#consecratedthrone

when or if I started shipping it. it started out as a joke because pure's name on skype was "papa I'd like to fuck" and I very innocently asked if that applied to me and it wAS REALLY FUNNY BUT THEN IT BECAME HEARTBREAKING AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE MORALITY ASPECT OF THIS BUT IT REALLY HURTS

my thoughts: neo is such an idiot and purea is so patient with him, and it's so wonderful because they like each other for who they are and nothing else. Prayer acknowledges that Neo isn't Mwu and Neo appreciates Prayer as a human being and not a clone, and it just makes me hurt a lot on the inside because they're just these two people in situations they don't want to be in trying to find moments of okayness, and they happen to find those moments when they're with each other. and also because Neo keeps getting mad over the stupidest things and pretending to be creeped out constantly by the Supreme Librarian but he's actually the bigger flirt and it's so cuTE BECAUSE PUREA IS SO INNOCENT AND I

What makes me happy about them: i really the idea of neo trying to show pure the world while he can, and everything viewed in reality instead of through a computer screen, and how they can just spend time together and enjoy it because they're together and nEO PRETENDS HE DOESN'T LIKE IT BUT HE REALLY DOES while purea isnt afraid to show his happiness. god pureas just happy neos there with him and I cant breathe

What makes me sad about them: they're never meant to have a happy ending no matter how hard either of them try

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: THERE ARE NO FANFICS OF NEOPURE (UNLESS YOU COUNT THE ONES I WROTE)

Things I look for in fanfic: THERE ARE NO FANFICS OF NEOPURE (UNLESS YOU COUNT THE ONES I WROTE)

My kinks: BDSM and victorian era and purea in womens clothing and????????????????????????????????frustrated angry sex i guess

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: NeoKira, KanaPure

I'M GOING TO ASSUME THIS DOESN'T INCLUDE SEED AND SEED DESTINY OK

Favorite character: LOWE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOWE GUELE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Least Favorite character: idk omfg i think i like everyone soBS

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): Lowe/Red Frame, KanaPure, GaiLowe (bye), I don't know I'm not very good at shipping, NDHE/Gale Strike

Character I find most attractive: LOWE GUELE

Character I would marry: LOWE GUELE wait no he'd be a horrible husband (I actually want to marry the Professor, probably)

Character I would be best friends with: Purea because he is too nice u v u

A random thought: CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE THAT DESTINY ASTRAY IS REMASTERED I CAN'T BREATHE I CAN'T HANDLE IT I JUST????????????????? And also everyone on Astray is so wacky and colourful and I love them a lot, and VS Astray sucks balls for making me cry goodbye

An unpopular opinion: ASTRAY ITSELF IS FUCKING UNPOPULAR DONT TALK TO ME

My canon OTP: KANAPURE IS CANON DONT ARGUE

Non-canon OTP: NeoPu--oh wait only astray characters right (gailowe is hurting my soul)

Most badass character: rondo mina sahaku.......... or gai murakamo

Pairing I am not a fan of: purea/anyone who isnt kana (im so sorry)

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): PRAYER REVERIE FUCK YOU

Nervous.

That's a good indicator of how Mwu feels.

In fact, maybe nervous isn't good enough. It's a stomach-sinking, heart-palpitating, palm-sweating kind of terror that makes its way into every blood cell inside of him--Mwu swears he didn't do anything wrong.

He doesn't like failure. He doesn't like disappointing people he owes big things to.

He doesn't want to disappoint Prayer.

He spends a couple of seconds pacing, trying to steel himself for the scolding he'll probably receive. He wonders if Prayer knows about his skirmish with Lacus Clyne and how she'd attempted to twist information out of him. He figures he probably does. That's what the Supreme Librarian is for, isn't it? Knowing everything?

Mwu takes in a deep breath before he finally stands straight in front of Prayer's door.

He wipes his palms on his pants and swallows thickly.

He really hopes he didn't do anything wrong.

Yikes... sounds serious...

Librarian-san:

I found this recording Rey Za Burrel and I did... a few years ago, now.

//Durandal's definitely not someone I've written before, so thank you for the challenge.

The fruit of his labor was blooming. Off to the side, Meer was peering down onto the floor below through the large, framed window panes of his office. The fall of her long pink hair was glaringly bright in the dim lighting of his office, but he couldn't have been more thrilled. Her surgery and subsequent recovery was a success, and she was ripe for throwing at the people of the PLANTs as a replacement for their lost idol.

Meer turned and, throwing a smile in his direction, asked in apparent disbelief, "My first appearance is next week?"

"Yes," Durandal answered in a smooth voice, clasping his hands behind his back. "Next Monday. Have you prepared your song?"

Meer turned away demurely. "I have, but I'm not sure if I'm ready yet."

He gave her a reassuring smile. "Of course you are."

//Awww, thanks so much, sweets! :D

Mirror

"You’re a universal reflection, Lacus.  And when there’s a reflection in front of a reflection, when two mirrors reflect one another, that creates infinity.  You can see to the end of everything — or you can’t see the end.  Nevertheless, it’s there.  It’s important."

The end of everything — someone else’s words.  

…Yet the sight of the strange mirroring man, triggering dangerous infinity, indeed.

Dangerous, controlled, manufactured infinity.

Quite wrong.

And yet.

 "When you come face to face with your own reflection…It’s easy to hate, and hard to love.  Something to remember.”

Meer-san was easy to love, very much, very deeply, for not being herself.

His reflection should have been much easier to hate, perhaps. 

Much, much harder to love.

And so she said to the man in his looking-glass, "Prayer Reverie, there is, perhaps, a reason people go seeking always to be reflected in others, trying to find themselves outside of themselves…"