Now listen y'all. I ALWAYS said I would never do this...but the story idea has been rattling around in my head for too long and it needed out. I know some people who follow my writing might not be big fans of this...but too bad. You donāt have to read if you donāt want to!
Who doesn't love a little angst in their life? Coming at some point later today, I'm on the east coast of the states so it'll probably be in the evening for me. I hope to see y'all there!
Playlist hereā¦sombr was my best friend when writing clearly
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MANNNN do I live for the internetā¦good lord š„¹
have you been reading much on here lately? if you have, any fic recs?
Not a wholeee ton, but I have been reading some! If anyone has any recs on here or ao3 I am all ears!!
I'm currently reading Made in Mexico by @2truthsand1lie on ao3 (I think it's also on here...not sure?) - someone had recommended this to me and I admittedly was scared to start reading because of how long it is but its SO good, SO well written and awesome concept.
The last few weeks I've been binging @a-pute11as fics (masterlist linked here) especially the Kika and Patri stuff!
I know @wosospacegirl has a ton of great stuff, I really liked the asthma fic she did - I wasn't sure if I would like the story but it's written SO well and I ended up loving the concept so I definitely recommend.
Next on my list to read at some point is Clasico Fire by @purplereina11 - nobody recommended this to me but I've seen it floating around and love the concept! Plus her fics in general are fab so I am super excited about this one!
In honor of chapter 5 of HDITA being posted in like an hour - here's a progression of my editor proofreading through it, except it gets progressively worse until she literally can't continue...
(The next one has to be read from bottom to top for full effect)
I laugh at the "please call me" at least once a day...I present to everyone my lovely editor @plaguerat2 (no stealing her she's mine)
Who spends far too much time listening to me yap on facetime about fic ideas, sits through my attempts at telling stories verbally (my lack of comedic timing is palpable), makes me laugh far too much, and somehow still manages to keep my sanity in check in between!
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It's been so heartbreaking to hear about people who are having their works stolen and put up on ao3...stealing someones work that they have created and spent hours on? Inexcusable, truly.
To the writers who are dealing with this - please let us know if there is anything we can do to help! I am happy to report anything or flood people's inboxes. Either way, I know everyone on here has your back (I do, if nothing else)
Hello, I still don't know how to use Tumblr very well, I get confused when searching for tags and such, can you tell me where I can find more information about Mapi and Ingrid being mothers?
Oh no worries I got you - the tag feature on tumblr is kinda my worst enemy. I hate that all the amazing works get buried over time when new stuff comes up, I want them to be front and center forever š I will die on the hill that ao3s tagging system is superior, but anywho, I do have a few recommendations! I donāt believe this is a comprehensive list, but just some of the fics Iāve read and enjoyed!
I know @woso-dreamzzz has several different Mapi/Ingrid x child series going that you can find under their Platonic Masterlist, alongside a lot of other great player x child fics
@lucawrites11 also has the hei! collection which can be found on ao3 (and is SO adorable oh my god, I canāt say enough good things. Honestly ready to get on the pulpit to speak about anything they write but I digress). That can be found here.
@wosoamazing has a work about Mapi/Ingrid x child thatās lovely, which is linked here. They also have some other great player/player x child works Iāve been seeing pop up, which are all super unique and incredibly well written!
This last one isnāt technicallyyyyy Mapi and Ingrid being mothers, but I feel it must be included (like itās basically them being mothers? Kinda?). The sol series from @girlgenius1111 is AMAZING, and I highly recommend reading if you have the time. Solās masterlist can be found here.
I think thatās everyone I can think of off the top of my head? If Iām missing someone please call me out and let me know!
For those lovely people who read Do You See Something I Canāt?ā¦Chapter 8 will be posted tomorrow (June 2nd), at 1pm EST!
Weāve got 5 chapters, 57k words in total, and a schedule (because I am nothing without my schedule!) Since the chapters are a little on the longer side, I want to give everyone ample time to fully read. So, the plan is that there will be a new chapter every 3 days, so the whole thing will be posted over the span of a little over 2 weeks.Ā
I totally understand how it can be hard to follow a story when there are long gaps in between chapter being posted, so I hope this is easier to follow along and engage with, by writing everything ahead and posting in a streamline manner. We shall see if this makes it better for you guys as readers, Iām curious as to your feedback! Regardless I want people to enjoy reading it, and if that happens then I am a happy camper, above all else.Ā
Spotify Playlist for the second half can be found here!
Ingrid stared down at her phone, shifting nervously in her seat. Mapi sat across from her, the Spaniardās hands folded on the table in front of her, as she watched the Norwegian closely.Ā
The dark haired woman sat up more, swallowing roughly. There were a million thoughts going through her head, and she looked up at the brunette with a slightly panicked expression.Ā
āWhat if I just went back?ā Ingrid asked in a panic, and Mapi tilted her head to the side, her eyebrows furrowing.Ā
āDo you actually want to? Or are you simply scared to make this call?ā She asked gently, and the full back allowed herself to slouch slightly under the intensity of herāgirlfriend? Friend? Person who professed their love to her less than 12 hours ago, and hasnāt had time to put a label on it yet?Ā
She allows herself to slouch slightly under the intensity of herā¦of herā¦of Mapiās gaze, feeling a bubble of shame rise up in her. The Spaniard is quick to stand, walking around the table to take a seat next to Ingrid as opposed to across from her.Ā
āI am not asking to make you feel bad,ā Mapi reminds gently, gesturing to the phone. āBut I know you do not want to go back there, and that you are scared to put your foot down. You need to though, and I promise you will get through it. I will be right here,ā she continued, and Ingrid looked over at her skeptically.Ā
It was such a strange jump, the last twelve hours. Ingrid had returned to Barcelona to pack up her apartment to move, and had almost finished doing just that. There were boxes littered everywhere in her apartment, a fact that Mapi had yet to comment on.Ā
Instead, they remained where they were at the table as the sun rose in the sky, and Ingrid worked up the courage to call her manager back and explain that she was not going back to Wolfsburg.Ā
The Norwegian picked her phone up finally, pressing the contact for her manager before she held it up to her ear. Her foot tapped anxiously below her, a reminder of the anxiety coursing through her body even as Mapi sat beside her, looking at her with encouragement.Ā
āHello Ingrid!ā Thomas said cheerfully into the phone, and Ingrid opened her mouth to speak before she coughed abruptly, which kick started her into speaking.
āH-hi Thomas!ā She replied, her voice thready and nervous, an octave too high. If her plan had been to play it cool, she would have been failing miserably. Luckily, her only goal was to get through the phone call in one piece.Ā
āIs everything alright?ā Thomas asked quickly, concern laced into her tone.Ā
āYes, yes, everything is okay. I just need to talk to you about something,ā Ingrid choked out, even as she felt like her throat might close up. Her free hand lashed out, clamping down on the center backās thigh with a forcefield of anxiety.Ā
The brunette, however, didnāt miss a beat, simply peeling the Norwegianās hand away from her thigh and lacing their fingers together, squeezing softly. Ingrid gripped her hand tightly, and the Spaniard could feel the shake of the full backās hand in hers.Ā
āOkay, what did you need to discuss?ā Thomas asked, sounding diplomatic. Ingrid took a large breath in, slowly letting it out before responding.Ā
āI am going to stay at Barcelona. I will not be accepting Wolfsburgās offer,ā The dark haired woman managed to get out, hoping that she sounded more confident than she felt. Mapiās thumb was very lightly trailing back and forth over the back of her palm, and she reminded herself very gently to relax her shoulders.Ā
āYouāwhat?ā Her agent spluttered out, clearly caught off guard.Ā
āI want to stay here, in Barcelona. Tell Wolfsburg I reject,ā Ingrid repeated, her voice more secure this time.Ā
āIngrid, you would be insane to reject their offer! It is one of the most lucrative deals Iāve had come across my desk for a female footballer, youād be in the top 5% of paid female footballers. Hell, youāve already told them youād accept!ā Thomas implored, his voice edging on panic.Ā
He had promised Wolfsburg that this deal would go through, that Ingrid would accept. She had always listened to him, she had always been easily manipulated when necessary.Ā
āI gave them a verbal agreement, but no contract was signed. I donātā¦I donāt care about the money. Get me more brand deals or something, I want to stay in Barcelona,ā Ingrid repeated, standing up for herself as Mapi watched on, growing more nervous as the conversation continued. She couldnāt hear what Ingridās manager was saying, but she could tell that he wasnāt responding with a super positive tone.Ā
āIngrid, as your manager, I cannot let you do this. You need to get your head on straight,ā Thomas replied harshly, and the full back straightened, her nerves washed away and replaced with something akin to anger.Ā
āMy head is perfectly straight,ā if it were not for the seriousness of the situation, both women might have laughed at the falseness of this statement, considering the Norwegianās sexuality. āI am staying in Barcelona.āĀ
āYouāve told Wolfsburg youād be there!ā Thomas cried, though it wasnāt really true. She had agreed to the deal, sure, but she had never signed anything. She wasnāt obligated to them, she only was because Thomas had tried to make her obligated to them because he knew it would earn himself more money.
āNo, you told Wolfsburg I would be there. And why the hell are you pressuring me so heavily? You are supposed to be on my side, not theirs!ā Ingrid accused, and Mapi resisted the urge to flinch at the return of the woman she had become acutely used to in the last six months.Ā
āI am on your side, itās just thatāā Thomas tried, but the dark haired woman was quick to cut him off before he could really even begin.Ā
āNo, youāre not, if youāre trying this hard to push me into something I clearly do not want. Iām staying, that is the end of the discussion!ā Ingrid cried, removing the phone from her ear and slamming her finger down onto the āend callā button.Ā
The Norwegianās phone clattered onto the table as she breathed heavily, a fraught silence descending between them.Ā
The brunette was holding her breath, unsure of what was going to happen. Ingrid had been upset on the phone, she had been angry.Ā
Would it translate into anger toward Mapi? That is how it had always been, but the Spaniard wasnāt sure if that would persist or not. She knew Ingrid was capable of change, but she was unsure if something as triggering as this could lead to anything resembling softness.Ā
Whatās going to happen? Wellā¦youāll have to tune in to find out!Ā