#corchete

you don't outright say things to me

you just suggest them as a possibility

you put that card on the table and leave it there

you plant that seed in my mind and you let me think about it

and i'll think and think and consider everything and think

and then i'll come around

now i didn't want this at first

i hated the idea, i was hurt and disappointed

but it stayed in my mind

and i thought about it a lot

and then i started considering it

i talked to you about it and we were headed in the right direction

and i began to like it

the possibility of it

what it represented

what i could achieve by it

but now

now you're taking it all back

now you act as if the whole shit was the enemy

and you think you're just pointing out the negative sides of it

but that's all you're seeing and you're not being supportive at all

and you know what?

fuck you

this was your idea

it all came from you

you don't get to cry and feel bad about it

you don't get to wish you had never suggested it

you know why?

cause somewhere down the line

it became something i wanted

you don't get to come now and destroy it

i pictured my future based on this and you want to take it away

fuck you

you don't get to do that

fuck you