#comet blogs

You walked into my life like you didn't have a clue

And maybe I was lonely until I found you

You're magnetic, electric, I can't look away

Tell me what to do to make you stay

I look into your eyes and the world stops turning

Your laugh sets me on fire, yeah, you got me burnin'

Nothing short of amazing, you're one of a kind

Can't you see you're all that's on my mind

Oh, I wanted to share this with you

Oh, I wanted to share everything with you

But I hate you

I hate you for being so perfect

I hate you for being so much better

So much better than I could ever be

And I hate you

I hate you for making me love you

I hate you for making me need you

Cause that's what makes me bleed

I taught you all I knew and you've become the master

Now I'm a dead weight, without me you'd be so much faster

You're way out of my league, I'm just dragging you down

Everywhere you're dragging me around

And now you're happier

Than I could have made you

Yeah you're so much happier

Than I ever made you

And I still hate you

I hate you for being so perfect

I hate you for being so much better

And myself for never catching up to you

I still hate you

I hate you for making me love you

I hate you for making me need you

And myself for letting it hurt

I'm not like you, I'm not like them,

I'm not, I'm not, I'm nothing

I want you to hate me too

It's only right

Just hate me too

So I can lose another fight

I want you to break me

I want you to hate me

I want you to tell me

How much you despise me

But you don't

And you won't

I just don't get you

How can you love me

How can you see me the way that I see you

How can you believe in me the way that I believe in you

How can hold me when I hurt you

How can you love me when I hate you

But I don't

And I won't

Cause I know I need you

Need you to love me

And I need to forgive

All the shit that I did

Just let myself live

In a moment like this

And an infinity with you

I can't hate you

Not after all that you did

Not after all that you said

And everything we've been through

I won't hate you

My pain is not your fault

You catch me when I fall

I'm better when I'm with you

Angsty Renga song let's gooooooo

SoundCloud link

Here's the video as well in case you don't want to change apps to watch it: