#coralthoughts

But I damn wish I could.

I wish that I wasn't up late night guarding demons away from my dreams.

I wish that I didn't have to shudder at the first sound I make while I try to sleep.

You're right, I'm nobody.

The one that shouldnt have a say in anything but please yell at me so I can lose sleep.

Tonight, I was nobody.

And maybe, just maybe one day, I'll be put first and maybe you'd actually care about my feelings.

Until then, I hope you sleep well and forget that I'm the one hurting. I hope that you know, as much as I wish I could hate you.

Theres a list that says I love you.

Goodnight

Then again, you're the better alternative to saving me.

I will not apologize for who I am, for I was not cared for properly, and that makes me who I am.

Scared, A wreck. A flower that refuses to bloom no matter how much someone loves it.

My heart melts for you 'til the dusk of day.

In the moonlight, the night kisses it brings when you're away, takes my breath away.

Taste, I can taste your lips from millions away.

Your scent, I smell from afar even when you can't smell mine on anything.

You beauty is great,

Wondering mind 'til you see me and I see you,

Looking is all I do,

I look for you in the moon, and in the stars until we meet again.

While waiting for the moment, for you to say the words of "I love you"