wondering
at the moment i’m wondering what i’m doing after my gap year. i really enjoy my work. i share my life with people with and without learning disabilities. i met so many kinds of people with a variety of beliefs, character and nationalty. i’m thankful for everything; for all the laughs i had and challenges i had to face. right now i have the desperate urge to go far far way; in 6 months of course when my time in england ends. at the same time i want to meet the expectations of my parents. sure, it’s best to do what i think it’s right, but to be honest, i don’t know what’s best for me. from the bottom of my heart, i have frankly no clue what i want. people say listen to your heart and everything’s will figure out by itself. i wonder
