#confessionboth

I've been here for too long, I thought I moved on, But this relationship has a hold on me. I've been here for too long, But I'm still left so empty. I can't love the way I should, Your bitterness has never left me good! It's been twenty years and I can't understand why! Why did you leave me lonely, Why did you walk away from family? I'm in a confession cell, And it feels like hell. Oh I'm out of control, One little thing drops me like a noose strangling my neck! Why do you suffocate me like this? Can't you just love me? I go to church to step out of hell, But know one stays to seek me! I'm in the hell, I need a hand. Why do I do this to me.