At the party you where a wallflower not wanting to insert yourself since you were waiting for your favorite person, your eyes scanned the crowd but you didn’t find who you were looking for. Eventually you gave up and opted to get a drink, once your back was turned you pouring something in your glass before you felt someone behind you once you turned that’s when you saw……

Enjin

“Well look who’s actually here.” He teased

you gave a smile, “yeah… it is literally a holiday.” You laughed a little sipping your beverage.

enjin nodded and leaned against the table, “I’m glad you’re here.” He said honestly, “i was hoping you would be”

The energy seemed to shift with the sweet words

“o-oh…. Uhm.” You said glancing around “I’m… glad you’re here too… i was hoping that you’d visit me. i know you’re the life of the party..” You laughed a little while a blush bloomed on your cheeks, enjin rolled his eyes playfully and wrapped his arms around you causing the blush to grow, you hugged him tightly feeling his hand rub your shoulder, enjin pulled back and smiled down at you, his own blush gracing his cheeks.

“you know tradition yeah?” He asked and you looked confused. “Uhm… yeah? You said confused

his smile grew, and looked up causing you to look up as well seeing a mistletoe

”no way you didn’t plan that,” you scoffed and enjin smile grew as he gave you a squeeze, he leaned down causing you to gasp and covered his mouth

”sorry,.. .sorry…. I panicked” you said quickly as he gently took your hand in his, the pad of his thumb pressed and traced the palm of your hand your eyes watched the movement before meeting his eyes.

”cmon… just one kiss.” He asked in a sweet low voice before giving you his charming smile.

you let out a small nervous laugh before enjin leaned closer giving you the space to decide to go threw with the kiss or not, you met his eyes one last time before nodding causing him to lean in, his hand came up, cupping your cheek tilting your head to kiss you deeper. you held his bicep as the it became more passionate, your bodies pressed close and wondering hands holding the other close as if the other will disappear. Eventually you pulled away to get some air, soft pants leaving both or your lips and enjin smiled smugly making your face turn bright red

“oh…. Shut up-“ you scoffed before hiding your face in his chest, causing a rather loud laugh out of him.

Gris

“Hi.” He smiled

“hi….” You chirped copying his smile “cool party,” you said awkwardly

Gris nodded “yea, its nice having a celebration.” He said happily as he looked around the party as you sipped your drink

The silenced loomed over you both before you broke it,

”uhm, i got you something.” You said and Gris looked over “oh?”

you nodded and grabbed a small box from your bag and passed the wrapped box to him, he gently took it and looked at it

”oh y/n you didn’t have too.” He said gently causing your heart to melt

“open it it.” You said gidddy and smiled wide at him

Gris carefully opened the box and pulled out a necklace that had a simple star on it

”oh….. y/n…” he said gently as he examined it and you stood there buzzing with excitement

”do you like it?” You asked softly and he nodded “of course i do.” He smiled brightly his eyes meeting yours as you looked like a child seeing Christmas lights the first time.

you smiled happily before you glanced up and saw a mistletoe….. a mistletoe???? Was it there the whole time????

Your face flushed and your smile faltered and Gris looked puzzled

“Are… you okay? I like the necklace-“ he comforted stepping closer standing under the mistletoe

“oh no no i.. its nothing..” you laughed and stepped back and Gris’ eyebrows furrowed more

”y/n… i do love it-“ he glanced up seeing what you saw and a smiled grew on his face “oh… i see.”

you blushed again and looked away stepping back

”you don’t have to participate, but I wouldn’t mind a Christmas kiss.” He teased and you looked at him embarrassed

”i… uhm… you want a kiss?” You asked shocked and avoided his eyes

”yeah, I don’t mind.” He smiled setting the necklace down gently

“he’s too sweet” you thought to yourself

you hesitated and nodded “uhm yah…”

Gris steeped closer and cupped your cheek and wasted no time kissing you genetly. He pressed his lips to your multiple times as you held his waist and giggled against his lips causing him to giggle aswell,

”Gris!” Enjin shouted causing him to pull away and look to where enjin shouted form

“find me later okay? I wanna see you.” He said softly as he kissed your cheek and you blushed and nodded as he picked up the necklace

”I’m serious y/n..don’t be a stranger.” Gris smiled as he put the necklace on and you laughed gently “i promise.” You said and waved as he walked off

Tamsy

“Well hello.” He smiled

“fancy seeing you here.” You joked gently and he hummed pouring more wine into your glass

”well i wanted to bump into you and thankfully succeeded, what is my wallflower doing huh??” He smiled and asked

the conversation was casual just you and him talking the two of you gravitating towards each other, his eyes never seemed to leave yours which was attractive but intimidating

he smiled as you laughed at a story he told, “its always wonderful talking to you.” He mused and you blushed

“oh Tamsy, that’s all you.” You flirted a bit and his smile grew

he stepped closer the air getting more intimate he cleared his throat

“you haven’t looked up have you?” He asked as if he pulled a prank on you, he took the glass from your hand as you shook your head confused

”I’ve noticed.” He mused before tapping under your chin, you looked up seeing the mistletoe and your smile turned awkward

“only if your comfortable with it of course.” He added casually and you looked at him blushing hard

”u-uhm… only if—“ you started but he tsked

”of course i want too… why else would I have mentioned it,” he said as if it was a known fact

embarrassment took over and he laughed softly before trapping you on both side with his hands on the table “now, do you want a kiss?” He asked serious and you hesitated but nodded

he smiled before his hand moved to you waist “wonderful..” he said before wasting no time and kissed you. You squealed into the kiss but relaxed kissing back causing him to press closer deeping the kiss

once he pulled away his eyes met yours “may i sneak another?” He whispered his eyes on your lips cupping your cheek and you giggled a little before nodding and he kissed you again, a laugh slipped passed and the kiss turned messy as teeth clashed and the laughing took over the both of you,, Tamsy moved back pressing a kiss to you cheek as you smiled brightly

Zanka

“what did i wake up to…” he sighed rubbing his face sleepily and you smiled

“it’s christmas… or just a holiday about over consumerism.” you shrugged causally and he sighed nodding along tiredly

“i forgot.” he mumbled

you nodded before clearing your throat shifting awkwardly to face him as he got a water “uhm… i… uh.. i did….” your thought phased off as riyo came over smiled before talking to you two about the party

zanka payed attention but you noticed his gaze shifting over to you, gauging your reaction to what riyo was saying

“riyo.” he said calmly and she looked over “rudo wants you.” he hummed and pointed, riyo shifted and nodded “i’ll catch ya later.” she smiled before going to rudo

you smiled nicely waving as zanka sipped his drink

“do you celebrate?” he asked his eyes focused on his drink, pink tinting his ears

“oh well. i….. do… sometimes.” you blushed causing zanka to blush more

“uhm… i got you… something”. you said catching zanka’s eyes he blushed more “you.. you don’t need to, keep it for ya self.” he scoffed gently and you shook you head holding your hand out for his, he sighed giving you his hand and you put the gift in his palm shutting it and you let go. he hesitated, his eyes on yours before opening his hand showing a hand made bracelet out of cord and clay beads

“you…..,” he looked shocked and flustered

“uhm… ya.” you blushed as he put it on admiring it

y/n… this is amazing” he said a small smile gracing his lip, you blushed looking away causing him to do the same

riyo intrupted the moment with a gasp

“Guys! you’re under the mistletoe!” she pointed and zanka looked horrified before Riyo shoved him closer and he scoffed loudly “Riyo!”

you laughed awkardly and blushed harder before he looked to you his shoulders dropping before laughing nervously

”i can just kiss your cheek its fine..” you offered awkwardly and Riyo shook her head

“Kiss him!” She cheered, causing you two to blush and zanka cleared his throat.

”is… is that okay?” He asked and you blushed and nodded

the two of you nervously leaned in, pressing your lips to each other and zanka pulled away just as quick causing you to blink shocked and he laughed awkwardly before leaving quickly. Your smile turned forced as the awkwardness set in, he left? He left…… you stayed by the drink area for a little while cursing Riyo for making it weird. After a bit you left the party, as you were on your way to your room when you got pulled into an empty room. You gasped before seein Zanka

”Z? What’re you doing?” You asked before he kissed you suddenly

“I’m sorry….” He mumbled into your lips before kissing you again causing you to melt and held his shirt tightly as the kiss progressed

”gods… I’m so sorry I left…” he whispered between kisses and you cupped his jaw, “is okay… its okay.. it, it was awkward i get it..” you soothed as he kissed you again

“you’re too good ta me.” He whispered before kissing you passionately

August

“WHATS UPPPP” he cheered and hugged you tightly causing your drink to almost spill,

“August!” You laughed and hugged back after setting your cup down as he swayed side happily embracing you

“I’ve haven’t seen you!” He gasped happily pulling back to look at you he cupped your face “how are you!”

you laughed as he squished your cheeks his eyes happily taking you in

”I’m good” you giggled and moved his hands and he smiled brightly

”good!” He smiled before rambling about his new project and eccentrically as you smiled brightly and nodded along, he gasped loudly and ran off to his room, you laughed a little before refilling your drink and he came back just as fast with a box

“this is for you!” He smiled and you looked at him weary,

“ you didn’t have too…..” you said gently and he shook his head pushing the box into your hands “open it!” He persisted

You opened it pulling out a jacket, your eyes lit up and August just got more and more excited if it was even possible.

”oh my gosh…” you gasped, “this is the best gift ever!”

the jacket was baggy but cozy looking and it fit you perfectly once you slipped it on and August looked thrilled that you tried it on. You gave him a small twirl and he hyped you up giving all the compliments.

”this is perfect, August.” You beamed and he laughed happily “That’s all you, y/n!”

”No way! You’re so talented!” You giggled and he shook his head,

the two of you argued playfully back and forth before he tackled you and you bumped into the table causing you both to laugh and playfully fight more.

he tickled you causing you to try and shove him away causing you both to trip, and fall, you where about to get up feeling embarrassed by the scen when he dragged you back down and you gasped as he pinned you and tickled you again when you shoved him and he landed on his back laughing, he looked up and gasped “a mistletoe!” He pulled back and cupped your cheeks and kissed you suddenly and you held his arm shocked and eventually melted into the kiss causing him to break the kiss and laugh before kissing you again, when he pulled back you blushed heavily he smiled as you sat up “you’re so stupid.” You blushed embarrassed and he smiled before pulling you back down for another kiss.

After the kiss you got up and helped August up and he laughed

“You were soooooo embarrassed!” He laughed and you blushed more before pulling him into a kiss to shut him up.

“y/n?” One of your coworkers called out and you turned off the water

”yeah?” You asked as you dried your hands

“the team is back, there’s a few wounds.” They explained

When you walked into the room Enjin started explaining what happened. You slowly made it through the team and finally made it to Tamsy, his soft eyes met yours.

”Hello y/n.” He hummed and you smiled “hey Tam.”

Tamsy cooperated with you running tests and making sure his vitals were good. He was about to say something when a different cleaner interrupted praising your work. you replied politely and turned your attention to them and Tamsy frowned.

After getting everyone fixed up, they all left but one

“Anything, I can help you with Tamsy?”

He shook his head, “Just want to enjoy your company, my dear.” He said in his soft tone

”You're too kind, Tam..” you said, discarding your gloves, he reached out to gently touch your wrist but August came in looking for his sister interrupting the moment. He huffed as you went to see where she went off too.

That night, Tamsy snuck around the corridors, the silence overflowing the space, until he heard you speaking to Gris in the dining hall, soft laughs filled the quiet as Gris’ eyes stayed trained on you as you sipped your glass of alcohol. A soft giggle escaping your lips every once and a while. Tamsy’s eyes stayed focused on the scene before him, not wavering or portraying any emotion as he listened in on the conversation that turned hushed as your faces grew closer and soft giggles filled the area. Tamsy glared before rushing off, coming up with a plan to get you away from all these people, all these prying eyes, he needs you away and only with him. He can’t take the idea of someone else seeing you… being ??? With you????? That’s for him, not Gris…. Not your stupid coworkers, only him, it can only be him…

The following day you were in your room humming as you got ready for the work. Your clothes smoothed down so you looked proper. You hair brushed and your coffee hot and caffeinated your system. After finishing a cup you went to the dining hall to get another mug full when you saw the coffee canister was empty, a sigh slipped past your lips. You moved to put your mug in the wash bin when you felt a looming presence behind you and that’s when you turned and saw tamsy.

“Good morning.” He said gently

“Good morning Tammy. I thought you had a mission today?” You asked as his fingers brushed against yours to collect your mug and pour some of the coffee he has to share.

“I do but I wanted to see you before I go.” He hummed passing the mug back and stepped closer

”What a wonderful thing to say.” You hummed sipping the coffee and he moved an inch closer, his hand came up to your cheek getting your attention, “how about tonight you come see me…” he said gently causing your eyebrows to furrow “huh?”

”i need you to come see me… just us.” He said softly “i need you too.”

you glanced around seeing it was just the two of you in the corridor.

”I'll have your favorite candy, your favorite drink…. Anything…. Just… just be there with me, my love.” He begged gently, the air grew thick with tension, your eyes focused back on him.

”tam…. I- i….. I have to work, its a long shift-“

he shook his head “no…” he said tugging you closer, his fingers hooked in your belt loop giving you no space to move.

”Tamsy i-“ your words where cut off, tamsy has casted a glare to the interruption of follo

”i-I’m sorry… Gris needs you y/n.” He explained sheepishly

You looked to Tamsy who’s eyes where already on you as if he’s giving you a ultimatum

“i… I’m so sorry..” you said moving out of his grasp, his fingers stayed in your belt loop a moment longer giving you a tug

“come and see me tonight,” he said lowly

you hesitated before nodding, and he let you go.

After a long conversation with Gris about getting all the equipment properly sanitized and the risks of the new mission you were working to help fellow doctors. Another late night, an exhausting one at that, had you as a walking corpse to clean up, you stumbled to the nearest bed when Tamsy came into the room, your bleary eyes caught his and he sighed

“dedicated to your work but not your word i see.” He complained

“I-im sorry it was a clean day a-and i just had to stitch up so many people…” you sighed exhausted and his eyebrows unfurrowed. Tamsy wondered over as you spoke sitting next to you, a deep sigh left your lips and you leaned your head on his shoulder, he wasted no time wrapped his arm around you

”did…… Gris help you….” He asked calmly

“He was busy today.” You mumbled

a sickly sweet smile graced his lips as if he won something, “I’ll help you, my dear,… I’ll always help you.”

Tamsy then helped you finish making the hospital beds and put away the old covers to get washed. After what felt like ages he finally dragged you to his room, his hand on your back as you yawned and dragged your feet. Once in his room he helped you take your heavy boots off and sat in front of you while you sat on his bed his eyes looked up at you as his hand wrapped around your leg he gently rubbed his thumb against the seam of your jeans.

”Tammy…” you mumbled cheeks slightly flushed

“yes, my dear…” he asked

“Did you happen to eat dinner already?” You asked “I’m starving.”

”We can go get some if you want.” He said calmly, his cheek brushing your leg like a cat.

you stood abruptly not expecting the intimate action “u-uhm… I should eat before drinking… i-I’m a messy drunk.” You joked before Tamsy stood

”Did I bother you?” He asked worried

“n-no.. i… I need to eat and then we can talk.” You said as you tried to slip past him

Tamsy grabbed your wrist stopping you, jealousy bubbling over “Does Gris touch you like that?” He asked frustrated

”W-what?” You scoffed looking back at him shocked

“Tell me y/n.” He demanded

“No! No!” You panicked stepping back to face him

“no?” He scoffed, stepping forward “you’re not gonna tell me?”

”nono like I don’t… I’m not with Gris!” You laughed nervously ”he just is super helpful” you explained and gave Tamsy a sheepish smile

Tamsy eyed you skeptically

You sighed “Tam…. Can we please get dinner… I’m starved.” You whined trying to defuse the situation.

Tamsy sighed deeply and nodded, the two went to the dinning hall and you told Tamsy about your day and what some of the challenges were and he talked about his missions while you two happily sat together enjoying each others company, his shoulders seemed to relax not being as tense, By the end of the night he seemed more relaxed and the two of you wandered back into his room.

”y/n….” He hummed and you turned to face him seeing he let his hair down, “do you want to change into your pajamas?” he asked, passing you the folded clothes. You took the clothes and your fingers brushed against his, after changing you where about to climb into bed with Tamsy but got a call on your bracelet

“Okay… ill be there soon.” You answered and tamsy sighed

“listen Tam..” you started but he shook his head

“i understand.” He said coldly

you pouted and draped your arms around his shoulders causing him to press your body closer to his. His hand on your lower back pressed into your skin, his face in your neck as his free hand on your upper back, you let out a deep sigh and let your hands touch his neck and back of his shoulder, “I’m sorry…” you mumbled into his neck

”It's okay y/n…” he comforted as his hand rubbed your back gently. “just…. Come back to me, okay?”

he pulled back cupping your cheeks, your tired eyes meeting him.

”promise me.” He said gently and you nodded “I promise…”

”good.” He said before kissing your forehead leaving you blushing as you made your way back into the medical hall

After a couple grueling hours of stitching up one of the cleaners you snuck back into Tamsy’s rooms, his room smelled of vanilla and roses as a small candle flickered, Tamsy stirred in bed hearing you enter his room.

”my love…” he mumbled sitting up

”sorry….” You said as you slipped off your boots again and moved to change back into your pajamas, he tiredly covered his eyes before he went to turn on his lamp but you stopped him and crawled into bed.

”oh-!” He gasped before regaining his composer

he hugged you wrapping one arm around you as the other kept him propped up, “you okay?” He asked worried his lips brushing your temple.

”just ready to sleep..” you sighed as he moved his lips brushed your neck.

a small shiver chased up your spine and he hummed encouraging you to go on,

”u-uhm… someone had a d-deep gash on their side and it had shattered metal and i had to clean and …and disinfect…..” you swallowed thickly as he adjusted you two to lay more relaxed as he pressed gentle kisses to your skin the kiss inconsistently going from your neck to collar bone. your hands pressed into his shoulders shutting your eyes tightly

Tamsy moved to kiss your jaw “is this okay, dove?” He whispered, “I wanna hear you say it's okay…. I wanna hear your voice…” he whispered against your skin

you nodded “i…. It’s okay tam….” You whispered. “I…. I just ….”

his movement paused

“i-i…. Just wasn’t expecting it…” you finished

He brushed hair out of your face, “y/n…. I….. i really care about you…” he whispered

you waited with a baited breath.

“I… you promise… that you and Gris aren’t a thing?” he asked his eyes boreing into yours.

“I promise…” you said cupping his cheek “i….. I uhm….”

Tamsy took your hand cupping his cheek pressing a kiss to your palm, an almost needy look on his face “I’ve been jealous for so long….” He murmured pressing more kisses to your palm “gods the thought of you with him drove me insane…” he panted into your skin before pulling back and sat up

your eyes followed his movements, words on the tip of your tongue but dying off twice as fast.

“Tammy….” You whispered as you propped yourself up on the pillows, he deeply sighed, running a hand through his hair.

”I need to kiss you…… please i need to feel your lips on mine… i want to take your breath, my dove….” He begged his hands interlocking with yours his lips pressing against your knuckles

you blinked not knowing if this was real. hes… actually jealous…..

”i…. I don’t entirely know what to say…”

”just say yes……” he pressed “i just need a kiss and then we can go to bed…”

you blushed more. The connection between you two was already crossing boundaries and was for sure not platonic but it was just touches here and there and maybe some forehead kisses but today he seems to be wanting more,…… no he is wanting more and you can’t wrap your head around it… did you get a fever? Is this a hangover dream? Did you pass out and you’re now in a coma waiting to wake up? What…. What is happening cause right now it seems THE Tamsy is begging for your attention,,,, soft spoken but sure of himself Tamsy…. That Tamsy, calculated and a bit cold Tamsy…...

”y/n,” he begged softly as his lips dragged across your pulse causing your eyes to flutter.

”i.. I’m sorry.” You said gently focusing back on him

”What did I lose you too?” He asked gently, guiding you to lay back onto the comforter.

“I…. I just wasn’t ready for you to…. Be so…. So loving and clingy… i…”

”Oh my darling…. I will be anything for you and I know you need some extra love.” He whispered peppering kisses across your chest. ”I know that you need me.... because I need allof you.”

”you’re speaking awfully sweet….. who are you trying to convince?”

You laughed softly as your hand gently combed through his hair.

he hummed as he kissed your stomach, his teeth gently grazing causing a gasp before his eyes met yours through his lashes.

”Tamsy.... you don’t have to talk all big….. I know that you already care and I need you to know that I’m not running around with anyone else. Gris is like… a brother he helps and is nice and that’s about it ....” You explained pushing his hair out of his face as he pressed another kiss before he moved back up to your neck his hand grabbing your jaw to angle your head up as he kissed below the ear.

You gently grabbed his wrist before speaking “tamsy.. please you don’t need-“ you where cut off when suddenly his lips were on yours, his hand around your neck as your hands moved to his back tugging his shirt pulling him closer, his hair was all around you as the kiss progressed his free hand holding your hip as your shirt rose up as he tilted his head deepening the kiss.

The morning came and you woke up with a big yawn and Tamsy’s arms around you, the sun pouring in leaving the puddle around you bothas you adjusted to be closer, finally a day off to rest and admire your rather jealous lover.

”mmm… g’morning.” He hummed kissing your cheek and smiling

”good morning……” you hummed back before kissing his lips a few times

“I’m glad you stayed the whole night” he mused cupping your cheek

“You insisted and attacked me with kisses when I was trying to use the restroom, no way in hell could escape….”

he smiled mischievously causing you to roll your eyes playfully.