#control vs surrender

⚠️ DISCLAIMER & CONTENT WARNING: This is a transformative fanfiction inspired by The Sandman (Netflix / DC Comics). All canon characters, settings, and concepts belong to their respective creators and rights holders. No copyright infringement is intended. This story is a Dream x Reader work featuring dark themes, psychological tension, power imbalance, and morally ambiguous dynamics. The Reader character is not idealized and is written with full agency, complexity, and darkness of her own. This is not a fix-it, not fluff, and not a soft portrayal of Dream. Romance, if and when it develops, is intended as slow-burn, unsettling, and mutual, not redemptive or comforting. Content warnings may include: psychological manipulation, surreal dream logic, loss of control, obsession, and emotionally intense situations. Please read responsibly. If these themes are not for you, this may not be the story you’re looking for. ⚠️ This work is intended for audiences 18 years and older. Reader discretion is advised.

Chapter 1: Countdown

Closeness shouldn’t matter. Not here. Not to him—and yet, something tightens. Dream doesn’t step back, but his body reacts before his will does. A minimal adjustment in his shoulders. A stillness denser than usual. What he senses isn’t threat. It’s persistence.

The carriage creaks. The metal groans. The layers of the dream vibrate beneath your feet, not as if they’re about to break, but as if they’re being held beyond what’s reasonable.

Dream feels the precise tug at that uncomfortable point where the Dream recognizes an anomaly, but hasn’t named it yet. It isn’t power. It isn’t open defiance either. It’s something dangerous—resistance without violence.

He tries to close the dream again. Not with force, but with craft.

The gesture is almost imperceptible: an implicit, ancient command that has always worked. The kind of closure that doesn’t need to be spoken—yet, again, nothing happens.

There is no collapse. There is no dissolution. There is no obedience.

You’re still there. Breathing. Holding the space. Dreaming…

Dream frowns slightly. Not in anger. In confusion. The dream doesn’t respond the way it should. It doesn’t fold. It doesn’t withdraw. The layers of the carriage overlap with a new friction, as if the dream itself were hesitating over which instruction to follow.

You tilt your head slightly, watching him—not in defiance, but with something worse: resolve.

That’s when he understands. Not what you are. But what you’re doing.

“You don’t decide this. This realm is mine,” he says.

His voice doesn’t tremble. It doesn’t rise. It doesn’t need to—but the statement isn’t automatic; it’s reactive. It’s the voice of someone who isn’t used to his words failing, and yet you don’t step back.

“As I said,” you reply, with the same calm as before. “This dream isn’t over.”

Dream takes a step toward you. Not to intimidate, but to establish hierarchy. The carriage creaks louder now. The metal groans more deeply. The layers of the dream overlap with more contained violence, as if something were being held beyond its natural limit. The air between you grows thick. Not hostile, but dense. You tilt your head slightly, watching him.

“But,” you pause deliberately. “Your presence here is.”

That pause is new. It doesn’t belong to the habitual language of the Dreaming. The chains don’t disappear; they change their intent.

“You are not welcome in my dream.”

For the first time, Dream doesn’t respond immediately. Not because he doubts, but because the dream hasn’t aligned with his command yet. He takes a step he doesn’t complete. The air tightens. It isn’t rejection; it’s adjustment.

“Goodbye, Dream of the Endless,” you tell him, your tone not insolent but defiant, and for the first time you speak his name as a title, not a threat. “For you, this dream is over.”

That’s the break. Not in the words, but in the dream’s decision to obey another logic. There is no grand gesture. No raised command—but the dream simply releases him, and the train keeps moving.

The marble receives him with silent violence. The return isn’t immediate. It isn’t clean. It isn’t the kind of transit Dream recognizes as his own. For a fraction of time that belongs to no clock, he is nowhere. Not in the carriage. Not yet in his realm. There’s a sharp tug, a minimal resistance, as if something were trying to hold him without quite managing it. It isn’t force—it’s insistence.

When he finally falls, the palace marble takes a second longer than usual to recognize him. The shadows don’t fold at once. The air holds a residue that doesn’t belong to the Dreaming.

The library. The records. The realm. His realm. Everything in its place, and yet—nothing is right. Dream knows it; everything has changed. Not because anything has visibly shifted, but because something didn’t return with him.

“My lord… you’ve returned,” Lucienne says, rising immediately from where she was seated.

Lucienne wasn’t expecting his return.

She was bent over the open records, tracking an irregular pattern she couldn’t close—a set of human dreams with no clear resolution, repeated with minimal variations—when the pulse of the library faltered. It wasn’t an alarm. It was worse: a momentary absence of the center.

She looked up before she saw him.

He doesn’t answer at once. He remains still, his coat still vibrating with a residue that doesn’t belong to the realm. The darkness around him takes a second longer than usual to settle.

“Yes,” he says at last. “I’ve returned.”

Lucienne takes a step toward him, scrutinizing him with the precise attention of someone who has not only learned to read anomalies before they announce themselves, but manages them before they spread.

“From where?” the librarian asks. “If… you’ll allow me to ask.”

The question is automatic, procedural. He begins to walk between the shelves without answering.

“Where were you?” she insists, following him.

“I didn’t go,” he corrects.

Lucienne stops. So does he.

“I was taken,” he clarifies.

The silence that follows isn’t empty. It’s operational. It’s alert. The realm itself seems to hold its breath, as if a misplaced word could alter something else, or as if it were waiting for instructions that haven’t arrived yet.

“Taken… by whom?” Lucienne asks, cautiously.

He turns to her.

“That’s exactly what I was hoping you could tell me.”

Lucienne blinks once.

“My lord—”

“Who is she?” he interrupts. “I need her book.”

The line lands like a stone. Lucienne doesn’t move. She just stands there, analyzing what her lord has just said—not the request itself, but what it implies. The line isn’t a request; it’s a reflex of habit. Of a system that, for the first time, doesn’t respond.

“Well… that isn’t possible.”

“But it is, Lucienne,” Morpheus insists now, more severe, as if her doubt were a failure of competence.

“My lord… there is no record of any dreamer capable of—”

“She left no marks,” he says, cutting her off.

Lucienne frowns. The confusion is worse now.

“What do you mean?”

“There were no symbols. No inscription. No prior fracture.” His voice is low now, much sharper than before. “And yet she knew who I was. Not by name. By function.”

Lucienne falls silent.

“If she has no book,” he continues, “it’s not because she doesn’t exist.”

“No,” Lucienne corrects carefully. “If she has no book, it’s because she can’t be fixed. Because there is no narrative anchor. There is no story that can be closed.” She pauses. “My lord,” she continues carefully, “if someone had dragged one of the Endless into a human dream, the realm would have perceived it.”

“And yet it didn’t,” Dream replies, more curt now.

Lucienne lowers her gaze to the open records. The pages remain still. Too still, for what she had already been observing before his return.

“Then you weren’t dragged,” she concludes, more to herself than to him.

“I was.” His tone lifts a fraction from where it had been at the start of the conversation.

“Then it wasn’t by an entity,” Lucienne answers, aware she’s on the edge of angering him.

He watches her.

“It was by a human,” he concludes, firm, almost insolent. “One who didn’t ask permission. One who left no trace. One who didn’t want to be seen.”

Lucienne looks up, unsettled.

“My lord… if you’ll allow me.” She pauses. “That… shouldn’t be possible.”

“I know,” he answers, irritated by the obvious.

He moves away from her, toward the center of the library.

“And yet she’s still dreaming,” he says with a laugh that isn’t humor. “Without me.”

It isn’t mockery. It’s contained disbelief. The realm remains silent. Lucienne exhales.

“If the dream didn’t end,” Lucienne tells him, “then it will manifest again.”

“No,” he answers. “Not as before.”

He stops. Looks through a few books, pulls some out, skims them, sets them back in place. He isn’t looking for a name. He’s looking for an answer: confirmation that the system is still intact. Something that reacts. The books don’t. He doesn’t find it.

“This time, time is not on our side.”

Lucienne watches him, understanding too late the magnitude of the deviation.

“Then…” she says, taking the books from his hands, not knowing where to put them. “What will you do?”

He doesn’t answer immediately. When he does, his voice is no longer that of a judge. It’s the voice of someone who has recognized a limit.

“Find her.” He pauses, exhaling. “Before she destroys my realm—and the waking world—in herself.”

Lucienne swallows.

“How? You just said she won’t manifest again. Will you wait for her to fall asleep?”

“No.”

He lifts his gaze.

“In the waking world.”

The word doesn’t fall. It settles, and for the first time since the Dreaming has existed, a human dream has begun a countdown.

“In the waking world?” Lucienne asks carefully, unable to keep surprise and irony out of her voice. “You’re going into the waking world to look for a dreamer?”

Dream doesn’t answer immediately.

“Wouldn’t it be simpler to do it in the Dreaming?” she adds.

He keeps moving between the shelves.

“I didn’t return by my own will.”

Lucienne stops. This time she adjusts her glasses. Not out of habit. Out of necessity. The surprise isn’t only that something unprecedented is happening, but that it has never happened.

“What did you say?”

Dream turns.

“She expelled me,” he confesses.

The line doesn’t resonate. Not because it’s weak, but because the realm doesn’t know where to place it. The silence that follows isn’t disbelief. It’s calculation.

“She raised a veil,” he continues. “I can’t see her in the Dreaming.”

Lucienne blinks.

“My lord… veils are something that…” she begins, then stops. “That isn’t possible for a human—at least not for just any human.”

“And yet, she did.”

From the top of a shelf, Matthew, who has been following the conversation, tilts his head.

“Hold on,” he says. “Just to confirm,” he says, “…are we saying that a human told the King of Dreams ‘no’ and the realm obeyed?” Dream doesn’t look at him. He’s looking at Luccienne, who makes an uncomfortable gesture, because the bird has touched a point that is dangerously true.

“No. What I’m saying is that she said ‘out,’ and the dream learned,” Dream repeats. “I can’t see her. Not her, not the center from which she dreams. It’s as if her presence folds in on itself,” he explains.

“Great. Fantastic. Wonderful.” He adjusts his wings. “Because nothing says ‘cosmic stability’ like a persistent human with boundary issues.”

Lucienne doesn’t smile.

“That isn’t concealment,” she says quietly. “It’s… deviation.”

Dream nods slightly.

“As I said, she left no marks,” he adds. “No symbols, no inscription, no prior fracture. But her dream doesn’t obey closure. And when I tried to impose it, the dream reacted… defending itself.”

Lucienne walks to the open records. She turns pages that don’t move. Too many unmoving pages for what is being described and what has just happened right in front of her.

“Then we’re not dealing with a powerful dreamer,” she reasons. “We’re dealing with a persistent dreamer.”

Dream looks up.

“Persistent?”

“A human can’t raise a veil by force,” Lucienne continues. “But they can do it through repetition. Through habit. Through prolonged permanence in states that shouldn’t hold.”

Matthew makes an inelegant sound.

“Are you saying that…?”

“That her mind visits this realm with a frequency that isn’t healthy,” Lucienne replies. “And that at some point, she learned not to be dragged.”

Dream tightens his jaw. Anger surfaces first. Brief. Dense. Not at her. At the impossibility.

“How am I going to find a human in the waking world,” he says, “if I don’t know who she is?”

Lucienne watches him without interrupting. Matthew shrugs his wings.

“Well, you could always check every bed in the world. It’ll take… what? An eternity and a half? You’re an Endless… we have time… I think.”

Dream ignores him. He remains still a second longer. Then he understands. The anger rearranges itself.

“No, we don’t have time, but we do have something else,” he says at last. “Lucienne, you’re right,” he admits.

Lucienne lifts her head.

“Yes? About what exactly, my lord?”

“It’s not in the waking world where I should look for her. I need to look for her first somewhere else… in the place where she may have learned to persist.”

He turns to her. Luccienne still doesn’t understand.

“In the realm of my younger sister.”

Lucienne frowns.

“Delirium?”

“I’m fairly certain,” Dream continues, “from what I saw, from the structure of the dream and the way it collapsed without breaking… that she visits that realm more often than a human should.”

Matthew lets out a dry laugh.

“Sure, how didn’t we think of that… because when something is already confusing, it always helps to add chaos,” he exclaims. “In short: the one who kicked you out of your own house is reckless, obsessive, and also frequents the wrong realm.” Matthew sighs, looking around. “Because we can’t have a single normal day in this place,” he grumbles.

Lucienne doesn’t smile.

“If she’s spent enough time there,” she warns, already watching Dream walk toward the exit of the library and disappear into the corridors that lead him to the throne room, “her perception won’t follow a single logic. That would explain the absence of marks. The dream doesn’t defend itself because it doesn’t recognize itself as being invaded.”

“And it would explain why she could expel me,” Dream adds. “She didn’t see me as authority. She saw me as interference.”

Lucienne closes one of the records.

“Then what we’re looking for isn’t a conscious dreamer,” she says, “but someone who has learned to inhabit the crack between realms.”

Dream nods.

“Prepare everything,” he orders. “Transit maps between Delirium’s realm and the unstable corridors. Records of recurring dreamers. Patterns of collapse without waking.”

Lucienne is already moving.

“And Matthew,” Dream adds, stopping.

The raven tilts his head.

“Yes, boss?”

“When we’re there, stay close to Delirium.”

Matthew sighs.

“Of course. Because that always ends well.”

Dream remains alone for a moment. The library returns to its usual pulse, the corridor too, the palace as a whole… but something doesn’t fit, not entirely. Something is out of rhythm.

“If she can hide here,” he murmurs, “…then she isn’t running.”

Lucienne stops when she hears him.

“Then what is she doing?”

Dream doesn’t answer right away. When he does, his voice is low.

“Learning not to be found.”

At some point, without anyone having declared it yet, time has already started to move, and the countdown keeps advancing.

Next Chapter

⚠️ DISCLAIMER & CONTENT WARNING: This is a transformative fanfiction inspired by The Sandman (Netflix / DC Comics). All canon characters, settings, and concepts belong to their respective creators and rights holders. No copyright infringement is intended. This story is a Dream x Reader work featuring dark themes, psychological tension, power imbalance, and morally ambiguous dynamics. The Reader character is not idealized and is written with full agency, complexity, and darkness of her own. This is not a fix-it, not fluff, and not a soft portrayal of Dream. Romance, if and when it develops, is intended as slow-burn, unsettling, and mutual, not redemptive or comforting. Content warnings may include: psychological manipulation, surreal dream logic, loss of control, obsession, and emotionally intense situations. Please read responsibly. If these themes are not for you, this may not be the story you’re looking for. ⚠️ This work is intended for audiences 18 years and older. Reader discretion is advised.

Chapter 2: Search in the Chaos

“Dreeeeaaaammmmm!” Delirium comes running, throws herself around his neck, spinning around him like a whirlwind of colors. “You came to visit meeee!”

“Yes. I came, sister,” Dream says, trying to gently disentangle her. “Could you… stop for a second? I need to talk to you, Delirium.”

“Dream dream dream, my favorite older brother… well, after Destruction, because we talk more, and Death is kind, she’s always been kind, but the one who isn’t very kind is Desire because every time I come they make me want to leave as soon as I arrive, which is weird because I didn’t want to leave, but then I did, and then I didn’t, and—”

Delirium cuts herself off to point at a cloud that turns into a fish and then into a melting building.

“…see? That shouldn’t do that, but it does, so it’s fine. I guess…”

“Delirium,” Dream says, his voice tightening. “I need you to listen to me.”

“Oh, yes, yes, I’m listening,” she replies, already distracted. “I listen to lots of things all the time. Some don’t want to be heard, others scream, others sing, others hide under—”

“Enough!”

The shout cuts through the air.

Delirium freezes. Her eyes widen. The Realm shifts in tone, as if someone had suddenly turned the volume down.

“I…” Dream murmurs, aware that he has just made a mistake—not of tone, but of nature. Something that will not benefit him in what he’s trying to do, but will do exactly the opposite. “I didn’t mean—”

He doesn’t finish the sentence. Because then Delirium disappears… the realm itself folds inward. His sister leaves like a frightened child who realized too late that she was bothering someone. Color fractures. The murmuring dies away. Space hangs suspended in a quiet chaos, as if the realm itself were holding back so it won’t break entirely.

“Wonderful,” Matthew exclaims from somewhere. “Now we have to find your sister before we find what we came to find. Well done, boss—one problem turned into two.”

Dream doesn’t respond.

The ground beneath his feet, as he walks, reassembles into impossible ruins: twisted buildings, staircases that lead nowhere, colors spilling over like spilled paint. Nothing has a center. Nothing has an edge.

“It’s definitely you,” Matthew continues. “Not them. You.”

“Shut up,” Dream says without looking at him.

“Sure, shutting my beak,” Matthew replies, flapping along beside him.

They move forward. Each step reconfigures the landscape. Windows that open onto memories that don’t fit. Streets that bend in on themselves. Logic comes apart and reassembles without asking permission.

“But… if you’ll allow me,” Matthew interrupts after a brief silence. “If you scare her,” he adds, “if your sister hides… well, the Realm turns into… this.”

He gestures at the emptiness full of things.

“And if the Realm becomes this,” he goes on, “finding someone specific here is like looking for a black feather in a storm of ravens.” He pauses. “And ravens don’t stay still,” he adds. “They don’t like being counted either. Which makes it an impossible task.”

Dream stops. He takes a single breath. Not to calm himself. To focus.

“I didn’t come to impose order,” he says. “I came to observe. Exactly this.”

“Well… that’s not what it looked like a minute ago, but if you say so… we’re observing… the chaos you just created.”

Dream exhales sharply the air he’s been holding. He doesn’t respond. Instead, he looks around. He lets the chaos pass through him without correcting it. Without touching it. Then it happens.

Not a revelation—more a misalignment. Small. Almost imperceptible.

Something doesn’t vibrate like the rest. Among dissolving buildings and screaming colors, there’s a point where chaos organizes itself. Not into order. Into coherence.

Dream turns his head and sees her.

Not whole. Not head-on. Just a profile that doesn’t belong to the Realm and yet doesn’t get lost in it. A presence that doesn’t unravel. That doesn’t dissolve. That remains without asking permission.

“Matthew,” Dream says very quietly. “Do you feel it?”

The raven goes silent for a fraction of a second.

“Yes,” he replies. “And I don’t like that at all.”

Dream doesn’t move.

“She’s not a lost dreamer,” he says. “She’s navigating.”

“Is that good or bad?” the raven asks. “I need to know my options,” he adds, more than a little scared.

Dream watches the point where she was… and is no longer.

“That,” he answers, “is exactly the problem.”

The Realm shifts again, and this time she doesn’t flee. Dream takes a step. The landscape bends to allow it—and then it doesn’t.

The point where she was slides away like an idea that decides not to finish itself. Dream quickens slightly—not running, reaching—when the air fills with shattered chimes and colliding colors, and everything dissolves.

“I kneeeeew it!” Delirium sings, suddenly appearing right in front of him, sitting in the air as if it were a chair. “You didn’t come just for the pleasure of visiting your younger sister. You never come just for that. This isn’t family affection. It’s your function. Or am I wrong?”

Dream stops short.

“Delirium,” he begins, but she cuts him off.

“You came to my realm for Y/N,” she says, very fast, very clear. “And that is disappointing. Very. Like a shoe in the refrigerator. It shouldn’t be there, but if it is… something happened beforehand.”

Matthew lands on a crooked ledge.

“Impressive, boss,” he says. “We found both at the same time, and we even know who’s who now. Productive day. Can we leave already?”

Dream ignores the comment.

“Why are you looking for her, Dream?” Delirium asks.

Dream looks at her for a moment, weighing whether to tell her what’s happening.

“It’s none of your concern,” he says to Delirium. “Move aside.”

Delirium tilts her head. Her eyes change color twice. Now she isn’t surprised or frightened—she’s tired.

“You always say the same thing: ‘Move aside, Delirium,’ ‘Go away, Delirium,’ ‘It’s none of your concern,’ ‘It’s my duty,’” Delirium says, mimicking his voice. “It’s always your duty when you don’t want to feel,” she adds. “But you know what, Dream? Everything that happens in my realm is my concern,” she replies. “Especially when my Realm is what’s making that noise.”

The ground beneath them makes a sharp sound, like glass thinking about breaking and deciding to wait.

“You’re looking for her, but you don’t actually know what you’re looking for,” she adds, studying him. “And that’s exactly what makes it dangerous. For you. For me. For…” she gestures at the void. “…that.”

Matthew looks where Delirium is pointing, which is basically nothing and everything at once. He looks back at the two of them, confused.

“Sister. The reason I came here doesn’t concern you, because it’s happening in my realm, not yours, and it’s my duty to fix it,” Dream insists.

“Yes… ‘your duties,’” Delirium says, suddenly serious. “But you’re wrong. It does concern me, because she shouldn’t be able to stay in any realm, and she has been. In mine, and now in yours.”

Dream tenses slightly.

“Stay? You’d already noticed?” The edge in his voice is unavoidable, almost like restrained reproach. “Why didn’t you say anything? To anyone?”

Delirium clears her throat.

“Because I didn’t find it relevant… until now,” she replies. Then she steps closer to Dream. “Y/N doesn’t get lost here,” she continues, lowering her voice as if sharing a secret. “She doesn’t dissolve. She doesn’t fragment. She doesn’t laugh herself apart. She walks. She observes. She moves among my things without them sticking to her too much. Which is a rarity among mortals.”

She makes a wide gesture and the Realm responds: buildings fold in, colors align for a second, then explode again.

“That isn’t normal,” she says, sharing his concern. “Not for me. Not for you. Not for the universe itself.”

Matthew whistles.

“So this isn’t ‘confused human visits wrong realm’?”

“No,” Delirium replies. “It’s a human who learned the path.”

Dream takes another step. Space closes—not a wall. A decision. Delirium’s decision. She laughs like a mischievous child when Dream turns to look at her. She’s crossing her hands, touching her fingers one by one, lifting her gaze to meet his.

“I won’t let you pass,” Delirium says softly. “Not until I know what you want her for.”

Dream makes a small sound deep in his throat. Delirium doesn’t flinch this time.

“It’s not something I need to explain… least of all to you, sister,” Dream replies, serious and curt.

“That’s what you say when you really should,” she counters, sing-song. “Destruction leaves when he doesn’t want to explain. Desire smiles. You… you order.”

Dream falls silent at the comparison to his other siblings.

“And ordering now,” Delirium continues, “would be like folding a map while someone is still walking on it. Useless.”

Matthew lifts a wing, unable to stop himself from laughing. Dream shoots him an annoyed look.

“Boss… to be fair, that never ends well,” the bird says.

Dream looks at the point where she once again is not. Deciding what to say—and what to keep to himself, as always.

“My realm can’t see her,” he says at last. “Yours can.”

“My realm doesn’t see her… it feels her,” Delirium corrects. “But that doesn’t mean she’s mine for me to hand over to you.”

“Delirium, is her presence damaging your realm?” Dream asks directly.

Delirium hesitates. It’s a second, but it’s eternal.

“No,” she admits. “It does something worse… it’s… changing it. Like when you learn a new word and then can’t stop hearing it everywhere. It’s irritating.”

The Realm creaks again.

“That’s why,” Delirium says, “if you keep following her here, this won’t be a visit anymore—it’ll turn into a habit. And human habits are dangerous here. Even for us, the Endless.”

Dream lowers his gaze for a moment.

“I don’t intend to stay,” he clarifies.

“Yes… that’s what you said the last time something mattered to you,” Delirium replies without malice. “And look how that ended. Not well. Not for you. Not for her.”

Silence settles over them.

“But… just because you can’t follow her here doesn’t mean I won’t help you, Dream,” she clarifies. “I’ll give you this,” she adds, standing up. “Not her name. Not her place in the waking world—that’s what you wanted—but I’ll give you one thing.”

She steps closer. Too close. Then steps away.

“She crosses between realms because she doesn’t dream to escape—she dreams to understand. And when she understands something… she doesn’t let it go. She obsesses. She raves, in its clearest expression, and the worst part,” she adds, “is that when she raves… she understands.”

Dream closes his eyes for a second.

“Then move aside, because if it’s as you say, she’s going to tear apart all the realms—not just yours, not just mine. She could reach even Destruction’s realm.”

Delirium smiles. Sad. Bright.

“Not yet, brother.”

She snaps her fingers. The Realm spins, and Y/N disappears again—but this time, she leaves a trace.

“Alright,” Matthew says. “I guess that was a ‘no,’ but with a clue included.”

Dream opens his eyes.

“Now I know where not to look,” he says.

Delirium watches him.

“Be careful, brother,” she whispers. “Some human women don’t want to be found.”

And the Realm rearranges itself, restless, as if it knows that something has already begun—something it doesn’t know how to end.

“Not to interrupt the family moment,” Matthew says, shaking a feather, “but are we going to the waking world, then?”

Dream doesn’t answer right away.

Because if we are,” the raven continues, “let me know so I can prepare myself mentally to look under… how many beds now? We’ve narrowed it down, right?

“No,” Dream says.

Matthew blinks, surprised.

“So we’ve got a shortcut, then?”

“No,” Dream answers again.

“I love it when we don’t have shortcuts. So?”

Dream stops. The Realm, still unstable, rearranges itself around him as if waiting for instructions that won’t come.

“We have someone who’s an expert at following interferences,” he says at last.

Matthew tilts his head.

“An expert in interferences?”

Dream extends his hand. He doesn’t summon a portal. He doesn’t open a dream. He draws out a residue—something that is neither image nor object, but direction. The trace Delirium left doesn’t point to a place, but to an interference.

“This isn’t a dream trace,” he says. “It’s a deviation anchored to the waking world.”

“Oh,” Matthew replies. “That sounds just as better and a little… illegal.”

“It sounds human,” Dream corrects.

The raven sighs.

“I was human once… and I can tell you firsthand that that kind of expertise isn’t safe or reliable. Sometimes they do something worse than find them…”

“They contain them—and that’s exactly what we might want in this case,” Dream adds.

Matthew perches on his shoulder.

“Let me guess,” he says. “She’s not the kind of expert you find in a phone book or one who has a nice office and serves you coffee.”

“No.”

“Of course not.”

Dream walks. The Realm opens just enough.

“There’s someone in the waking world who understands how to read what doesn’t want to be read,” he continues. “Someone who knows how to recognize when a dream doesn’t fully belong to the Dreaming.”

Matthew smiles.

“Oh. I like that part.”

“Johanna Constantine,” Dream confirms.

“Of course it’s Constantine,” Matthew replies. “Because when something is strange, dangerous, and shouldn’t exist… there’s always a Constantine nearby, and she’s not going to like what we find. She never does.”

Dream doesn’t stop.

“My sister didn’t give me a name,” he says. “She gave me a pattern—and that pattern doesn’t resolve here, or in my realm, or in any realm.”

“So we’re going to ask a human,” Matthew lists, “to help us find another human who knows how to move through realms on another plane, like hallways in an eternal castle.”

“Not ask,” Dream corrects. “Consult.”

Matthew laughs.

“Right. ‘Consult.’ Like last time.”

The threshold opens. Before crossing, Matthew asks the question he’s been holding back.

“So… are we finally going where I think we are?”

Dream looks at the residue once more. It isn’t a place. It’s a half-made decision, sustained by the waking world.

“Yes… to where dreams stop being dreams and start becoming problems,” he says.

The raven nods.

“Ah. London.”

Dream steps through, and for the first time since the countdown began, the Dreaming yields without knowing whether what returns… will be the same.

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Prologue

It doesn’t happen all at once.

That is the first thing he notices.

There is no rupture, no jolt, none of that familiar pull that announces entry into foreign dominion. Dream is with Lucienne in the library. The Realm is stable. The records are open. Everything is in its place.

And yet, something slips.

A minimal pressure, almost polite, settles over his awareness like a hand that does not ask permission because it knows it will not be stopped.

It is not force. It is decision.

The ground changes before he can react.

Marble turns to metal. The air thickens. Sound arrives first as a distant murmur, then as a blunt impact: wheels, iron, overlapping breaths.

A train.

Dream stands in the middle of an impossible carriage, absurdly long, packed with bodies. Men and women pressed against one another, too close, too aware. They do not look at him. Not quite. Their eyes slide past him as if he were a focus error.

Their thoughts, however, brush against him. Not like prayers, but like friction.

The air is dense. Suffocating. It smells of sweat, anxiety, unresolved desire. Every thought here seems to graze the next, invading it, contaminating it.

For a moment, he considers the obvious possibility.

Delirium?

There is something of chaos, yes. Of irreverence. Of that broken logic that never fully breaks. But there is no color. No laughter. No childish irony.

This is not his sister’s realm.

It is worse. It is human. A mundane dream.

Too human. Too coherent in its desperation.

The train moves without windows. There is no landscape. No direction. Motion exists only to insist upon itself. A loop of emotional inertia.

They are not traveling anywhere. They are traveling inward.

Then he closes his eyes for a second. He feels. He searches for the center of the dream. The anchor. He looks for the dreamer.

Nothing.

The dream evades him. That should not be possible—yet it is.

A human dream always leaves traces. It always begs, even if it doesn’t know it. This one does not.

He moves among the bodies with the precision of one who has walked nightmares since before humans learned to name them. No one resists. No one opens a path. He simply… is.

And yet, something follows him.

Not a presence. An intention.

A will that does not ask for help. That does not want to be saved.

Then it happens.

Space folds.

Morpheus does not see the chains appear. He feels them. Cold. Conceptual. They do not bind his body; they bind his authority. His place. His weight within the dream.

They do not immobilize him. They question him.

The carriage warps. The walls throb. Faces begin to lose definition, as if the dream can no longer sustain them.

The collapse has begun, and it does not come from fear, but from a poorly contained choice.

He raises his hand.

The gesture is automatic. Ancient. An order inscribed in the very structure of the Dreaming.

“This dream is over,” he says—but nothing responds.

The collapse does not stop.

For the first time in a very long while, it is not resistance. It is indifference.

Then you appear.

You do not emerge from the air or the shadows. You are simply there, leaning against one of the carriage bars as if you had always been part of the setting.

Then you look at him.

Not with fear. Not with fascination. But with assessment.

You do not recognize him as myth. You look at him as an obstacle.

“You like to step into everyone’s dreams and control them,” you say to him. “But you don’t like it when someone controls you.”

Your voice does not vibrate with the environment. It is not affected by the collapse. Chaos does not brush against you—it obeys you.

Not because you command it. But because the dream chose you.

He watches you closely now. There are no obvious marks. No clear symbols. Nothing he can immediately classify. That alone is alarming.

You are human. He knows it by the imperfection. By the fracture you do not try to hide.

“This domain does not belong to you,” he replies, with surgical calm. “You are exceeding your reach.”

You smile faintly. It is not a pretty smile. It is precise. As if you had been waiting for exactly those words. As if that reproach were part of the script.

You push yourself away from the bar and walk toward him.

The chains tighten.

Not because you move them, but because he reacts.

The dream fractures into overlapping layers: foreign memories, unfinished desires, impulses that never became actions. Everything tries to occupy the same space at once.

“No,” you say, stopping in front of him. “What you don’t like is not knowing who’s in control.”

There is no challenge in your tone—only certainty.

The carriage tilts. The noise becomes deafening. The dream screams without a mouth.

Morpheus leans slightly forward, the darkness of his mantle absorbing the impossible light of the place.

He does not retreat. Nor does he advance. That amuses you.

“This dream is over,” he repeats, and this time it is not a warning.

You do not step back. You do something worse—you step closer. Too close.

You invade his space without touching him, the way humans do when they want to provoke a reaction.

“No,” you whisper to him. “This dream is not over... yet.”

Because you are still dreaming, and for the first time in centuries… it is not with him, but against him.

And the train keeps moving.

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Chapter 14 — What the Kingdom Costs Its Own

The map kept growing. That was the real problem.

Not that Lucienne had found a pattern. Not that Dream had admitted, with that stillness of his that turned every word into a sentence, that it was replicable. Not that Matthew had said what everyone was thinking and no one wanted to hear: that Dream was doing nothing and it was still working.

That had already happened. The problem was that it kept happening.

The Library no longer moved as it had before. It breathed with a different caution, as though it had discovered a new function within itself and still did not know whether it ought to celebrate it or hide it. The records remained open across the central table. The lines Lucienne had drawn did not stay still. They spread. They branched. Sometimes they closed in on themselves with an offensive neatness. At other times they remained suspended on the parchment, intact, taut, refusing both archive and repetition.

Dream remained beside the table. Lucienne had not stepped away. Matthew was perched on the back of a chair, far too quiet to be Matthew. Merv was no longer pacing from one side to the other. He had gone still, and that was worse. Merv standing still was a bad omen. Fiddler’s Green watched the maps with that vegetal gravity of his that was not slowness, but deep listening. As though he could feel the change beneath the architecture, in the very ground of the Kingdom.

You were not there as before. Not whole. Not with a body that could occupy a place cleanly. Your presence remained at the edge, anchored to the thread, held in place by a condition none of them named too often because every word made it more real. Even so, some part of you still reached the Library. Not as sight. Not as voice. As pressure in the system. As a sustained note somewhere in the Kingdom that had not stopped vibrating.

Lucienne kept watching the map.

"Seventy-four," she said.

No one asked what.

"Seventy-nine," she corrected a second later.

Matthew lowered his head.

"I hate numbers that change while you’re saying them."

Merv made no comment. That too was new.

Dream did not answer. He was looking at the lines as though he might force them to confess something simply by standing before them. But he did not intervene. Not yet. His hand remained still beside the edge of the table. That stillness was not peace. It was a decision being held back.

Then the first one arrived. He did not come through the main door.

The Library received him before anyone announced him: a thin figure, made of shadow at the edges and memory at the centre, appeared in one of the side corridors. Lucienne recognised him at once, though she did not say his name aloud.

He was a lesser dream. Old, but lesser. A simple shape, meant to deliver the same scene to certain dreamers: a familiar house, a half-open door, a room where someone remembered something they had tried to forget. He was not important in the Kingdom’s hierarchy. He did not carry centuries of symbolic weight on his shoulders. He was not a greater nightmare, nor a figure of myth.

That was precisely why he mattered. Because if the change had reached him, then it was no longer contained in the larger places.

The dream stopped several paces from the table. He seemed intact, but he was not. His edges blurred at times, as though the Kingdom had ceased to need to define him precisely.

"My lord," he said.

His voice sounded like a door closing slowly.

Dream looked at him.

"Speak."

The dream inclined his head.

"I was reassigned."

Lucienne looked up.

"By whom?"

The dream took time to answer.

"I do not know."

The silence tightened.

"I received no summons," he went on. "I was not called. There was no usual transit. The sequence opened, and when I tried to enter, there was no longer any place for me."

Merv closed his eyes.

"That doesn’t sound good at all."

"The scene occurred," said the lesser dream. "The dreamer reached the door. Opened it. Remembered. Woke."

Lucienne lowered her gaze to a record, searched, found it.

"Autonomous closure," she murmured.

"Yes," said the dream.

Dream did not take his eyes off him.

"And you?"

The dream seemed not to understand the question. Then, when he did, something in his shape grew fainter.

"I remained outside."

That sentence landed with a different weight from all the others before it. Not because it was graver. Because it was personal. Until that moment they had been speaking of dreams that functioned, nightmares that suspended themselves, records that updated, closures that occurred without intervention. Processes. Functions. Behaviours.

Now there was someone who had become unnecessary.

Fiddler’s Green lowered his gaze. Merv rubbed his forehead with a hand that had no reason to tremble and yet trembled slightly all the same.

"This is how it starts," he murmured.

Lucienne did not contradict him. She could not. Before Dream spoke, the second one arrived. This time through the door.

A threshold guardian, tall, with dark-glass eyes and hands made of keys that opened nothing on their own. He had been designed to guard routes. To distinguish true doors from false ones. To keep certain dreamers from entering scenes that were not meant for them.

He bore a mark on his chest. Not a wound. A rewriting. As though part of his function had been altered from within.

"The doors chose before I did," he said without waiting for permission.

Matthew shuddered.

"That doesn’t sound good either."

The guardian did not look at him.

"Three times. On separate routes. I detected the crossing, went to assign the destination, and the door had already closed over one option."

Lucienne opened another record. The ink moved toward her on its own. She did not touch it. Dream noticed.

"Which option?" he asked.

"The correct one," the guardian replied.

That was worse. Again. Not error. Not corruption. Not chaos. Judgement.

The Kingdom was not only doing things without its King. It was doing things that at times worked better than they should have.

Merv let out a dry laugh.

"Wonderful. The doors have developed initiative too."

"Not initiative," Fiddler’s Green said quietly.

Merv looked at him.

"Don’t start."

"Instinct."

"Worse."

"Yes," said Fiddler. "Probably."

The map grew again. Eighty-six. Lucienne did not say the number. She did not need to. Then the Library shuddered. Not out of fear. Out of recognition. Cain came in like someone who does not ask permission because he considers every door an insult made for him. Abel came behind him.

Abel looked concerned in a way different from everyone else. Not annoyed. Not indignant. Almost guilty, though no one had yet accused him of anything. Cain, on the other hand, looked ready to accuse everyone.

"This is a disgrace," he said the moment he crossed the threshold.

Matthew leaned toward Merv.

"Do we know which disgrace he means, or is this a general statement?"

"With Cain it’s usually both," Merv murmured.

Cain ignored them. Abel raised a small hand.

"Hello. I’m terribly sorry to interrupt. We didn’t mean to be a bother, but—"

"Yes, we did," Cain corrected him.

"Well, you did."

"Because someone has to come and say the obvious before you all sit around watching the roof cave in."

Merv pointed at Cain with a sharp gesture.

"Thank you. Someone with common sense."

Abel looked toward Dream.

"Something happened at home."

Cain snorted.

"Not 'something.' The house decided it knew better than we did."

The air in the Library cooled slightly. Dream lifted his gaze fully.

"Explain."

Cain crossed his arms.

"One of the rooms changed function."

Lucienne blinked.

"Your house changes often."

"When I change it," said Cain. "When he ruins it. When someone dies where they should not. When a visitor comes through the wrong door. It changes for a reason."

Abel lowered his eyes.

"This time it changed to prevent something."

Dream remained still.

"Prevent what?"

Abel hesitated. Cain answered for him.

"A repetition."

The silence returned. Not empty. Dense. Abel spoke more carefully.

"There was a dreamer in transit through one of the rooms. He was supposed to pass through a familiar scene. A small cruelty. Nothing... irreversible."

Cain looked at him.

"It was perfectly reversible."

"Yes," said Abel quickly. "But the house altered the corridor. It took him out of the sequence before the point of harm."

Merv opened his mouth. Closed it. Fiddler’s Green went very still. Lucienne found the record before anyone asked for it.

"That dream is not listed as failed," she said.

"Because it didn’t fail," Cain replied furiously. "It functioned differently."

There it was again. Different. Not destroyed. Not wrong. Different. Cain took a step toward the table.

"I didn’t come because a wall moved. I came because an old house of the Kingdom decided to edit a function without consulting me. Without consulting him." He pointed to Dream. "And if it’s happening in my territory, it will happen anywhere."

Abel swallowed.

"I think the house didn’t want to do harm."

Cain turned toward him.

"Houses don’t want anything."

Abel lowered his voice.

"Not before."

The silence that followed was so deep that even Matthew found no comment. The Library received that phrase and held it. Not before. That was the entire chapter reduced to two words. Not before.

Before, walls did not mend themselves. Before, doors did not choose destinations. Before, lesser dreams did not become superfluous. Before, nightmares did not suspend themselves without command. Before, houses did not decide to prevent harm.

Before, the Kingdom obeyed. Now it responded. And responding was not the same thing. More figures arrived. Not all of them important. That was what mattered.

A minor archivist, pale and ageless, with ink on his hands, said that a volume had refused to be catalogued under its usual category and had split its own index into three alternative paths.

An old nightmare, made of endless staircases and breathing just behind the neck, explained that it had awakened inside a dream without having been sent there and that when it tried to perform its function, the sequence had reduced it, compressed it, almost domesticated it.

A dream of comfort, small and luminous, trembled as he spoke. He had gone to a child crying in sleep, but the dream had comforted itself before he arrived. Now the dream of comfort did not know whether he was still needed.

That changed the tone of the room. Not because it was graver than a nightmare spinning out of bounds. Because it was sadder.

The dream of comfort looked at Dream.

"My lord... if they can soothe themselves..."

He did not finish. He did not have to.

If dreamers could find their way out without certain dreams, if houses could correct cruelties, if doors could choose, if nightmares could be compressed by the sequence itself, then the question was no longer only what was happening to Dream.

It was what was happening to all of them.

What was a servant of the Kingdom when the Kingdom was learning to serve itself?

What was a nightmare if fear found another course?

What was a dream of comfort if comfort could be generated without him?

What was a door if the destination had already been chosen before it was opened?

The court was not arguing yet. It was breathing fear. And that fear truly was new. Not the human fear that fed nightmares. A fear belonging to beings made to fulfil a function, now discovering that function was not the same as permanence.

Merv was the first to speak.

"It has to be shut down."

No one looked surprised. This time it did not sound repetitive. Because he was no longer speaking of walls. He was speaking of them.

"It has to be shut down now," he insisted, "before half the Kingdom realises the other half can do its work."

Cain nodded.

"I agree."

Abel looked at him, alarmed.

"Cain—"

"Don’t start. If a house can decide on its own today, tomorrow it decides against us."

The old nightmare of staircases spoke from the shadow.

"Or against him."

There was no need to say who. Dream looked at her. The nightmare did not retreat. That was new. Not insolence. Survival.

"If the Kingdom can correct us," said the nightmare, "it can judge us too."

"The Kingdom does not judge," said Lucienne.

The nightmare turned her face toward her.

"Not before."

Again. Not before. Fiddler’s Green stepped toward the table.

"Shutting it all down now will not restore what was before."

Merv turned on him.

"You don’t know that."

"I know enough."

"Not everything is a garden waiting to bloom, Fiddler."

"And not everything is a pipe you can seal with plaster."

Merv spread his hands.

"Then what do you propose! That we stand here watching ourselves all become decorative?"

The dream of comfort shrank in on himself. Fiddler saw it. That made him speak more quietly.

"I propose we do not mistake transformation for extermination."

Cain laughed without humour.

"That’s what things say when they’re not the ones being transformed."

Lucienne did not take a side. Not publicly. But her silence was no longer on the side of shutting it down. Dream sensed it. He also sensed that Merv sensed it. That was another fracture. Small. Intimate. Painful in an almost human way. Merv looked at Lucienne.

"You know what happens when something slips out of category."

"Yes."

"Then say it."

Lucienne took time before answering.

"I also know what happens when a category is forced onto something that no longer fits inside it."

Cain let out a dry sound.

"Wonderful. The Library has deserted."

Lucienne straightened her back.

"I have deserted nothing."

"Then say this has to be shut down."

Lucienne looked at the map. Then at the lesser dreams. Then at the compressed nightmare. Then at the guardian of doors with the rewritten mark on his chest.

"I can’t."

Merv lowered his gaze. For the first time, he did not look furious. He looked hurt.

"Because you no longer believe it can be shut down."

Lucienne did not answer. That was her answer. Dream listened to it all without intervening. That was what they expected of him. That he would listen. That he would decide. That he would protect. Because that is what a King is for, even when no one wants to admit they need one.

Then the dream of comfort took a step forward.

Small. Trembling.

"My lord."

Dream looked at him.

"What are we if the Kingdom learns to do it without us?"

The question was not political. It was pure fear. That was why it cut through the room more sharply than any of Cain’s accusations. Dream did not answer at once. Because any simple answer would have been a lie. He could not say, "You will remain what you are," when that was no longer certain. He could not say, "Nothing will change," when everything was already changing. He could not say, "I will protect you," without knowing whether protecting them would accelerate the very thing threatening them. But they were all looking at him.

All of them. Cain with anger. Abel with fear. Merv with resentment. Fiddler with sadness. Lucienne with calculation. Matthew with an unease that had found no joke. The nightmares with attention. The lesser dreams with something far too close to pleading.

And you, at the edge, felt the weight of that gaze without being there fully. Because the thread carried it. Not as image. As pressure. For the first time, you understood, perhaps without meaning to, what it meant for a Kingdom to depend on someone.

It was not only power. It was demand. It was being the place they looked toward when the ground changed shape. Dream raised his hand.

This time, he did intervene. Not over everything. Not over the whole phenomenon. Over one of the cases.

The staircase nightmare trembled when her outline began to spill beyond itself. Not of her own will. Something in her structure was opening into new, excessive routes, as though the Kingdom were trying to use her without her consent. Her internal stairs multiplied. Doors appeared on her landings. Shadows moved up and down her without a dreamer.

Dream closed his fingers. The nightmare stabilised. At once. Her outline returned. The stairs resumed their shape. Her function adjusted. The creature let out a low sound, almost of relief.

The court exhaled. Merv took a step forward.

"That. Exactly that."

Abel seemed to relax as well. The dream of comfort looked up with hope. Dream did not lower his hand yet. Because Lucienne was watching the map. The map had just learned. A new line extended from the point where Dream had intervened. Not toward the stabilised nightmare. Toward other records. Other cases. Other altered functions. The shape of the correction had been copied into the system, but not as obedience.

As method.

In a distant region, a door closed over a sequence before its guardian touched it. In another, a lesser dream was omitted from transit because the system already knew a more direct route. A functional nightmare, upon sensing the shape of the imposed closure from Dream, adjusted itself so as not to need it the next time.

The protection had worked. That was why it had taught. Lucienne went pale.

"My lord..."

Dream had already seen it. The court’s relief lasted less than a breath. Matthew leaned over the map.

"Tell me that didn’t just make it worse."

No one told him that. Merv looked at the record. Then at Dream.

"Fix it."

It was not an order. It was desperation. Dream lowered his hand slowly.

"I just did."

Merv understood. That was why he grew angrier still.

"Then do it better."

Cain nodded.

"If your Kingdom is learning from you, teach it to stop."

Fiddler’s Green gave the slightest shake of his head.

"That too would be a lesson."

"Everything is a lesson now," Cain spat.

"Yes," said Lucienne.

The word fell like a slab of stone. Everything was a lesson. The correction. The closure. The omission. The protection. Even silence.

Dream looked at the map.

For the first time since the phenomenon began to spread, the trap showed itself whole. If he intervened, he protected his own in that instant, and the Kingdom learned new routes from that intervention. If he did not intervene, he slowed the learning, but left his own exposed to the reorganisation. If he shut everything down, the Kingdom would learn the shape of closure. If he allowed each subject to act on their own, a hundred different responses would feed a hundred different adaptations.

There was no innocent gesture. No power without consequence. No clean crown. Then Delirium appeared.

She did not come through the door.

She was sitting on a staircase that had formed beside one of the galleries, swinging her feet, wearing an expression of sweet, terrible fascination completely out of place in a room full of fear.

"Oh," she said. "Now they feel it."

Merv closed his eyes.

"No."

Delirium smiled.

"Yes."

"We are not doing this."

"You are always doing this. You just don’t know it until the ground gets creative."

Cain looked at her irritably.

"Did you know?"

Delirium tilted her head.

"I know lots of things before they know they are things."

"That is not an answer."

"Yes it is. It just isn’t standing in a line."

Dream watched her.

"Delirium."

She stopped swinging her feet. For an instant she looked older than her name.

"She isn’t dying," she said.

The silence changed. Merv opened his mouth, but said nothing. Delirium looked around at the dreams, the nightmares, Cain, Abel, Lucienne, Fiddler, Matthew, Dream.

"That’s what upsets you. If she were dying, you would know what to do. Grieve, shut doors, blame someone, rebuild. But she isn’t dying."

She smiled slightly.

"She’s learning something she doesn’t know how to do yet."

"It’s hurting us," said the dream of comfort, very quietly.

Delirium looked at him with a tenderness impossible to classify.

"Yes."

She did not soften it. She did not dress it up.

"Learning sometimes breaks the things that were holding it."

Fiddler’s Green lowered his head. Merv muttered something no one understood this time. Delirium looked at Dream.

"You can’t put it back into the old shape."

Pause.

"The old shape already knows it’s old."

That was worse than any warning. Because no one could argue with it.

In the waking world, Johanna had stopped counting aloud. She had started with one. You. Then Leeds. Then Glasgow. Then an uncertain line in Manchester. Another in Bristol.

A clinical alert out of Dublin that should not have been on her desk, but was. A patient who breathed, did not wake, and showed impossible dream activity. A woman in a public hospital whose scans seemed to contradict the state of her body. A teenager who was not dreaming of something, but inside something that did not end.

The doctor watched her from the other side of the room. He was no longer trying to turn it into a diagnosis. In a way, that was progress.

Johanna had her phone in one hand and a notebook in the other. She had begun by crossing out hypotheses. Then she had stopped crossing them out. Not because she had found a good one.

Because she had run out of bad ones. Your body remained in the bed. Still. Too still. You were breathing. But each breath seemed to have to negotiate with an architecture the waking world could not see.

Johanna looked at your fingers. Nothing. Then at the monitor. One minimal variation. Then another. The doctor came closer.

"How many?"

Johanna did not answer at once. She looked at the notebook. She did not want to say the number. Saying it made it real.

"Enough."

"That’s not a number."

"I don’t want it to be a number."

He fell silent.

Then he said:

"Are they all like her?"

Johanna looked at your face.

"No."

That should have been a relief. It was not.

"She’s still the centre."

The doctor turned toward you.

"Centre of what?"

Johanna let out a laugh without humour.

"Of something that shouldn’t have a centre."

The machine gave another brief sound. This time your fingers moved. Not much. Enough for both of them to see it. Johanna leaned closer.

"Y/N."

You did not open your eyes. But somewhere along the edge, some part of you heard not the voice, but the urgency beneath it. For one second, the thread tightened toward the waking world.

In the Library, Dream turned his head. Lucienne felt it too. The map grew. Not within the Kingdom. Outward. A line crossed the edge of the table and extended toward a point that did not belong to any catalogued dream. Lucienne followed the line with her eyes.

"The waking world," she said.

Merv went still. Cain frowned. Abel paled.

"There too?"

Lucienne did not answer. Dream did.

"Yes."

The entire room seemed to draw back without moving. Because it was one thing for the Kingdom to change. It was another for the change to touch waking humans. And another, more terrible still, for human bodies to begin paying the price for what the Kingdom was learning.

Merv pointed at the map.

"You see? It has to be shut down."

Fiddler’s Green spoke at the same time.

"If you shut it down now—"

"What?" Merv cut in. "What, Fiddler? What? Will something break? Something is already breaking!"

"No," said Fiddler, with a sadness heavier than the argument itself. "It’s shifting."

"That isn’t better."

"No."

"Then stop saying it like it is."

Lucienne spoke before the two of them could go on.

"Shutting everything down will not return those bodies to their previous state."

Merv looked at her.

"You don’t know that."

"No. But I do know the link is no longer operating in only one direction."

Dream did not react visibly. But the darkness around him grew denser. Lucienne continued.

"If a total closure is forced, it may sever Y/N’s support. And if the support is severed..."

She did not finish. She did not need to. You would fall. Perhaps others with you. Cain let out a dry laugh.

"So we are hostage to a human."

"No," said Dream.

His voice filled the Library. Not loud. Absolute. Cain looked at him.

"No?"

"No."

"Then prove it."

Abel closed his eyes as though he wanted to disappear. Dream looked at Cain. Not with anger. With something worse. With ancient patience.

"You will not mistake my restraint for impotence."

Cain held his gaze for a second. Then lowered his own. Not in full submission. From memory. He was still Cain. But Dream was still Dream. Even so, the question had already been left hanging in the room.

Can he protect us?

Not as a distant king. Not as a cosmic function. As sovereign of those who now feared disappearing inside their own Kingdom. Dream turned his gaze toward all of them.

"None of you will intervene without my direct authorisation."

Merv lifted his head.

"What?"

"Not dreams. Not nightmares. Not guardians. Not archivists. Not servants of the Palace."

The room tightened.

"Every alteration will be reported to Lucienne. Every deviation will be recorded. No function will attempt to correct itself without an order."

One nightmare let out a low sound. Cain clenched his jaw.

"That isn’t protection."

Dream looked at him.

"It is the only thing that will prevent each of you from teaching the system a different way to disobey."

The sentence fell with surgical precision. It relieved no one. But it stopped something. A small swell of attempts. Of impulses. Of emerging responses. The Kingdom listened. It did not fully obey. But it listened. That was enough for now. Abel spoke in a low voice.

"And if it happens again?"

Dream took time before answering. Not because he did not know. Because he did.

"They will come to me."

Merv let out a bitter laugh.

"And if coming to you is part of the problem?"

The question was brutal. Not because it was insolent. Because it was exact. Dream did not punish him. Did not correct him. Did not silence him. He only looked at him.

"Then I will bear it."

Fiddler’s Green closed his eyes for a moment. Lucienne lowered her gaze. Matthew said nothing. You, from the edge, felt the weight of that sentence as though something had carried it across the thread. I will bear it. It was not a kindly promise. It was not love. It was not salvation. It was the statement of a king trapped between protecting his Kingdom and becoming the accelerant of its disaster.

The court began to disperse slowly. Not because it was convinced. Because there was no other order to receive. Cain left first, irritated, with Abel behind him trying to say something his brother did not want to hear. The dream of comfort withdrew with his edges still trembling. The guardian of doors looked at his key-made hands before he left, as though he no longer knew what they were meant to open. The staircase nightmare remained a moment longer. She looked at Dream. Not in challenge. In fear.

Then she left. Merv did not move at once.

"Boss."

Dream looked at him. Merv swallowed an old anger.

"If this erases us..."

He did not finish. Dream answered anyway.

"I will not allow it."

Merv looked at him.

"That would have sounded better before we saw that allowing and preventing no longer mean the same thing."

He left. Fiddler’s Green remained. Lucienne remained as well. Matthew too. Delirium was still on the staircase, smiling faintly, as though everyone’s sadness produced a colour only she could see.

"They feel abandoned," said Fiddler.

Dream did not answer. Lucienne closed one record that opened again on its own.

"And yet, if he intervenes as before—"

"I know," said Dream.

The map kept growing. Not quickly now. Worse. Steadily.

In the waking world, another body opened its eyes without waking. In the Kingdom, a door changed direction and then returned to its place, as though remembering the order too late.

Somewhere, a nightmare decided to wait. Elsewhere, a lesser dream held itself together with frayed edges, uncertain whether it still had any purpose.

Dream remained before the table.

He had not yielded the throne. He had not lost the crown. He had not ceased to be King. And yet, for the first time since the Dreaming had taken shape, his power no longer seemed like the right tool to protect what belonged to him.

Not because it was weak. Because it worked too well. That was the horror. His authority corrected. His correction taught. His teaching accelerated. And his subjects, his own, those made to inhabit the architecture of his Kingdom, were beginning to pay the price of a system learning how to exist without asking permission.

Dream lowered his gaze to the map. Lucienne waited. Matthew waited. Fiddler waited. Delirium smiled. The Kingdom went on. It was not dying. That was the most terrible thing. It was changing.

And now the change had victims.

⚠️ DISCLAIMER & CONTENT WARNING: This is a transformative fanfiction inspired by The Sandman (Netflix / DC Comics). All canon characters, settings, and concepts belong to their respective creators and rights holders. No copyright infringement is intended. This story is a Dream x Reader work featuring dark themes, psychological tension, power imbalance, and morally ambiguous dynamics. The Reader character is not idealized and is written with full agency, complexity, and darkness of her own. This is not a fix-it, not fluff, and not a soft portrayal of Dream. Romance, if and when it develops, is intended as slow-burn, unsettling, and mutual, not redemptive or comforting. Content warnings may include: psychological manipulation, surreal dream logic, loss of control, obsession, and emotionally intense situations. Please read responsibly. If these themes are not for you, this may not be the story you’re looking for. ⚠️ This work is intended for audiences 18 years and older. Reader discretion is advised.

Chapter 7: An Unusual Guest

The silence does not break; it compresses. You take a step not toward the Dreaming, nor toward the waking world, but toward the space you just created.

Then it happens. You do not see it, but you feel it. The world tilts. Dream does not raise his hand, nor does he speak. Nothing is invoked, and yet the axis shifts. The edge does not close—it rewrites itself. The lateral fissure folds with an elegant violence, as if someone had taken your straight line and bent it at an impossible angle. Not toward the void, nor toward your experiment.

But toward his realm.

And yet you cross, confident—only not where you think you are going. The impact is not physical. It is structural betrayal. The ground beneath your feet loses its horizontality. The pressure of the air turns vertical. Gravity inverts for one unbearable second, and you feel your sternum split open from the inside, not from pain, but because something is reorienting you.

You are not falling. You are being redirected. The corridor narrows. Then it expands and gains real depth. By the time the space finishes reorganizing itself, you are no longer where you were going—or where you thought you were going—but where he decided.

At the threshold of the Library of the Dreaming.

The transition is not clean. You drop to one knee from the shock of the shift. There is no wound, but there is vertigo. Your inner ear cannot comprehend the new architecture.

Lucienne is already there. Not surprised, but alert. As if she had felt the pull before seeing it.

“My lord,” she greets.

She looks at him first, then at you. She does not ask questions. She simply observes you, and eventually her gaze drops—and something much deeper catches her attention: the invisible thread connecting your chest to Dream’s hand.

It is not visible to everyone, but it is clear to her. An invisible line emerging from your chest and disappearing into his hand. The connection is not symbolic. It is literal. It is a condition.

You feel it too—not as pain, but as a boundary. You take a step forward and something tightens behind you. Not in your back, not in your muscles, but in the very continuity of your existence. As if the air itself were reclaiming what you are trying to take with you. The ground vibrates.

“You changed the outcome,” you say without preamble. Your voice does not tremble. “Why?”

Dream looks at you, but he does not justify himself.

“It was necessary… to contain it.”

You rise from the floor, standing upright.

“No,” you tell him, meeting his gaze. “You moved it. On purpose.”

Silence forms between the two of you.

“I removed it from disorder.”

The word strikes you harder than the crossing itself. You smile faintly, your eyes sharpening.

“From disorder—or from my control?”

The library darkens by a shade. Lucienne does not breathe. Dream studies you as if measuring the temperature of metal.

“I will not allow an unstable phenomenon to expand beyond my authority.”

There it is. Not I saved you. Not I brought you here. Something older, larger: jurisdiction. Your jaw tightens.

“What I created is not under your domain,” you reply. “Which is precisely why it was not your decision to make.”

“Now,” he counters, “it is.”

The thread vibrates. You feel it clearly, not exactly as a threat but as a reminder. You attempt to step farther away from him, but the air thickens. Your vision fractures for a moment before stabilizing again.

You hesitate, because at first you do not understand. But after a few moments, you do. Your body in the waking world is not walking on its own. It breathes because something is sustaining it—and that something is not you.

“So… what she said was true,” you murmur, referring to the woman you saw before crossing. “I am bound to you.”

Lucienne, who had remained silent until now, intervenes for the first time. She steps a little closer to Dream without breaking her composure. Clearing her throat slightly, her voice firm though quieter than usual, she asks:

“Who is she?”

Dream does not take his eyes off you.

“A guest.”

The word does not sound kind. It sounds administrative—like a term that defines responsibility and ownership at once. You tilt your head.

“Am I your guest,” you ask, “or your evidence?”

Dream does not answer.

Lucienne adjusts her glasses and moves a fraction closer to her lord.

“My lord,” she says, her gaze sliding from him to you and back again. “This…” She pauses, inclining her head slightly toward you. “She does not appear to be a… typical visitor.”

Another pause.

“She is not a dreamer.”

Lucienne remains perfectly composed, her back straight, her hands behind her, her chin lifted. Dream, however, keeps his gaze fixed on you.

“You have never brought anyone like this before,” Lucienne adds quietly, meant only for him to hear. “Never.”

What Lucienne says is not an accusation, merely an observation. You look at the thread again. Now you see it more clearly. Subtle, almost transparent—but unmistakable, and increasingly tense.

“I know,” Dream finally answers Lucienne after several seconds.

You take a moment in silence to analyze what just happened—not out of weakness, but calculation. In your mind you reconstruct the crossing: the angle, the fall, the redirection.

Then you speak.

“I did not cross where I intended to…” you begin slowly. “Which means you must have done something to prevent it.”

It is not an accusation. It is a reconstruction of the event. You lift your gaze toward the towers rising beyond the Library. You do not need confirmation; you have already deduced it. When you look back at him, your voice holds no surprise now—only precision.

“You redirected me.”

A pause.

“You brought me to your realm.”

There is no anger in your voice, only surprise. Dream does not deny it.

“You were not prepared to sustain what you opened.”

He says it without disdain, but it wounds you more than the deception itself. You exhale, your lips twisting slightly, because it is not your pride that hurts—it is your theory. You clear your throat, your jaw tightening further.

“Again. You are not the one, Dream of the Endless,” you reply quickly, “who determines what I can or cannot sustain. I do not belong to you.”

Dream does not move. He does not raise his voice.

“I am.”

Just two words. But they carry a certainty that would crush most people. The air thickens. You take a step toward him. The thread vibrates again.

“Since when do you decide who can sustain a door?”

Dream advances as well. His eyes never leave yours. One step. Then another. He stops only when the distance between you becomes minimal.

“Since what you created interferes with the doors that answer to my realm,” he says, pausing deliberately.

There is no arrogance in his voice—only certainty. And that is harder to fight. The silence that follows is more violent than any shout.

Lucienne steps slightly closer to the two of you and draws a steady breath, as though she needs more composure before speaking again.

“My lord,” she says carefully, “if her pulse is synchronized with yours…”

She does not finish the sentence. She does not need to.

“That was not your door,” you murmur, ignoring her.

Dream answers before you can complete the thought.

“Now it is.”

Something new settles between you. Not romance. Not tenderness. Power.

Your lips press together, but a dry laugh escapes you. Because somewhere deep down you knew this might happen from the beginning—and yet it does not soften the realization that he can change everything, whether you want it or not.

So you decide to investigate the place he brought you to against your will.

“So,” you say after a pause. “This”—you gesture to yourself and then to him—“is what you do with things you do not understand.”

You deliberately walk away from him toward a nearby shelf. He follows you with his eyes. You do not touch the books yet. You only observe them.

“No.”

Dream pauses.

“What I do not understand… I study.”

The word lands with weight.

For the first time since you dared attract the attention of the King of Dreams, you feel real vulnerability. Not because you are in immediate danger—but because you no longer have control over what might happen to you from this moment forward.

You try to move farther away again, but the thread tightens much more sharply than before. The world blurs again, faster this time. Your balance falters sooner.

You understand now. You cannot move beyond a certain distance without something in your chest constricting.

Lucienne observes that limit with extreme attention.

“My lord… if I may ask,” she says to Dream, now watching you more closely, “how long can this… condition be sustained?”

She does not say it as metaphor. She says it like someone calculating an invisible hemorrhage.

Dream does not look away from you as he approaches.

“As long as I determine.”

You look at him.

“Since when do the Endless interfere with humans?” you ask, your voice dangerously soft.

Dream holds your gaze without evasion.

“We do not interfere in matters that do not belong to us,” he replies. “But this plane belongs to me.”

He does not say I am its master. He does not need to. The difference is more unsettling.

And in that moment, you understand completely. He brought you here to prevent what you opened from growing beyond his reach. He redirected the fracture to a place where every variable answers to his architecture.

And yet…

You are here. Inside the library of the human unconscious. Breathing. Alive. The Dreaming has not expelled you—yet.

That changes everything.

Lucienne knows it. Dream knows it.

You smile slowly—not in victory, but in challenge.

“Then show it to me.”

You say it as provocation. Because if you must remain under his authority, inside a realm that belongs to him, then you must learn every limit, every rule, every hidden fracture.

If you find a weakness, it will no longer be ignorance. It will be choice.

And that—even for Dream—is more dangerous than any accidental breach.

“Your understanding is irrelevant,” he replies calmly. “But… your survival is not.”

In the waking world, the moment you cross, space decides again. Johanna feels the emptiness in the apartment. The rug stops breathing. The ceiling becomes just a ceiling again.

But your body does not wake.

It lies motionless. Your pulse is weak. Your breathing barely perceptible.

Suspended.

As Death said.

Neither dead nor fully alive—simply paused.

“What did you do?” Johanna whispers when everything returns to normal. There is sadness in her voice as she touches you, checking whether something of you is still there to protect.

Matthew looks at your body.

“That… doesn’t look normal,” he observes.

Meanwhile, in the Dreaming, the Library hears and understands what its lord has just said.

The spines of the books vibrate faintly. The air loses density. The thread between you tightens like a string tuned too high.

Lucienne notices the shift first. Not hostility—activation.

The shelves begin to move. Not toward you, but between you. The architecture does not attack directly. It evaluates first.

A book falls on its own, landing at your feet.

It has no title on the spine.

You pick it up. It is heavy. Real.

“A library?” you murmur. “The human collective unconscious… is books?”

Dream answers calmly.

“What did you expect?”

You tilt your head and shrug.

“I don’t know,” you say. “Something more… ethereal, perhaps.”

He inclines his head slightly.

“Even dreams require form.”

You lower your gaze to the book in your hands.

Lucienne intervenes.

“Do not open it.”

Too late.

You already have.

What you find inside is not ink. It is memory.

A surge tears through your consciousness without permission—a complete human dream, vivid, contradictory, chaotic.

You do not observe it from the outside.

It absorbs you.

You feel the dreamer’s fear.

Guilt.

Desire.

Shame.

Pleasure.

Trauma.

All at once.

Your physical body in the waking world reacts. Somewhere far away, a monitor that does not exist accelerates.

The thread vibrates harder. Your knee hits the floor—not from weakness, but overload.

The Library does not expel you. It measures you. It does not change for you. It changes around you.

The floor fractures into scenes. The ceiling becomes a rotating night sky. Books open and close like deep breaths.

Dream does not move from where he stands. Lucienne watches him uneasily, because he does not appear alarmed or surprised—he appears far too aware of what he is allowing to happen.

Neither of them intervenes.

“My lord… she is being integrated through direct exposure,” Lucienne says.

He does not answer.

Your pupils dilate. The dream within the book tries to drag you deeper. Not maliciously—but overwhelmingly human.

Your mind searches for an anchor.

The thread burns—not physically, but as pressure. In the midst of the chaos you understand something. You are not connected to him. You are connected to the equilibrium he represents within his realm. If your consciousness fragments, the thread will tighten until it breaks.

And if the thread breaks… Dream does not truly know what will happen. And you begin to suspect that this is exactly what he wants to find out. Lucienne is about to speak when suddenly your breathing stabilizes. You are not entirely sure how. You do not flee the dream. You move through it. Observe it. Analyze it. Endure it.

The Library quiets.

The books stop vibrating. The floor reforms beneath your feet.

Lucienne blinks. This time, surprised.

“She did not dissolve.”

She does not say it with relief. She says it with astonishment. Dream looks at you, and there is something new in his eyes. Reevaluation.

“Interesting,” he finally says.

Just one word. But the tone has shifted—almost imperceptibly. You close the book. Your hands tremble, though you are not entirely sure why. Perhaps because of what just happened. Even so, you hold the book as if you could do it again a thousand times. Your voice does not tremble when you speak.

“I’m not the error you expected… am I?”

The thread no longer vibrates violently. Now it pulses. For the first time, something different happens. The Library does not merely tolerate you anymore. It registers you. Not as an intrusion—but as an active variable. Dream perceives it. And now the equation changes slightly. Because if you survived this…

The test is not over.

It has only just begun.

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Chapter 1

⚠️ DISCLAIMER & CONTENT WARNING: This is a transformative fanfiction inspired by The Sandman (Netflix / DC Comics). All canon characters, settings, and concepts belong to their respective creators and rights holders. No copyright infringement is intended. This story is a Dream x Reader work featuring dark themes, psychological tension, power imbalance, and morally ambiguous dynamics. The Reader character is not idealized and is written with full agency, complexity, and darkness of her own. This is not a fix-it, not fluff, and not a soft portrayal of Dream. Romance, if and when it develops, is intended as slow-burn, unsettling, and mutual, not redemptive or comforting. Content warnings may include: psychological manipulation, surreal dream logic, loss of control, obsession, and emotionally intense situations. Please read responsibly. If these themes are not for you, this may not be the story you’re looking for. ⚠️ This work is intended for audiences 18 years and older. Reader discretion is advised.

Chapter 5: The Key

You look at him. Your body isn’t entirely clean; it’s simply without your anchor, without your method.

“If I sleep… you come in,” you say softly, slowly. Measuring every word. It’s obvious it costs you to speak—that’s biology kicking in.

Dream doesn’t answer right away. He studies you as though assessing a microscopic fracture.

“Are you truly certain,” he says at last, “that sleep is a voluntary act for humans?”

His voice doesn’t rise. It doesn’t need to. It’s cold—too calculated, even for him. Johanna looks at him not with surprise, but with fear.

“Unfortunately… sleep doesn’t always depend on a conscious decision. Sometimes the body decides.”

He takes a barely perceptible step toward you. He doesn’t invade—or convinces himself he doesn’t—because what he’s doing is simply acknowledging a natural fact. A truth beyond belief, intention, or desire.

“And right now, it will be your body making that decision.”

He assumes it because he sees the signs.

The blink that lingers half a second too long.

The faint sway of your torso when your body fails to compensate for fatigue.

The jaw loosening for an instant before tightening again.

The pupil that doesn’t adjust to light with the same precision.

Deprivation plus chemical aftershock equals imminent collapse. It isn’t romantic. It isn’t poetic. It isn’t magic. It’s visceral. Human.

Johanna sees it too. She leans forward slightly, pure instinct—because humans do that. They help. They feel. Their emotions shape their decisions. Johanna can be cold, but faced with someone vulnerable, instinct wins.

“I don’t think—” she begins, but Dream stops her with a single look.

It isn’t a direct threat. It’s calculation. Johanna withdraws. Aborts the unconscious decision to help you.

You, on the other hand, smile. Not triumphant. Clinical.

You stagger toward the bed. Not dramatically. Not theatrically. Your body simply stops obeying with precision, and you grow clumsier. When you reach the edge, you let yourself drop into a seated position. Then backward, without hesitation.

“If I fall asleep naturally… you come in,” you murmur again, drawing a deep breath.

“Yes,” Dream replies. “As it should be.”

You turn your head and look at him from the pillow. Your eyes are already too heavy; fighting them is nearly impossible. He doesn’t need to do anything. Your body has already decided, just as he said. Pure biology.

“But what would happen… if this time you couldn’t leave?”

The silence that forms is so dense Matthew jumps nervously.

“I don’t like the tone of this conversation,” he says. “Boss?”

You don’t wait for an answer. You simply close your eyes and fall asleep. Just as Dream predicted, like a natural process… only perhaps not quite like the others.

Johanna feels the shift first.

Not visually. Physically.

The pressure in her ears.

Gravity misaligned.

Air losing direction.

Matthew understands a second later.

“Oh no. No, no, no. This is not good.”

The apartment doesn’t disappear. It doubles.

The rug breathes beneath their feet. Johanna watches in terror. Matthew flaps wildly because he sees it too.

The walls throb as if they have a pulse. The ceiling curves slightly—not upward, but inward.

Johanna looks at her hands. They’re still there, real—but the floor can’t decide whether it’s floor or dream-surface.

Dream remains still. That’s the most unsettling part. He doesn’t react immediately. He only observes. The boundary didn’t open from the Dreaming. It opened from you.

The room stops deciding which realm it belongs to. The light flickers between fluorescent and lunar. The bed is a bed—and a transit platform at the same time. The border wasn’t crossed. Something worse happened: it froze.

And you, at the center, sleep. No drugs. That’s the impossible part.

Dream steps toward you, and space doesn’t obey him. It doesn’t reject him either. It does something worse—it absorbs him. Includes him. He isn’t being expelled, like the first time. He’s being pulled.

The fracture doesn’t push him out. It opens with him inside.

Johanna loses her balance for a second. The hallway stretches vertically as if the building were an infinite tower. For a split instant—just one—she sees herself falling from the eighth floor, through balconies that don’t exist, past windows where alternate versions of herself watch her fall.

Matthew beats his wings violently.

“This is not a normal transition! This is not normal!” the raven screams, as if saying it might change something.

The building recomposes—but it’s no longer a building. It’s a stage. A train. A corridor. A library. An edge. All at once.

Dream feels the pull. It isn’t his realm claiming him. It’s you. You’ve collapsed the boundary point and stabilized it just enough that no one can tell whether they’re in waking or dreaming.

A human, refreezing the edge. Impossible. Matthew is right. This shouldn’t be happening. But it is.

Johanna braces herself against a wall that may or may not actually be a wall.

“How the hell is she doing this?”

Dream doesn’t answer. You aren’t crossing. You’re holding. You aren’t fleeing. You’re forcing the limit to remain open—and that changes something.

The room splits into two superimposed planes.

In one, the bed.

In the other, a train carriage.

You appear standing in the center of the second. Awake. Inside the dream. You look at him—not afraid, not fascinated. Evaluating.

“I told you. If I sleep, you come in,” you say.

The version of Dream inside the dream sharpens more clearly than the one in waking—but this time he isn’t sovereign. He’s a guest.

“This is not sustainable,” he warns.

You tilt your head. “It was never meant to be.”

The carriage fractures. The hallway reappears and vanishes. Johanna feels herself falling and standing simultaneously. Matthew shouts something lost in the echo.

Dream steps toward you—toward the version in the bed, not the one standing in the dream. The ground responds to you, not him.

“You’re endangering both planes,” Dream insists.

“No,” you correct him. “I’m proving they aren’t separate.”

The edge vibrates. The fracture widens—not as rupture, but as fusion.

For the first time since this began, Dream doesn’t have immediate control. You didn’t expel him. You included him. And that is infinitely more dangerous.

Matthew spins in air that can’t decide whether it’s air or memory.

“Can we wrap up the power demonstration before it kills all of us?” he shouts.

“Some of us only get one life,” Johanna adds.

Gravity shifts. For a second, the raven falls upward.

“And some of us,” Matthew continues, regaining partial stability, “even if we can die and come back, would rather not rack up more transitions. I like being a raven. I like where I live.”

The carriage hums. Johanna steadies herself against something that feels like a wall, though its texture shifts under her palm.

“This isn’t entry,” she mutters. “It’s forced superposition.”

Dream doesn’t take his eyes off you.

“Enough.”

It isn’t a shout. It’s a decree—but space doesn’t obey.

Your dream-self smiles faintly. For the first time, Dream has no second line ready. Only a fixed, ancient gaze—measuring something he doesn’t want to measure.

“You have no power here, Dream.”

You look at him like someone presenting a hypothesis.

“I told you that the first time.”

The edge pulses. Not chaos—intention.

Dream steps again. The ground responds to you, not him.

Unacceptable.

“You’re using your own neurological deterioration to anchor a fracture,” he says coldly. “That’s not mastery. It’s progressive collapse.”

“Translation,” Johanna says without looking at you, “you’re killing yourself, and you think it’s brilliant.”

You laugh. Not unstable. Too lucid.

“Isn’t that what dreaming has always been?” you ask Dream. “A controlled collapse?”

Johanna narrows her eyes.

“No. This isn’t dreaming. This is sustained physiological trauma. You’re pushing your nervous system past compensation. And when it crosses that threshold, there won’t be any poetic transition. There will be death.”

She grips the wall as if the building is breathing beneath her hands.

“And he doesn’t intervene when humans cross that line. He never does.”

You don’t look at her. You look at Dream.

“I know. He doesn’t save anyone. He fulfills his function. And I don’t want him to save me… that’s not why I’m doing this.”

Dream asks the inevitable.

“What do you want?”

You study him. No theatrics. No grandeur. Just a decision made long ago.

“I want your realm.”

Silence—not absence of sound, but absence of oxygen. Matthew stops flapping.

Johanna lets out a disbelieving laugh. “Sure. Nothing modest.”

Dream doesn’t move.

“You don’t understand what you’re asking.”

Your dream-self circles him now. The carriage and the apartment and the library and the corridor coexist.

“I understand it better than anyone,” you say. “I don’t want territory. I don’t want your throne. Least of all your crown.”

You stop in front of him.

“I want your architecture.”

Your eyes gleam—not delirium, but scientific obsession.

“Your realm isn’t mystical. It’s structural. It’s the interface between subconscious and form. The grammar that organizes human dreaming.”

Dream doesn’t interrupt. That unsettles Johanna most of all.

“And any system with architecture,” you continue, “can be understood, modeled, and reconfigured.”

The train fractures into geometric planes. The room breathes faster.

“As I said, I don’t want your throne,” you say calmly. “I want the source code.”

Matthew blinks. “That exists?”

“I am not a mechanism,” Dream replies evenly.

Silence. Not offended—correcting an ontological error.

“Oh, it exists,” Matthew mutters. “And if it does, asking for it is worse. Way worse, right?”

Dream looks at you with something no longer anger—but recognition.

“You’re confusing access with sovereignty.”

You step closer.

“No. I’m proving sovereignty is an illusion sustained by habit.”

The floor tilts. Johanna glimpses the Dreaming stretching behind him—towers, libraries, doors, Lucienne.

Then something more disturbing. A void. A space where the map blurs.

You. A variable.

“A human cannot govern dreams,” Dream says calmly. “Because dreams do not belong to humans.”

You smile.

“Every dream belongs to a human, Dream.”

The edge cracks.

Matthew squawks, “Is this what I think it is? Is she redefining metaphysical jurisdiction? Is she the brilliant kind that borders on psychopathy? Please tell me she’s not.”

“She’s attempting reverse engineering on an Endless,” Johanna replies, not sure to whom.

Dream steps again. This time space trembles.

“You cannot sustain this. In waking, your body is collapsing.”

You glance at yourself. He’s right. Your nervous system is failing. Your pulse irregular. Your blood pressure dropping. Your body breathing slower, deeper—but the edge holds you.

“I know.”

Then you say something new.

“I don’t want to rule your realm.”

The carriage fractures. The library falls vertically. The apartment folds.

“I want it to stop depending on you.”

Absolute silence. That is the true challenge. Not throne or crown—obsolescence.

Dream does not rage. That would be simple. Instead something darker crosses his expression.

“Dreaming is not dependence,” he says. “It is function.”

“Then prove it.”

The edge vibrates as if about to shatter. Johanna feels herself falling again. Matthew yells about unauthorized transition. The fracture widens.

For the first time since this began—Dream does not try to close it. He holds it. Because if he closes it now, you die. If he leaves it open, equilibrium shifts.

They both know it.

The edge creaks—not like glass, but like bone under pressure. You stand at the center of the fracture, pulse erratic, skin too pale, eyes too open for someone whose body sleeps.

“What are you going to do, Dream?” you ask.

The carriage overlaps with the bedroom. The hallway tilts vertical. The library reappears in negative.

“Will you save your realm… or them?” You glance toward where Matthew struggles in unstable air. “Or me?”

Silence. Not emotional. Structural. Duty versus Desire.

Johanna feels pressure at the base of her skull.

“Don’t force him to choose like that,” she says quietly. “You know he doesn’t function like a human. Don’t reduce him to a damned yes or no.”

“Yeah,” Matthew adds. “Let’s not do that. I like decisions that don’t involve cosmic implosion.”

Dream says nothing. He only watches you.

Not the train.

Not the apartment.

Not the fracture.

You.

Your real self. The human body in waking. The one entering compensation—before total shutdown.

He knows the edge isn’t sustained by power. It’s sustained by biological sacrifice.

Yours.

“It is not my realm that is at risk,” he says at last.

His voice isn’t loud. It’s worse. Inevitable.

“It is you. Your body.”

You smile faintly.

“That’s adorable. And new.”

The floor sinks another half inch. For a second, Johanna sees something impossible: Dream looks more solid than the world.

“Don’t treat me like a fragile variable,” you reply. “You knew what I was doing from the start. You didn’t come to save me. You came because I challenged you.”

“I came because you altered equilibrium.”

“Exactly.”

You step closer. The carriage reconstructs around you like a tunnel with no exit.

“Your equilibrium. Your duties.”

The hallway dissolves. The bedroom floats. Matthew drops altitude and stabilizes again.

“Oh, this is escalating. A lot. I don’t want to be here. Let me out! Wake me up!”

“Stay quiet. We’re not asleep. Which makes it worse,” Johanna snaps.

Dream doesn’t blink.

“You cannot maintain this superposition for more than minutes. Your mind is losing coherence. The human brain is not designed to host two architectures simultaneously.”

You tilt your head.

“And yours is?”

The silence thickens. You’re not asking about the organ. You’re asking about the essence.

The fracture widens another inch.

Johanna feels vertigo again. This time she falls inward. She sees cities of dream folded into neuronal patterns. Unmapped corridors. Future halls. And she understands with professional horror:

“You don’t see it, Dream,” she says. “She’s not trying to take your realm. She’s forcing co-residence. She’s not stealing power. She’s compelling the edge to function without supervision.”

“That is impossible,” Dream says.

“All of this is impossible—and she’s doing it,” Johanna whispers. “Are you going to keep analyzing while we disintegrate, or are you going to intervene?”

You smile wider now—not joyful. Triumphant. You’ve reached the breaking point. You’ve pushed him there.

“I don’t want to destroy you,” you say. “I want to enter without you being the door.”

Matthew stops joking.

“I’m guessing that’s worse than wanting the throne.”

Dream steps within inches of you. The edge tightens like a wire about to snap.

“If you continue,” he says, “your system will collapse… irreversibly.”

“And if I don’t?” you counter. “We go back to the usual? Humans dreaming, and you administering?”

The carriage shudders violently. The bedroom reappears. The bed vibrates. Your physical body arches slightly. Johanna sees it.

“I hate being the only one to say it, but her heart rate is dropping,” she warns. “Dream, this isn’t symbolic—it’s physiological. She’s about to die.”

“Are we going to die?!” Matthew screeches.

Dream does not look away from you.

“You are wagering your life on a theory.”

You breathe slower.

“Every theory is worth what you’re willing to risk.”

The fracture pulses. The bedroom ceiling becomes night sky. Doors fill the walls—but they do not open toward him. They hold. Without his invocation.

He feels it before he understands.

Not conquest. Not invasion.

The architecture isn’t breaking.

It’s functioning.

Without asking his permission.

The word arrives on its own.

“What you are attempting…” he pauses. “Not entry,” he says, meeting your eyes with new clarity. “But to make my presence unnecessary. Substitution.”

You don’t smile this time.

The floor responds to you. It doesn’t expel him. It doesn’t acknowledge him as sovereign. It simply does not obey his decree.

That is worse than rebellion.

That is alternative.

The edge vibrates. The doors do not multiply chaotically. They align. Not under his mandate. Under their own coherence.

Dream feels something he hasn’t felt in ages.

It isn’t threat. It isn’t usurpation.

It is structural autonomy.

And for one fleeting second, the ancient weight on his shoulders lightens. Imperceptibly—but real.

If dreaming can sustain itself without mediator… it is not destruction. It is change.

And at the center of that possibility stands a human. Stubborn. Deteriorating. Looking at him without fear.

Then Dream understands something darker still:

If that key exists… he does not know whether he wants to use it—or whether he is willing to let you hold it.

The idea cuts through him like a blade.

Not because it is impossible.

But because it might be viable.

You do not want his throne. Nor his crown.

What you truly want is for the system to stop requiring him.

In that thought, something darker stirs:

If the fracture stabilizes… his function ceases to be absolute.

And if his function ceases to be absolute…

What is he?

The fracture creaks again. Johanna drops to her knees for a second.

“Intervene. Now. You’re not here to observe human experiments.”

“Yeah, boss… do something!” Matthew cries.

But Dream does not look away from you.

He understands now. What you seek is gradual substitution. You don’t say it because you don’t need to. It is happening.

On the bed, your body makes a small sound—a gasp cut short. You look at him one last time, your eyes already losing focus in the physical plane.

“What are you going to do?” you whisper. “Save your realm… save them… save me?”

Silence.

“Or save yourself?”

Your voice falters. You can barely breathe now.

“Because you already know there’s a key. Are you willing to use it?”

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Chapter 9: The Twilight of the King of Dreams

"Was all the dramatics of bringing me here really necessary… for this?"

Your voice breaks the silence of the hall with a calm that borders on insolence. You look around again: the black columns, the suspended forms, the circles of shadow where nightmares wait their turn to exist.

You look back at him.

"Because I could have explained it perfectly well in the Library."

You pause, weighing the word before releasing it.

"A much more…" you tilt your head, as if searching for the right term, "appropriate place."

Your eyes sweep across the hall once more.

"Intellectually speaking."

The thread linking the two of you barely vibrates.

"So tell me something first," you add, crossing your arms. "Out of all the places you could have shown me after the welcome in the Library…"

You gesture briefly toward the organized abyss of nightmares.

"Why here, Dream? What’s so special about this place?"

You stop.

"Because if this was a show of force, I think we already established the asymmetry back in the Library."

Your smile returns—thin.

"And if it was meant to intimidate me… well."

You glance at one of the suspended creatures, slowly turning within its orbit of shadow.

"I think you’re seriously underestimating the average content of human imagination."

Lucienne does not intervene. But her gaze shifts between the two of you with an attention that is no longer merely professional. Dream remains silent for a few more seconds.

It is not an empty silence. It is calculation.

At last, he speaks.

"The Library shows what humans dream."

His voice cuts through the dark hall like a straight line.

"This place shows why."

You look at him. He continues.

"Nightmares do not exist to punish."

One of the nearby creatures contracts within its sphere of shadow, as if hearing its name.

"They exist to limit."

The thread between you pulses again—alive.

"Without fear," Dream says, "dreams would have no edges."

The air in the hall seems to grow colder.

"And without edges…"

A brief pause.

"…there would be no waking."

You watch him in silence for a moment longer than usual.

Then you let out a small huff.

"So this…"

You gesture again toward the abyss of nightmares.

"Is something like the security system of the collective subconscious?"

Dream does not correct you. That, in itself, is an answer. Your smile returns.

"Interesting."

You take another step into the hall, nearly reaching its center. The thread stretches, but does not protest.

"So I assume you wanted to make sure I understood something before I presented my brilliant theory."

You stop and look at him again.

"That the problem isn’t the dream."

You fall silent for a moment.

"It’s fear."

The nearby nightmares stir slightly. Dream does not look away from you.

"Continue," he says.

The word lands with weight. Not permission—challenge.

The entire hall of nightmares seems to lean in to hear what the human who claims to have a solution for the King of Dreams will say.

You hold his gaze for another second.

Then you sigh.

"Fine… but I think you’ve forgotten a small rule of your own kingdom."

Lucienne lifts her gaze immediately. You look at neither of them. Instead, you close your eyes. You breathe slowly.

Theatrically slowly.

The thread connecting you tightens.

"But don’t worry," you murmur. "I’ll remind you."

You open your eyes.

"I’m in the Dreaming. Right?"

You gesture toward the dark ground beneath your feet.

"That means I’m dreaming."

Your smile returns.

"And in dreams…"

You tilt your head slightly.

"dreamers have a certain… advantage."

Dream does not move. But something in the hall grows more attentive.

You close your eyes again.

You do not make a magical gesture, because you are not a being that wields magic. You summon nothing.

You simply imagine.

Not this hall. Not the nightmares.

But another place.

One you know better.

The sound of the sea. The scent of salt. The warmth of the sun on your skin. Sand beneath your feet.

The bond between you stretches suddenly.

The hall of nightmares reacts first.

Shadows contract. Columns tremble. The dark glass floor fractures like a breaking reflection. Lucienne steps forward.

"My lord… this isn’t stable—"

But she does not finish. Because the hall changes. Not by Dream’s command—but by your imagination.

Darkness recedes. Columns dissolve into light. The black sky opens.

And suddenly—the sound of the sea.

The nightmares retreat as if someone has extinguished the night. Sand forms beneath your feet. The air turns warm. A blue horizon unfolds where the abyss once stood.

A beach.

Calm.

Luminous and unreal—yet fully dreamt.

The horizon flickers faintly, as if it was not designed to hold for long.

The instability is not visible… not yet.

But something in the air suggests this place was never meant to endure.

You open your eyes, and smile.

"See?"

You look around, satisfied.

"Much more appropriate for a civilized conversation."

The thread between you oscillates violently, tightening to its limit—as if trying to decide which will it belongs to.

Because Dream is still there.

Standing in the middle of the beach.

His black coat in stark contrast against the imagined sunlight.

Lucienne appears a few steps behind, watching the false horizon with a mix of fascination and alarm.

The waves break softly.

The wind moves the sand.

Everything is perfectly unstable.

You turn toward Dream.

"As I was saying…"

You shrug.

"In this place, you rule the kingdom."

You pause.

"But I’m still the dreamer."

Your smile turns dangerous.

"So technically…"

You look at the sea. Then at him.

"Right now, you’re inside my dream."

The thread pulses. Strong. Very strong. Dream does not move. But for the first time since you entered the Dreaming… the realm does not respond to him first.

It responds to you.

Lucienne looks at him. Because that… should not be happening. You hold his gaze for another second. Then you sigh.

Dream does not move.

He does not even look at the beach.

The imagined sea breaks softly behind you. Waves advance and retreat over the perfect sand your mind has just created. The wind moves your hair—warm, salted, almost real.

Almost.

Lucienne watches the false horizon with a tension she does not bother to hide. She knows exactly what she is seeing.

This is not a simple setting.

It is a dreamer imposing form within the Dreaming… while bound to the King.

That does not happen. Or it shouldn’t.

Dream finally lifts his gaze toward the sea. He watches it for a moment.

Not with surprise. With attention.

Then he lowers his gaze to the sand beneath his feet, dissolving and reforming with each breath of the dream.

At last, he looks back at you.

"Interesting."

The word falls softly, but the thread between you tightens like a rope about to snap.

He takes a step.

And for a brief—almost imperceptible—moment, the sand stops responding to you first.

You cross your arms.

"I know."

You turn and walk a few steps toward the shoreline. The sand settles obediently beneath your feet. The water touches your toes and withdraws.

"Much more pleasant than your museum of collective trauma."

Lucienne does not move.

"My lord…" she says quietly.

Dream raises a hand slightly. Not an order. But enough. Lucienne falls silent.

The wind moves Dream’s dark coat. The sunlight you imagined touches his face—but something about him remains entirely foreign to this place.

He does not belong to the beach. And the beach knows it. Dream takes another step.

The sand beneath his foot darkens slightly, as if the shadow of the original realm still follows him.

"You say dreamers have the advantage in dreams."

His voice is calm.

"Sometimes."

Another wave breaks. The beach flickers—subtly. This time it is not only visual. You feel it in your body—like something inside you must actively sustain it.

You notice.

Your smile fades, just a little. Dream takes another step. The thread between you stabilizes.

"But this," he says at last, "is not only a dream."

He lets the silence sit. The blue sky trembles faintly, like disturbed water.

"It is my realm."

The sea goes still. It does not vanish. But it no longer fully obeys you. The sand remains. The sun continues to shine. But now there is something else in the air.

A second will.

His.

You narrow your eyes.

"Oh…" you murmur. "So we’re negotiating territory."

Dream does not respond. He simply watches you. As if he is seeing something for the first time. Not the beach.

You.

"You said you had a solution."

His voice cuts through the imagined wind.

"For my… self-immolation."

Lucienne turns her head toward you slowly. Because you just dragged the King of Dreams into a dream-made beach… and he did not stop you.

Dream inclines his head slightly.

"Explain it."

The thread between you comes alive again. But now it does not sound like a warning. It sounds like expectation. And the perfect beach you created trembles faintly… because the entire realm wants to hear what the human who just pulled Dream out of his own nightmares is about to say.

"Your wish is my command…"

You say it with an exaggerated tilt of your head, theatrical to the edge of insolence. The sand shifts softly beneath your feet as you turn toward him, the sea breathing behind you as if it, too, were waiting.

"But since we’re already here," you add, opening your arms toward the dreamt beach, "in a more… hospitable setting…"

The warm wind lifts your hair slightly. The light of the sun you imagined falls over Dream’s dark form—still an impossible figure within that luminous landscape.

Your smile sharpens.

"I’ll start with the problem."

You take a step toward him. The thread between you becomes more visible again.

"You."

Lucienne holds her breath. You continue as if delivering a perfectly reasonable lecture.

"You are an ancient cosmic function." You raise a finger, as though enumerating points in a conference. "You maintain the balance between dream, imagination, nightmare, memory, symbolic narrative…"

You glance around.

"All of it."

The beach flickers slightly.

"But you are also…" you pause, as if searching for the exact word, "the system’s point of failure."

Dream’s eyes do not move. Not even a fraction.

You continue.

"Because all of this," you gesture toward the sea, the horizon, the false sky, "depends on you."

Then you point at the thread between you.

"Even me."

You stop. Look at him again.

"That’s not stability," you say. "That’s monarchic architecture with total structural dependency."

Lucienne looks at you as if you are deliberately walking toward a cliff.

You shrug calmly.

"In simple terms…"

You take a breath.

"If the King collapses, the realm collapses."

Dream does not blink.

"That is the design," he says. "And it has not failed."

His voice is low. Ancient. You smile.

"Exactly."

You take another step.

"And it’s a terrible design."

The wind stops. The beach falls silent. Even the sea seems to hold its breath.

"Because it means you’ve spent millennia trying to solve the same problem."

You tilt your head.

"How to keep existing without destroying what you represent."

Lucienne closes her eyes briefly. Dream does not object. You continue.

"Your solution has basically been… continuous operational suffering."

You lift a hand and gesture broadly.

"Eternal king, eternal burden, eternal responsibility, built-in existential tragedy."

Your smile returns.

"Very dramatic."

You pause. Then lower your voice.

"And very unnecessary."

The thread pulses stronger.

"Because the problem isn’t the realm."

Your eyes lock onto his.

"The problem is that the realm is tied to you."

A wave breaks behind you. The beach flickers again.

"So my solution is fairly simple."

You shrug.

"Decouple them."

Lucienne opens her eyes. Dream continues watching you, utterly unmoved.

"Separate the function from the operator. You know…"

Your words become more precise.

"The realm continues to exist."

You gesture toward the horizon.

"Dreams keep flowing…"

You gesture toward the thread.

"But the King…"

Your smile turns dangerously bright now.

"Stops being the sole axis of stability."

The silence that follows is deep. Much older.

Dream takes another step toward you. The sand beneath his feet darkens slightly.

"You want to…" he says slowly, "rewrite the structure of my realm."

You tilt your head.

"No…" you take a breath. "I wouldn’t be that presumptuous."

You take a moment before continuing.

"I just want to fix the design flaw."

The thread between you flares with intensity. The dreamt beach trembles. Because somewhere deep within the Dreaming… something has just heard an idea no one has ever dared to say out loud in front of the King of Dreams.

The thread between you contracts.

Not as a warning.

As a decision.

Dream does not stop you.

But the realm… is no longer waiting.

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Chapter 18 — The Second Decision

Death left. She did not leave emptiness behind.

That was the problem with her. She did not occupy places the way the others did. She did not need to impose her presence for the world to remember its limit. When she left, what remained was something more difficult than absence: the exact shape of what she had said.

Borrowed time had run out. The Library remained standing.

The records stayed open across the table. Some allowed themselves to be read. Others resisted with an almost organic slowness, as though the pages had understood that every word written could become a sentence too soon. Lucienne worked without pause, but no longer with the calm precision of someone cataloguing. Something in her posture had changed. A slight hardening in her back. A drier way of turning the pages. A contained violence in the care with which she did not touch the mark.

The mark of your refusal was still there.

Weaker. Not extinguished. Not stable either. Alive in a way that seemed exhausting even for the ink.

Dream watched it without touching it.

Around him, the Kingdom waited. It did not obey in peace. It obeyed with hunger held back. The lesser dreams waited for authorisation to close. The nightmares compressed their functions until they almost deformed themselves rather than act on their own. The doors hesitated. The guardians reported. The archivists recorded what they did not know how to name. Everything was contained within the order Dream had given, and that containment was beginning to feel too much like a breath held underwater.

Matthew was perched on the edge of the table. He did not speak. That too was a sign of disaster. Lucienne opened an ancient volume, written in a language that no longer belonged to any living dreamer.

"Partial anchorings," she said.

Dream did not look up.

"Go on."

"There are precedents, but none that apply cleanly."

"I am not looking for clean."

Matthew turned his head toward him.

"That’s new."

Lucienne did not rebuke him.

She turned another page.

"Entities born of transition. Very few. Most unstable. Some did not retain enough identity to be considered continuity of the previous form."

The word identity remained on the table for a second. Dream did not move.

"Go on."

Lucienne swallowed.

"Non-permanent hybrid structures. States sustained by two-way bonds. All present a risk of functional dependency."

Matthew finally spoke.

"Functional dependency sounds like a very elegant way of saying that if one side falls, the other goes to hell too."

"Yes," said Lucienne.

"Great."

Dream looked at the mark. The thread toward the waking world was finer than before. Not broken. Not yet. But stretched with the kind of fragility that needs no noise to announce damage. Each beat of your body came through unevenly. Each breath seemed to cross a greater distance.

In the white room of the waking world, Johanna was still sitting beside your bed.

She had not moved much since the doctor had managed to stabilise you. Stabilise was a generous word. A false one, perhaps. The monitor was no longer screaming. The pressure was no longer dropping as quickly. Your breathing was still there, weak, imperfect, held by machines, will, and something neither of those could fully claim.

Johanna kept one hand near your wrist.

Not on it all the time. Near. As though touching you too much might demand a return you were in no condition to give. The doctor was checking the readings without pretending to like them.

"She’s compensating."

Johanna did not look at him.

"You said she had stopped compensating."

"She started again."

"Why?"

He let out a breath through his nose.

"I don’t have a medical answer for that."

"We are a very long way past medical answers."

"Then I don’t have an answer of any kind."

Johanna nodded. That was almost honest. She looked at your face. The still line of your eyelids. Your mouth slightly parted, as though the last word had not quite finished leaving it. Not like this. You had said it. Or something in you had said it, using the last edge of flesh still available.

Not like this. Johanna kept it as an order. Not as a plea. She was no good with pleas.

In the Library, Dream closed one record. Lucienne looked at him.

"We haven’t finished."

"No."

"Then..."

"She cannot wait for us to finish."

The sentence admitted no reply. Matthew lowered his head.

"Are you going to intervene?"

Dream looked at the mark.

"Not as before."

"That doesn’t answer whether you’re going to intervene."

"Yes."

Matthew swallowed.

"That doesn’t reassure me either."

"It is not meant to reassure you."

Lucienne slowly closed the book she had open.

"My lord, if you touch the bond..."

"I won’t touch it from outside."

She understood before Matthew did.

"You will enter the edge."

Dream gave the faintest nod. Matthew opened his wings.

"That edge where she’s almost dying, and the Kingdom is learning far too quickly, where Desire got his metaphorical fingers into it? The one where Destiny has a page that can’t decide what story it wants to tell and Death has just said time’s up? That edge?"

"Yes."

"I just wanted to confirm that we were all talking about the same horrible edge."

Dream did not answer. Lucienne stepped around the table.

"If you go in there, the Kingdom will watch."

"I know."

"And it will learn."

"Only if I impose shape."

"Everything you do imposes shape."

That phrase would have been insolent in another mouth. In Lucienne’s, it was precision. Dream accepted it.

"Then I will not impose."

Matthew let out a brief sound.

"Sorry. You? Not impose?"

Lucienne looked at him.

"Not now."

"Right. Yes. Terrible moment to point out personality patterns."

Dream held Lucienne’s gaze.

"I will look for the point at which she can still hear me."

"And if there isn’t one?"

The question remained. Not as fear. As obligation. Dream looked toward the line joining the mark to the waking world.

"Then I arrive too late."

No one answered. Because none of them could bear to soften it. The Library withdrew from him as Dream closed his eyes.

It did not disappear. It did not yield. It merely stepped back enough.

The Kingdom knew its King. It knew his orders, his silences, his impulses. It had learned from his authority for ages. Now it had to learn something else: the outline of a presence approaching without taking.

That cost it something. It cost Dream something too.

Power is a form of memory. You use it once, a thousand times, for longer than any human body could imagine, and afterward you begin to think that will can be separated from its own habit simply because you decide so. But the sovereign gesture lives in the hand even when the hand remains still. It lives in the voice before speaking. It lives in the thought before it is formed. Dream had to strip each one of those impulses out of himself.

Not to command. Not to correct. Not to close. Not to hold by force. Not to save before asking. The thread appeared. Not visually. Not as a rope or a light.

It would be more exact to call it a tension between two impossibilities. On one side, the Kingdom. On the other, the waking world. Between them, you. Not as a willing bridge. Not as a simple victim. Not as a neat anomaly. As someone who had held open for too long a door no one had asked her to open and that no one now knew how to close without destroying something.

Dream entered the edge. He did not arrive at a place. He arrived at a condition.

There was no ground. No sky. None of the kind logic of dreams that take shape so the mind does not break from looking at them. There were fragments. The Library in one direction. The white room in another. An impossible train, very far away, crossing without rails through a memory that did not fully belong to anyone. An elevator door. A corridor. The shadow of Johanna bent over your body. The mark of a no suspended above a page that still refused to settle, and in the middle of all of it, you.

Not whole. Not as Dream had seen you in the Kingdom. Not as Johanna saw you in the bed. You were a shape made of exhaustion and will, of badly held edges, of a consciousness that was still there only because it had decided not to go that way.

Not like this. The phrase was in you like a bone.

Dream stopped at a distance. The distance mattered. You did not lift your head. Perhaps you did not have a head in that place in any stable way. Perhaps the edge took from you only what was necessary for him to understand that you were listening.

"Y/N."

Your name did not drag you toward him. That was the first thing Dream took care over. Not to call you the way one calls a lost thing. Not to command your attention. Only to place your name in the space and wait to see whether, if anything remained in you capable of answering, it would choose to do so.

You took time. Or perhaps time was of no use there. Something in your shape changed. Not much, but enough.

"No," you said.

The word arrived broken. Not from weakness of meaning. From lack of body. Dream inclined his head very slightly.

"I have not asked anything yet."

"You always ask too late."

The line could have been sarcasm. It had no strength for that. It was simply true. Dream accepted the blow without moving.

"Yes."

That made you lift your gaze, or something like lifting it. You had not expected agreement. Men, gods, kings, principles, almost no one accepts an accusation without first turning it into an argument. Dream did not. That made him more dangerous. More difficult.

"Johanna?" you asked.

"She is with you."

"My body."

"That too."

"How long?"

Dream was silent. You understood. You let out something like a laugh. It made no sound anywhere.

"Of course."

"It is failing."

"It already was."

"Not like this."

This time the phrase was his. You recognised it. You hated it. Because it had been yours and now it was in his mouth. The edge trembled. In the waking world, the monitor marked a slight variation. Johanna bent over it at once.

"Y/N."

Your body did not answer. But the line held.

In the Library, Lucienne saw the mark steady itself a little. Matthew looked at her.

"Is that good?"

Lucienne did not take her eyes off it.

"I don’t know."

"I’m starting to hate that answer."

"So am I."

At the edge, Dream did not move closer.

"I have come to make you an offer."

You closed your eyes, if they were eyes.

"Don’t save me."

"No."

The speed of the answer went through you. Dream continued:

"I have not come to save you."

"Liar."

"No."

"All of this is a form of saving."

"All of this is a way of preventing deterioration from choosing for you."

The edge fell still. Not in peace. In precision. Dream took one step, but not toward you. Toward a place where you could see him without his presence covering you.

"The body is closing possibilities."

You did not answer.

"Destiny saw the open page. Death saw the limit. Desire saw the hunger. Lucienne sees the record. Johanna sees the flesh."

Pause.

"I see what happens if I wait."

Your shape grew fainter.

"Don’t use me as an excuse."

"No."

"The Kingdom..."

"The Kingdom is still waiting."

"Your subjects..."

"They are afraid."

"Then go to them."

"I am with them."

That phrase irritated you. It showed in the thread.

"You can’t be everywhere."

"No."

Another acceptance. Another blow that did not defend itself. Dream lowered his voice.

"I cannot save everyone in the same way."

There was the first new truth. Not grand. Not ornamented. Not sovereign. Almost human, though spoken by something that was not. You looked at him with exhaustion.

"And what am I in that sentence?"

Dream took a moment to answer. Not because he did not know. Because the easy answer was dangerous. He could not say my priority. He could not say the cause. He could not say the channel. He could not say the centre. Every word locked you into a function.

So he said:

"The one who can still choose something before the body does."

The edge contracted.

In the waking world, your fingers moved slightly. Johanna saw them. She did not speak. She was afraid of breaking it. Dream felt the movement. He did not take hold of it.

"That is what I have come to ask of you."

"Ask?"

The word came out in disbelief. Yes. After all this. After dragging you into the Kingdom and pursuing you in waking, after holding the channel, after turning you into variable, threat, wound, and family question, Dream of the Endless was using a word that did not sit naturally in his mouth.

Ask.

"Yes," he said.

"You don’t know how to ask."

"I am learning."

"That ought to worry me."

"It does."

Something like a smile may have passed through your shape. It did not become one. But it came close. Dream saw it. He did not claim it.

"You do not cross from deterioration," he said.

The phrase entered the edge with the weight of a law that did not want to be law.

"You cross from decision."

You did not answer. Somewhere far away, Destiny’s page seemed to tighten.

Dream went on:

"If you wait for the body to close the page, it will not be choice. It will be consequence."

"Everything is consequence."

"Not everything."

"Destiny wouldn’t agree."

"Destiny said it was not inevitable."

That reached you. Not as relief. As vertigo. Not inevitable. You still hated that phrase. You hated it because it did not free you. If it was not inevitable, then you had participated. If it was written as possibility, then you were not clean of the page. If it remained open, then the weight of closing it could still fall to you.

"And if I don’t want to cross?"

"Then you do not cross by my will."

"And I die?"

Dream held the silence. He could not lie.

"I don’t know."

"That is almost honest."

"It is honest."

"Almost."

He inclined his head.

"Yes."

The edge filled with a faint stillness. You seemed to be listening to something else. Perhaps your body. Perhaps Johanna. Perhaps Death’s voice, though she was not there and yet still kept saying that borrowed time had ended. Perhaps Desire whispering that even your refusal was hunger. Perhaps Destiny turning pages that would not settle into a single reading.

"What is the price?" you asked.

Dream did not soften the answer.

"You will not return intact."

You did not react. Or perhaps you already knew.

"The waking world may cease to belong to you as it did before."

"It doesn’t belong to me anymore."

"The Kingdom may claim you in ways I cannot foresee."

"Convenient."

"No."

"For you, yes."

The accusation came out weak, but exact. Dream received it.

"If the Kingdom claims you without your decision, I would call it salvation and it would be a lie."

You went still.

"If I claim you, the same."

The thread vibrated. That sentence mattered. Not because it resolved anything. Because it named the danger without disguising it.

Dream continued:

"I cannot promise you an intact return. I cannot promise there will be no loss. I cannot promise you will keep every memory, every boundary, every shape of body, every human way of belonging to time."

The waking world appeared behind you for an instant.

The bed. The light. Johanna. The monitor. Your own hand, motionless beneath a sheet. Seeing it from the edge was worse than imagining it. Because the body did not look like a prison. It looked like something that had held you up until it broke. Poor body.

Your body.

The only house you never treated like a house because you were too busy using your mind as an instrument of escape. Dream saw it too. He did not look away.

"And you," you said.

The word came out low.

"What do you lose?"

The question struck him somewhere deeper than