#conner spangler

I've been here for too long, I thought I moved on, But this relationship has a hold on me. I've been here for too long, But I'm still left so empty. I can't love the way I should, Your bitterness has never left me good! It's been twenty years and I can't understand why! Why did you leave me lonely, Why did you walk away from family? I'm in a confession cell, And it feels like hell. Oh I'm out of control, One little thing drops me like a noose strangling my neck! Why do you suffocate me like this? Can't you just love me? I go to church to step out of hell, But know one stays to seek me! I'm in the hell, I need a hand. Why do I do this to me.

I'm sitting on hill too dreams, Things ain't always what it seems. I got my heart on a thousand strings. Yeah it ain't always what it seems, Often it's harder to be blind than believe. I guess we got that government thing, The fighting for right and left. Fuck it. We still live as the minority, You know priority. I tried talking to a man upstairs. He was high on class A, I am still left in class Z. I'm making it, Money ain't what it seems. I'm too full of dreams. I got nothing in the bank but I'm rich as fuck. The dreams keep me alive, The top keeps me dreaming, And the goals keep me fighting for the top. It's not about the money, But it Makes it easier. It's not about the girl, But she makes life sweeter. Maybe I'm just fucking bitter like the rest of you. My jobs a life eater, You should know, you work too? The government won't always be there. We won't always be there. Hold your own kid. Take a walk instead of the bus. Grow up kid, I know it's hard, you're one of us. I'm one of you. To think I was sitting on a hill with dreams. My dreams all faded, Life got basic, I'm still walking the same dream.