father, I don't think I want forgiveness but I thought to inform you of something unholy I have done. I have come to know a student who plans to become a priest when his studies are complete. You see he confessed to me of his impure thoughts and I gave him rationalization and empathy.
Though, it seems he has come to like me, and I him. And I confess I have led him astray. For even though he has not even kissed anyone yet, refrains from masturbation or any porn, and spends his time with studies about the Bible and old languages, he desires to be led.
I couldn't help myself. I encouraged him, when he came to me all needy, to rut his pillow, and engage in self pleasure. Oh to avoid his guilt I said I'd take responsibility. That it was my doing. And he came, imagining my hand on his face pressing down into the sheets as I filled him up and took his body for my pleasure. A while after, learning of his sensitive chest, I led him again. To imagine my mouth and teeth on his skin, only my hands relentlessly playing with his nipples. How delicious it was that he could cum just from that.
Ah I fear I cannot stop. He knows I am evil for him. Yet we both seem to be far too inclined to continue. I adore it.
How lucky of me. How shameful of me.
Thank you for hearing me out Father. I thought someone ought to know, of this delicious boy and my sin. Even though I know better, I'll continue all the same.
...I see.
If it isn't absolution you seek, then I see no reason to assign any sort of penance for such a transgression.
That, and if I might be presumptuous, I trust you are suffering enough grappling with yourself. You know better. He knows better.
Perhaps you two serve a purpose to one another beyond pleasure. Perhaps you are his temptation and he, in turn, could be your repentance.
If you indulge him, I think it only fair he indulge you in return, should that be acceptable to you both. I mean to say, simply, you could bring your confession to him, and allow your priest, for once, to lead you.
