#constantfight

Officially registered! Taking my talents to #SaltLakeCity to represent #Florida. 😂 Hope to see many of my fellow #transplant recipients and living donors there. I'll be bringing my #videocamera again to make something cool! Don't forget to send me #footage to use for the #video! @transplant_games @cfconstantfight #teamflorida #teamfl #transplantgames #olympics #slc #slcutah #eventvideography #producerlife #transplantlife #cysticfibrosis #cf #cfsucks #constantfight

I want something -radically- different... But I know I'm not ready for it yet and I probably never will be... I just want to escape but there is no escape from my mind & thoughts, no escape from my brain that keeps me up all night, no escape from my constantly aching body, no escape from how lonely I always feel, no escape from all of my pain(s)... Because wherever I go it will always be with me, I will always be with me. I just wanna fly away, I just wanna sleep, I just wanna get better, I just wanna completely disappear sometimes (most of the time)... I've been hiding from the world, from the others & mostly from myself, hiding from LIFE for way too long now even though it wasnt really intentionally. I cant keep on waiting for things that might never happen, I just cant keep on waiting #constantfight #youdonthavetobestrongallthetime #Ifeelsoalone #Imjustsotired #Imsoscared (à Hong Kong)