#contemplations.

I wonder if it's a good thing. 

Talking to you isn't the same as it always was.  There's no easy conversation and free flowing laughter. I'm always self conscious of what I should say, rather than simply saying what's on my mind.  I feel like you'd rather not be talking to me.  Sometimes, just because there is't anything to talk about, I'd rather not be talking to you.  (Not in person, I mean).  But I miss you too.  Maybe too much is different now.