#core talks

Imagine Roman singing ‘In Case You Don’t Live Forever’ By: Ben Platt. 

Either to Janus or just ya’know, alone about Janus as a one sided thing for that Angst Fodder.

Anxiety: But, we’re back right?

Core: Well, yea as back as I was before I guess. I haven’t been doing so great with drawing at the moment kinda stuck in writing my fic, which right now is stuck even though I know the contents of the chapter...

Zest: Weeeeell, I’m soorry, I don’t know what to say to you! We drew a six piece picture in a day then wrote six chapters in three days, what more do you want from me Core!

Anxiety: Woah there Zesty, you a little strung up there?

Curiosity: It would seem like, he might need some sort of break.

Core/Zest: But I don’t want a break!

Curiosity: I understand this, I enjoy you writing as well, there’s always things to look up and research as a writer, and I find it rewarding that we learn new things. But, you’ve been taking too many short naps instead of sleeping a full night and when you do sleep for a full ‘night’ it’s during the day cause you just went more than twenty four hours of no sleep beforehand. 

Anxiety: Yea, but he’s making the content he wants to make because of it, and the insomnia trips are no ones fault.

Curiosity: Yes, but it’s unhealthy to be running like this. He needs a proper sleep schedule to operate.

Anxiety: He seems to be doing just fine. More sleep means less time to do things, less time to do things means nothing will get done. Nothing getting done means... Means....

Curiosity: Means?

Anxiety: *sigh* it means that we would have wasted our life when we could have been doing things we actually want to do.

Curiosity: Well, no this is the whole conversation, Core doesn’t do things that help his body function well, and then he gets burned out.

Zest: I’M NOT BUrned out....

Chicane: Oh, yes clearly you’re doing fine there. 

Core: Heeeey, I thought I said you weren’t here...

Chicane: Oh, that was the truth. Until it wasn’t. Zesty Zesty Zesty, are you gonna come fall into my arms or are you going to face the truth?

Curiosity: Do you want him to face the truth?

Chicane: Well, whatever’s best for Core right?

Curiosity: And what do you think is best for Core?

Chicane: Wouldn’t you like to know hmm?

Curiosity: Yes, that’s why I asked. 

Chicane: Good luck with that. Zest baby, you’re doing great. Taaa!

Anxiety: Well, that... was a thing that just happened...

Zest: I do think, we might need a slight change in patterns here, but I do agree with Anxiety too, I just don’t feel like we have enough time to do anything so I throw myself into the work. 

Curiosity: I understand that, I do. I feel that way too, there is never enough time to truly do what you want to do, but if you don’t take care of yourself you’ll just get nothing done all together, and we don’t want that. 

Core: No, yea, you’re right. I know you are. It’s just hard when you have that existential dread build up in you when you think about time restrictions paired with all the other bullshit you have to do in life...

Anxiety: It’s not easy to deal with...

Curiosity: But we can all agree that you need to get your sleep schedule sound and your obligations done right?

Core: Yeeeah I guueeess.

I...guess I’ll say this.

Been busy with school the past few weeks. (Projects galore kill the Core. XnX”“)

I know I have a few asks in my box, and most of them relate to the ask meme I had started a while ago, but I have no motivation to finish those.

So

Can I get random asks? Also, I may be posting random doodles, as well as finishing up colouring refs of “new” characters to add here. (I say “new” because they actually are not new, I just never posted them here).

Okay, so we all know black liquorice is gross, not to Remus it’s not.

You know those gross soda flavours? Like bacon & cheese, ranch dressing and such? His favourite gross soda is the mustard one.

The the the bamboozled jelly beans? Yeah just try and do a challenge with him, I dare ya.

Spice, spice baby.

Salt and vinegar anything.

Not technically a snack, but those mini pickled onions, eats these bitches up like grapes.

Fun dip is a mundane one but sue me he loves that sugary powder!

CRONCHY. That’s it, just if it has that cronch it’s good.

Now I might be (might be just a tad) self projecting on him but POP ROCKS AND SODA BIOTCH!

OH! Those lollipops, the ones with like a little scorpion or worm in them? Delicious.

EnErGy DrInKs (no I’m not projecting again, shut up, oh shit what if with pop rocks, I need this now)

Gummies, extreme sour.

Chocolate mint (I can’t not put this here cause in everything I write he likes chocolate mint)

That’s all I got right now.

No I don’t take constructive criticism /j

It’s (was) three am why am I doing this now.