i’m not sure i do, if i’m being honest. i think it’s something i’d only want if it really felt right, and i’m not convinced it ever will. i think kids are very cute, but there’s so much more that goes into being a parent than that, and i’m just not sure. part of me do want it in a way, but i don’t think that alone is enough of a reason. like in a way i could see myself starting afamily with someone i really love if that was something that was very important for them, but i would also be so terrified of getting it wrong, because it’s such a huge responsibility. and if i had a kid and something happened to them i don’t think i’d ever be able to handle that. i think i have a very big fear of loss, and that sometimes makes me hesitant about really big things like that