oh yeah I've accepted that the other two are definitely here. as for origins we don't really know.
I started talking to voices I called Vey and Fern when I was first learning about plurality because I was having out of place thoughts and thought "well I'm getting mad at these thought bc they're ANNOYING so I'm going to do the thing where you name them carrol so you can say shut up carrol"
oh yeah and depression makes up dissociate anyways to the point I was genuinely looking up derealization depersonalization disorder
I know after The Event™ in August I was begging to not have to be the one dealing with stuff, and I treated them more solidly. I was accutely aware of the fact I was mostly lying to myself and honestly I don't know how true that was. I only have a few vent docs that recorded that.
I think Vey split for real then, and I think Fern also split around then. Abel came around February I think. Actually they might have formed from the episode then the depression was really acting up.
but yeah uhhhhh unknown origins, at a guess maybe traumaendo? or some form or neurogenic/stressgenic due to our autism and depression. Honestly, it's probably some mix of those. So mixed origin ig
