#comfusing identity

my identity is getting so confusing. I am a hyena, I am a wolf, I am a fox, I just am all of my types. it's not like they're theriotypes, they are me, I am them. the hyena, fox and wolf in me feel so different compared to the sandcat and Dalmatian. with my Dalmatian I can tell it's a past life because of shifting. my sandcat is a theriotype, it doesn't feel the same as the other parts of me and I can only really, willingly shift as a sandcat, while the rest are just me. it's like I'm a mix of all of these animals, but they're all seperate? almost like there's parts of me that are hyena, parts are wolf and parts are fox, so confusing.