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he sees him everywhere, still, even knowing now, as he does, that bucky is S A F E with t’challa. ( DESPITE that steve’s always been more of a dog person, t’challa has done more than steve had any right to expect.)
it STARTED when steve recognized bucky the first time--KNOWING the other man was alive translated into seeing him EVERYWHERE; the supermarket, the park, even in the tower. the thing is, steve’s no stranger to being HAUNTED by bucky, but this is something different---
this man is VERY MUCH real and alive, not an echo steve is projecting ( which is what sam calls it, projecting which is a very nice way of saying ‘guilt-induced crazy and imagining things). point being, this bucky lookalike is not only EERILY accurate, he’s not a ghost.
STEVE KNOWS, logically, that it isn’t bucky--no missing metal arm, for one--but he stares too long at the STRANGER and has to stutter an apology when he gets caught.
“ -----i’m sorry, you look-- ”
familiar, he thinks, but the words die in his throat, get stuck on their way out and steve’s never been short on COURAGE ( or as his mother would say, steve’s never been short on pig-headed bravado ) but COURAGE isn’t enough to push the words “you look like my best friend but with less metal” out of his mouth. he settles for another apology.
“ i’m sorry. ”







