#collegeph

How long has it been since I was here? Wow.

The last time I was here I was telling you guys how I don’t have that much friends. Most of the time I was alone and when I was with people I didnt feel comfortable. This was a constant feeling throughout the four years in college. I thought nothing would change. I became an irregular student and my first friends, and only friends, in college have all graduated. I was the only one left. I had no friends in the campus anymore and I am so shy to make new ones. So freakin’ shy.

But I was so wrong.

When I came into my first class as a irregular student, that feeling of discomfort was no where to be found. That was the first time in a long time where I felt like that. I was so comfortable that making friends were so easy and it felt like a dream. This past year was the most fun I have had. I made new friends and really good ones. We are like a family.

I used to regret everything I have done. I regretted not studying enough. I regretted that I let myself fall behind. But now that’s not the case.

If I didn’t became an irregular student I wouldn’t have had made friends who made going to school so much fun.