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āI got the message today. I donāt know how to feel yet.
A part of me thinks I couldāve done something before this. She thinks I tried, but I really didnāt. I was disgusted. The fact that she could so carelessly push people awayā¦
It reminded me too much of myself. I killed people simply because I wanted to that way. I didnāt care. I didnāt have a reason to care.
She was never like that though, and I know it wouldnāt have changed anything.
But⦠the feelingās still there. Iām not the same person she thought I was. And hopefully, the others can take care of the funeral services better than I could.ā










