#commander j

"No idea." You turned back to face the front checking your phone once again. You heard a loud gasp behind you and turned to the girl from earlier. She had a star struck look painted on her face. She stuttered uncontrollably as you finally followed her line of vision.

All air seemed to escape you the moment your eyes fell upon the sight. B.A.P was smiling happily as they greeted the fans from earlier who had run out of their place in line. They held boxes of pizza as they continued to make their way towards the entrance, security guards dressed in black around them to keep the fans from coming to close.

That was when you locked eyes with him and that angelic smile of his surfaced as his eyes closed. Jung Daehyun, your precious smiling angel was walking towards you.

All thoughts fled you as he was mere feet from you now. The rest of B.A.P. separating amongst the long line now as fans tried to hurry back into place.

You always had this cool speech planned in your head if you had ever met him by fate of chance-the few Korean phrases you had learned to impress him, but as Daehyun stood right in front of you, you could barely speak English, let alone remember your name.

He was so much more beautiful in person, not the person he was on stage, or behind your computer screen. But as you saw him up close, you saw his imperfections, his beauty marks, the bags beneath his eyes from the jet lag and he was the most beautiful person in the world. His imperfections were perfections.

"Pizza?" You seemed to snap out of your trance at his thick accent.

"Uh-" you stuttered.

"You wait long. Eat." He took out a slice and handed it to you.

You flushed at his broken English, your inner fangirl wanting to scream. But instead you took the slice he held out to you with shaking hands, as your fingers brushed along his. You looked down as you replied a soft thank you in Korean. You saw from the corner of your eye as he beamed at you, his hand coming up to pat your head as he chuckled a 'cute' in his native tongue.

You flushed harder at the word and turned to look away.

He proceeded to the next girl and you watched as she reached out for him, asking for a hug in sign language. He smiled and hugged her to him before pulling back and offering her a pizza. She was red in the face at hugging him. You nearly kicked yourself in the head for not asking for a hug or autograph or photo. But the contact he made with you was enough. So you watched him as he proceeded to  the next girl in line, his fanservice in full mode as he threw hearts and kisses. You weren't jealous but content at how happy U.S. babies made him.

Soon enough they were done handing out the pizza and waved goodbye as they walked back around the building. You checked your phone once again and the doors were about to be opening.

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Sweat ran down your face as you jumped to every song. They danced with such power and sang with charisma. You cheered and hollered with the rest of the fans. The lights dimmed as a random woman entered the stage, a mic in her hand.

Yongguk began speaking in Korean as he gestured to the many fans in the audience.

The woman lifted the mic to her lips as she repeated his words in English.

“B.A.P will now each choose a fan to bring on stage to perform for.” Screams erupted in the crowd as hands shot up in the air to be chosen.

You joined in with the loud fanchants, knowing that your luck wasn’t good enough to get picked, let alone by Daehyun. So you stood and watched them happily as they each began to choose someone. Body guards helping the fans around the gates and onto the stage as the members went to greet them. Daehyun was still browsing the crowd as he touched his chin in a troll like manner. You watched him with a smile as he scanned your section, his eyes locking on yours. That same smile of his lit up on his features as he pointed in your direction. The girls around you began to go crazy, shoving each other lightly as they thought they were called.

A security guard came over to your side as he pointed at each girl, Daehyun shaking his head no. You knew he was looking directly at you but you didn’t think it was possible he was picking you.

“Come.” He laughed in English. He patted his head then pointed at you again and that was when you knew it was you.

You walked through the crowd of girls and towards the guard. He pointed at you, looking back at Daehyun as Daehyun nodded, indicating you were the right one. The guard easily lifted you over the fence and escorted you to the side of the stage. You walked with shaking legs onto the center of the stage, a stool awaiting you as the other five girls were already seated.

You sat down and looked up as a shadow casted over you, Daehyun smiling down at you. You smiled back and watched as he lifted the mic to his lips, beginning to sing a ballad, the music faintly coming in. Everything around you seemed to disappear as all you could see was Daehyun standing before you. The way the light behind him captured him and his soft features. They way he sang with emotion. You didn’t notice when he had stopped singing and the others continued where he left off.

You were too entranced in him.

The song seemed to finish to quickly as the crowd roared. The girls being escorted off the stage by stage hands.

You went to follow but were stopped short as Daehyun held out his hand to you. You grasped it as he lifted you from the stool and pulled you into a tight embrace.

You squeaked lightly, hoping he didn’t hear it. But his light chuckle in your ear indicated he had indeed heard you. You flushed, burying your face in his neck in embarrassment. The crowd roared in cat calls and jealousy. You pulled away quickly, becoming shy at the attention.

“Thank you, my baby.” Daehyun whispered so only the two of you could hear. You looked up into his eyes and smiled at him.

“No, thank you.” You replied.  A guard came your way, encasing your arm as he dragged you away from Daehyun, your hand slipping from his as you were pulled further and further away from him. He watched you until the last moment when you were back down in the audience.

The concert continued on but every now and then Daehyun would glance your direction or would come to your side of the stage and purposefully dance in front of you.

Somehow you fell even more in love than you were before.

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The concert ended as the adrenaline still pumped in your veins. You waited as long as possible for most of the fans to leave so you wouldn’t be rushed out in a crowd. You grabbed your sign and bag and began exiting the hall.

“Excuse ma’am?” You turned to see a body guard behind you. You grew anxious at what he wanted from you.

“Yes?”

“Can you come with me?” He turned on his heel, expecting you to follow. And for some reason, you did.

“Am I in trouble?” you asked hesitantly.

“No, I was told to bring you.” You followed him around the stage and through hallways.

“By whom?”

He opened a door and that was when you saw them. Daehyun jumped up from the couch and walked over to you quickly, dragging you inside their backstage dressing room.

Your heart seemed to stop as you wanted to pinch yourself. Was this real?

“Hello.” He smiled, sitting on the couch and patting the seat next to him.

The other members snickered as they began introducing themselves, you taking a seat next to Daehyun.