#confession asks

relatable

Bestie 🥹🥹

These were from the Confession time post - I had to look them up.

🌿 - you don’t realise how beautiful you are (imma cry now)

🌎 - why are you so far away?!?!? (this is the most accurate statement. come here right now. I demand it!)

🌻 - I could talk to you for hours (agreed. video knitting hang after my vacation for reals)

💐 - you’re a total cutie (nah you’re just being silly)

🌷🍄🍒🍂🌞💐

-SK! 😈

🌷- you have a super sweet smile

🍄- Let’s hold hands & explore for hours

🍒- you’re such a tease

🍂- I wanna lay in bed and cuddle you

🌞- I wanna make out with you

💐- you’re a total cutie

Look at you getting bold! 😏 I like it!

BUT YES???

It's starts off with Mammon and Levi, being clingy, and fighting over something dumb. The three of you are on your bed, both of them curled into your sides as Mammon plays with your hand and Levi's attention is on his hand held. You tone them out, something about Levi got getting all the coins in the last mini game, and how they aren't important.

Belphie slips in, sighing as he crawls above you and uses your stomach as a pillow, effectively falling asleep- but not before he calls his older brothers morons as they yell about him interrupting their time with you. They settle down, Mammon still clinging to your hand as the other now plays with Belphies hair, messing it up just a bit. You're sure you can hear a purr come from him if only the two next to you didn't start up again.

Beel joins in, smiling at everyone together, before jumping to Levi's side and swinging an arm over him, you, and Belphie, before settling on Mammon. He's so warm Levi eventually falls asleep too, cursing the fact that he's the only reptilian demon, but damn does Beels intense body heat feel amazing right now.

Satan and Asmo come in, both wondering why there was a lack of yelling and overall chaos in the house. Asmo jumps to Beel and cuddles for his warmth as well, before Satan sits on the bed next to Mammon, hesitantly resting his head on his brother's chest.

By the time Lucifer walks in all of you are half asleep, and he's exhausted after looking through the whole house to find his brother's for dinner. He'll slip in where the pillows are, making you, Mammon, and Beel lift your heads before using him as a pillow. To your surprise, he's warmer than Beel!

Soon, you all fall asleep, everybody on top of one another, either in pajamas from before or general lounge wear. Heavy, long, and soft breathing fills the room as one if the few moments of peace settles in the house.

And you wonder if this is what the Celestial Realm must be like.

15. "Please marry me."

*****

Tadashi stood quietly off to the side of the room. He had gotten good at canceling out the noise but some days it was impossible not to hear it; hear the way Ainosuke’s aunts pestered him to do better, to get a wife.

"Married by thirty," they warned.

Marriage. Ainosuke was going to be married off. It was inevitable as of right now. They would marry him off to a rich woman. Hopefully she was nice. Hopefully she was kind, and hopefully Ainosuke would be kind to her. He wondered if she would allow them to—

Tadashi didn't dare think about it. He didn't dare consider the possibility that she might allow them to continue their arrangement. It put far too much hope in him. It was already pathetic enough that he even hoped that he could be Ainosuke’s side piece or mistress of sorts.

"You are dismissed."

That, along with the sound of Ainosuke turning to leave, was what he heard next, and Tadashi obediently followed him out. Instead of going back to his office, though, they made an early turn.

"Mister Ainosuke?"

"Just a smoke break," Ainosuke said. Tadashi knew that anyone who wasn't a servant could smoke in the manor. The staff had to clean the walls and roof more often due to it, well not Tadashi. Tadashi was a secretary now. When Aiichiro had appointed him as such he had told Tadashi that it was a blessing that 'A stupid garden boy like you could make it even this far! You're smart and obedient though. Keep that up and maybe my son 'll do somethin' with you!' Drunk. He had been drunk. Although he hadn't been wrong.

They walked around the pool they used to skate in and into the garden, winding around hedges until Ainosuke stopped and began to pull out a cigarette. He had it halfway out of the case before he pushed it back and snapped it shut. Instead reaching over to grab Tadashi by the tie and pull him close and into a surprisingly gentle kiss that betrayed the action that initially brought him so close.

Tadashi kissed him back and closed his eyes. Usually their kisses started with Tadashi being pinned against the desk, or the car pulling over, or Ainosuke texting him late at night when his aunts were passed out due to too much wine. This kiss was followed by gentle touches. Ainosuke letting go of his tie and combing his fingers through Tadashi’s hair. Ainosuke gently cupping his cheek. Ainosuke moving his hands to his sides under his suit jacket. Tadashi left his hands on Ainosuke’s shoulders, but would squeeze in appreciation sometimes.

"Tadashi?" Ainosuke eventually pulled away. Just barely. They could feel each other's breaths being swallowed by the other. There was a plea in his voice. A plea that could mean anything. Maybe Ainosuke just wanted to forget about everything and he wanted Tadashi to he the one to take him there, or maybe... just maybe...

"Please marry me," Tadashi whispered. The way everything froze he thought for a split second that Ainosuke might not have heard him. Then he was pulling away.

"What did you say?" Ainosuke asked. He looked conflicted. Maybe he wanted Tadashi to say it again or maybe he wanted them to pretend it never happened.

"Please marry me. Marry me and leave this place."

"But what about—"

"Ainosuke? Please. This is what I want. You always seem to want to know what I want or what I'm thinking and heaven only knows why, but I want this. I mean— you don't even have to marry me. I just want you to be happy and to leave with me and—" a kiss was pressed to his lips once more. A brief one that cut him off but helped him with not feeling so overwhelmed. He had started back pedaling.

"Okay," Ainosuke whispered.

"Okay?" Tadashi looked up at him and couldn't get a read on his face.

"Okay."

Awww, thanks for the hug!

🍻Balam - “ if you could do anything in world, what would it be ?”

🍻Sybilla- “ if anything, what makes you hate a person ?”

🍺 "More than anything in the world ❤️" - Haider

🍺 "Everything. I want to be able do everything... Well but really, really, I just want to be able to slow down without feeling guilty. I want to be able to go to sleep without the thought that I haven't earned it. I'm fucking sick of how much I make myself work, and I hate that I can't stop it." - Balam