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âI got the message today. I donât know how to feel yet.
A part of me thinks I couldâve done something before this. She thinks I tried, but I really didnât. I was disgusted. The fact that she could so carelessly push people awayâŚ
It reminded me too much of myself. I killed people simply because I wanted to that way. I didnât care. I didnât have a reason to care.
She was never like that though, and I know it wouldnât have changed anything.
But⌠the feelingâs still there. Iâm not the same person she thought I was. And hopefully, the others can take care of the funeral services better than I could.â

















