens to a girl complain about her boyfriend for three hours, I don't know.

OKC messages: “Please tell me what I can do so I can kiss you anywhere, anywhere on your body. Yes, even your ass. TRY ME.” I don’t need you to kiss my butthole, ugly stranger.  Why am I still on okCupid? 

Me: Don’t make fun of my kissing! I’m pretty okay at it!  ...I think. A: Oh, you’re an excellent kisser.  Me: I know. The first time we kissed, you had an entire conversation about it with me.

I hate OKCupid. All ugly guys all the time.  Except Tony. And Alec. But Alec and I are no longer dating, and Tony now lives in MICHIGAN. 

Spent last night with Z And all I could think of was  we don't talk they way we did. you don't kiss me the way he did you don't hold my hand like he did you don't look at me the way he did you don't make me feel the way he did. you certainly don't fuck me the way he did. Then we were listening to music, right, and for some reason I chose MBV's "Loveless" album to listen to and "Sometimes" came on, and I thought maybe the feelings would come back,  but instead I just became painfully sad, and he totally knew.  So much for the cleanser  but at least I can no longer say my last times were with those that shattered my heart. 

Some people never forget the first person they fell in love with,  I’ll never forget the first person I completely submitted to.