ââââââËàż â strings and satin ( pjs ! ) â part 1
â©ËËË enhypen masterlist
‷ pairing â jay x fem!reader
‷ part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 ‷ word count â 19k ‷ based on this request by đ anon ‷ permanent taglist â open !
‷ a/n â finally here it is ! i loved writing this so, so muchâi hope you guys fall for it the way i did. thereâs definitely a second part coming, so donât forget to pace yourselves, loves đ€
‷ warnings â college au, guitarist!jay, ballerina!reader, college!jay, college!reader, college!enhypen, band!enhypen, slow burn, strangers to lovers trope, soft!jay, emotionally constipated!jay (but heâs trying), late-night cat hunt (we love doobu), subtle mutual pining, jay is in denial (maybe), reader is confused (definitely), domestic undertones, accidental vulnerability, soft tension, unspoken feelings, kpop demon hunters reference, fluff
â©ËËË summary â as a ballet major with a bleeding heart and a cat that bites, youâve learned to keep your world simple: dance, stretch, cry a little, repeat. you donât do rumors, donât do games, and you definitely donât do campus heartthrobs with guitars and god complexes. so when a blurry photo and one harmless conversation spark a wildfire of dating rumors between you and park jongseongâguitarist, campus enigma, known for broken amps and colder stares. except, heâs nothing like they say. or, where he plays like the worldâs his stage, but you're the only thing that makes him nervous.
The practice room was warm. Not hot, exactlyâjust the kind of warm that stuck to your skin, that lingered in your collarbones and made your bangs cling annoyingly to your forehead.
You stood in front of the mirror wall, catching your breath, fixing the satin skirt tied loosely around your waist.
Your black cropped shirt had already slid down one shoulder, exposing the strap of your leotard underneath. You didnât bother fixing it.
Your focus was elsewhereâmostly on your discomfort, and the silent scream your thighs were making from doing that god-awful dĂ©veloppĂ© combo three times in a row.
âHey,â Kazuha called softly from the side, wiping her neck with a towel as she approached you, âyou okay?â
You nodded, lips pressed together in a tight smile. âYeah. Just⊠not my usual skirt,â you muttered, glancing down.
Kazuha tilted her head. âI noticed. Itâs shorter than usual.â
You gave a dry laugh, fingers tugging lightly at the tie. âYeah, itâs my old one. From high school. My usual skirtâs in the laundry and I forgot to grab it this morning, so Iâm surviving with this thing.â
Your reflection blinked back at you from the mirrorâsweaty, flushed, still catching your breath. Your ponytail was coming loose and you were already sure your tights were rolling at the waist.
You turned slightly to the side and tugged the skirt again, voice flat. âThis is what I get for being too lazy to do laundry.â
Kazuha laughed, leaning back on the barre. âItâs kinda cute, though. Retro. You look like you're in a throwback recital.â
You rolled your eyes but smiled anyway.
Getting into Decelis University hadnât been easy. The performing arts departmentâespecially the dance conservatoryâwas known across the country for its prestige and high expectations. Hundreds auditioned every year. Not all made it past the first round.
You did.
On your first try.
Full-ride scholarship. Competitive record. Trophies and tears to back it all up.
People said you made it look easy, like you were meant to be there. But it wasnât easeâit was effort. It was years of calluses, missed parties, bleeding toes, and sacrifice. You didnât just want to dance. You needed to.
Kazuha tossed her towel on the bench, pulling her leg up on the barre to stretch. âYou staying late again tonight?â
You nodded, eyes fixed on your reflection again. âYeah. I have to perfect the solo for finals. My second rotationâs on Friday.â
âYou know,â she grinned, âyou say that like youâre not already one of the top students here.â
You shrugged. âPerfectionâs the bare minimum.â
Kazuha blinked at you like you were insane, but she didnât push it. She knew you well enough by now.
The speaker clicked as the next song loaded, soft classical strings filling the room again. You took a breath, stepped forward, and let your body moveânot perfectly, not effortlessly, but honestly.
Your feet kissed the marley floor with a quiet grace, arms extending with purpose as you lost yourself to the swell of the violins.
You didn't think, didn't worryâthis was the part where everything else slipped away. Just you, the music, and the ache in your chest that only dance could reach.
Just as Kazuha stepped forward to join you in the center, the door handle jiggled behind you.
You both froze mid-pose.
Thenâknock knock knock.
Sharp. Persistent. Not polite.
You blinked at Kazuha, who mirrored your confusion, and as you turned toward the door, you caught a chaotic shuffle of movement behind the foggy glass panel.
âWhat the hellââ you muttered, already walking over as Kazuha crossed the room to pause the music.
Three heads crammed into the glass at once, pushing and jostling to get a peek inside, like some low-budget Scooby-Doo skit come to life. Behind them, more bodies shuffled around, some holding instruments.
You squinted. One had a guitar case strapped to his back. Another was holding drumsticks. Someone in the back had an amp cord looped around his neck like a scarf.
Kazuha tilted her head. âAre we being⊠robbed? By a band?â
You raised an eyebrow, folding your arms across your chest. âWho even lets them in here?â
The glass panel fogged slightly from the nose of someone pressing into it a little too eagerly.
You sighed, took a few steps forward, and called outâloudly enough to be heard through the semi-soundproof barrier, âDo you need something, or are you just here for a group peep show?â
That did the trick.
The door burst open like someone forgot subtlety existed. Seven guys came tumbling in, all trying to talk at once, their words tangling into a mess of âwaitâno you askâdude, sheâs literally glaringââ while you stood, unamused, watching the circus unfold.
Kazuha blinked, frozen in place like her brain short-circuited at the sheer volume of testosterone in the room.
The boy with dyed blonde hair lit up like a switch. âKazuha!â
Her head whipped around at the sound of her name, and when she caught sight of the voiceâtall, bleach-haired, grinning like a kidâher face softened instantly.
âOh, Ni-ki,â she said with a small laugh, tucking a stray strand of hair behind her ear. âItâs you.â
You blinked.
Wait. Ni-ki?
As inâher cousin Ni-ki?
The one who, according to Kazuha, played bass âlike he was born doing itâ and could barely stay out of trouble for longer than a week?
The dots connected in your head like a quiet clickâthat was the cousin who hung out with some band. That was the chaos she warned you about when she said donât mind the noise if you hear it down the hallway.
âWait,â you said slowly, glancing between her and the group of rowdy boys trying to look innocent while still blocking half the studio entrance. âThis is your cousin?â
âYup,â Kazuha replied, already looking more amused than confused. âAnd thatââ she gestured loosely toward the rest of them, ââis his band, Iâm guessing.â
âYouâre guessing?â you deadpanned. âThey walked in here like they were about to headline Coachella.â
The boy in the frontâtall, dark eyes, jet-black hair pulled back under a hoodieâfinally stepped forward, less loud than the others, but still undeniably present. A black guitar case hung across his back, the strap slung casually over one shoulder like it belonged there, like he belonged here.
He wasnât smiling.
He looked at you, at the studio, at your sweat-damp shirt and worn-out ballet shoes, and then back at you.
He raised a brow.
And then he said, âIs this the part where we pretend to be sorry for barging in?â
Your arms stayed crossed, lips twitching. âThat depends. Is this the part where you explain why youâre here like this is a battle of the bands?â
Kazuha snorted. Ni-ki cackled.
The guy with another guitar case nudged the hoodie boy with his elbow. âJay, say something normal, youâre scaring them.â
You raised an eyebrow.
The rest of the room seemed to pause, some failing to hide their grins while others tried very hard not to look like they were watching a drama unfold.
The so-called Jay hadnât looked away from you onceâdark eyes unreadable, the weight of his stare almost intrusive if it didnât feel so curious.
You refused to break eye contact. If he was testing you, heâd have to try harder.
Kazuha stood quietly beside you, arms lightly crossed over her chest now, the tension in her jaw suggesting she was just waiting for someone to say something stupid so she could comment.
Finally, someone near the door cleared his throatâa polite, practiced sound that immediately drew your attention. The boy who stepped forward looked nothing like the storm standing across from you.
He was shorter than Jay, cleaner cut, dressed neatly in a dark crewneck and jeans. He smiled, dimples flashing as he extended a hand toward you.
âHi,â he said with a slight bow, voice warm and measured. âIâm Yang Jungwon. Sorry to barge in all of a sudden. I know itâs unexpected, butâŠâ
He reached into his back pocket and unfolded a neatly creased slip of paper, holding it up for you to see.
âIt says here on the permit that we were assigned this studio for band practice at 7:30 PM,â he added carefully, his smile faltering just slightly. âAnd, uh⊠wellâŠâ
His voice trailed off as you took the paper from him, your eyes skimming over the familiar university header. You read the fine print, squinting at the date and time listed in the middle of the page.
Your jaw tightened.
It was 7:32 PM.
You looked up. Right on cue, another boyâtall, broad-shouldered, impossibly prettyâpiped up from behind Ni-ki, his tone light and almost too casual.
âWell, it is 7:30,â he said, shrugging one shoulder, an easy grin on his face. âTechnically.â
You gave him a flat look. He smiled wider, clearly not sorry.
âIâm Lee Heeseung,â he added, a little sheepishly this time, like that would soften the blow.
âOh,â you said dryly, crossing your arms. âSo your plan was to just burst in and interrupt mid-combo because you had a slip of paper and a sense of entitlement?â
Heeseung winced, looking to Ni-ki for backup, who was definitely not paying attentionâtoo busy playing with the hem of his oversized jacket while whispering something to Kazuha.
Jay finally blinked, his voice low and slow as he spoke for the first time. âNo one said it was a good plan.â
Your eyes flicked to him again, sharp. He still hadnât moved from where he stoodâhoodie half-zipped, guitar case slung over one shoulder, hands tucked into the pockets of his dark jeans. He didnât look embarrassed. He looked bored. Or tired. Or both.
âAnd youâre Jay?â you asked, tone unimpressed.
His head tilted slightly. âUnfortunately.â
You gave him a look. He held it again.
âGod,â Kazuha muttered under her breath beside you, âdo you two want a chair so you can keep eye-fighting in comfort?â
Jungwon, ever the peacemaker, gently stepped between you again, holding up his hands.
âLook, I think the admin office made a mistake. Weâre not trying to kick you out or anything. We just⊠really need a place to rehearse tonight. Our usual roomâs under maintenance.â
You glanced at the clock near the mirror.
Your solo practice was supposed to end at 7:30, but you usually stayed longerâeveryone knew that. No one ever came after you. No one dared.
Until now.
You inhaled slowly, then exhaled.
âFine,â you muttered, rolling your eyes. âGive us five minutes to cool down and grab our stuff. You guys can have it after.â
Jungwon looked relieved. âSeriously? Thatâsâthank you.â
Heeseung threw a little fist bump in the air, whispering a triumphant âyesâ under his breath.
Without another word, the group finally started movingâsome quieter than othersâas they drifted further into the practice room. You and Kazuha stepped aside instinctively, watching as they began unloading.
The boy with the second guitar case unclipped it and set it gently on the floor. Jungwon followed him, coiling a few amp cords neatly, while someone near the door nearly dropped a whole keyboard with a loud thud.
You flinched.
Your jaw tensed. "Seriously?"
âSorry!â the boy called out quickly, already scrambling to fix it.
Ni-ki ducked around him and pushed the door open again, holding it wide with his foot as another boy wheeled in a full drum kit like this was a full-blown arena setup and not just a shared university room.
âCareful with that, I tuned the snare this morning!â Jungwon scolded, and Ni-ki just huffed dramatically but helped anyway.
Across the room, someone handed Heeseung a mic stand like it was a sword and he was about to lead them into battle. You watched with a quiet sigh as chaos began blooming in your sacred space.
Beside you, Kazuha chuckled under her breath.
You nudged her shoulder with your bag. âYour cousinâs just as hardheaded as you, you know that?â
She laughed softly, looping her sweatshirt over her arm. âI know. Iâm sorry. It runs in the family.â
You knelt down to grab your ballet flats, towel already half-hanging from your tote, when a shadow fell across your line of sight.
You looked up.
It was the same boy who had nearly dropped the keyboard earlier. He was standing in front of you now, hands clasped in front of him, an almost apologetic smile stretched wide across his face.
His hair was cropped short, brushing just above his brows. His eyes practically sparkled.
âHi,â he said brightly, almost like he meant it. âIâm Sunoo. Iâuhâjust wanted to say Iâm really sorry about earlier.â
You blinked. He had that kind of smile that felt like it came with its own lightingâwarm, unguarded, maybe a little too charming for your own good.
You stood, slipping your shoes into your bag. âItâs not that big of a deal,â you said lightly, waving a hand as if to brush it off.
Still, he bowed slightly, earnestness in every movement. âStill. I apologize. Jay usually isnât thatâŠâ
He hesitated, searching for a polite word.
You offered, âIntense?â
He laughed. âYeah. That. Or dramatic. Or socially incapable, depending on the day.â
You let out a small, unwilling laugh. Damn him and his infectious energy.
Behind him, the tall boy who had helped Ni-ki drag the drum set in let out a sigh as he leaned against the mirror wall, arms crossed.
âYeah, seriously,â he said, brushing hair away from his forehead. âWe donât usually come in here, and we didnât mean to crash your rehearsal or anything.â
You turned to him, a little caught off guard by his voiceâdeep, smooth, kind of casual in a way that made you think he wasnât used to saying sorry out loud.
âOhâyeah, Iâm Sunghoon,â he said quickly, standing up straighter. âI play bass. In the band. Thatâs here. Right now.â
You raised an eyebrow at his awkward phrasing. He ran a hand through his hair, chuckling under his breath.
âSorry. That came out weird.â
Before you could respond, Ni-kiâwhoâd reappeared from behind the keyboard standâelbowed Sunghoon in the ribs with a mischievous grin and said, âYou mean Iâm the better bass player.â
Sunghoon didnât even flinch. He just deadpanned, âNi-ki, shut the fuck up.â
âYou say that now,â Ni-ki replied, holding up a guitar clip like it was a trophy. âBut when I go solo and top the charts, donât come crying.â
Kazuha laughed, grabbing your arm gently as she looped hers through yours. âOkay, thatâs our cue. We should go before my cousin starts making powerpoints about why he deserves a bass solo.â
Ni-ki beamed. âYouâd watch it, admit it.â
âI wouldnât,â she said flatly, already tugging you toward the door.
Despite Ni-ki being the only one actually saying goodbye, a soft chorus of murmured goodnights and lazy waves followed behind youâJungwon giving you a polite nod, Sunoo offering a sparkly smile, and Heeseung shooting a goofy two-finger salute like this was some kind of after-school special.
You glanced back once, just brieflyâonly to find Jay still watching you.
Still standing near the mic stand, still quiet, expression unreadable.
There was no smirk, no apology. Just stillness. Like he was memorizing something, but didnât want to show it.
The door shut with a soft click behind you.
The hallway outside was colderâempty, quiet, the lights humming faintly above your head. Your footsteps echoed against the tiled floor, and Kazuhaâs arm still looped around yours like second nature.
You sighed as you leaned into her slightly, the ache in your shoulders finally catching up to you.
âMy God,â you muttered, pressing a palm to your forehead. âYour cousinâs band is weird.â
Kazuha laughed, eyes crinkling as she bumped your hip with hers. âI told you they were rowdy. You just didnât believe me.â
âI thought you meant, like⊠normal band rowdy. Tattoos. Bad rehearsal schedules. Not actual sitcom-level weird.â
âOh, that is their normal,â she said, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
You let out a soft scoff, nudging her with your shoulder. âYou say that like you hang out with them.â
âI donât,â Kazuha said quickly, laughing. âNot really. I mean, Iâve never actually seen them practice or performâNi-ki just never shuts up about them.â
You hummed in response, the sound quiet between your steps as the two of you walked in sync down the empty corridor. Your shoes squeaked faintly against the tile, the overhead lights casting soft shadows on the tiled floor.
Now that the noise and tension of the room had faded behind you, your body started to relax, step by step.
Kazuha glanced at you, her expression thoughtful. âBut like⊠I have heard theyâre popular or something?â
You raised an eyebrow. âPopular how?â
âLike⊠actually good,â she said, lifting her hands a little as if that explained everything.
âNi-ki said theyâve won the universityâs Battle of the Bands for the last few years. Every time. So now they automatically get a slot in all the school eventsâlike festivals, College Week, charity nightsâŠâ
You slowed your steps, head tilting slightly. âWait,â you said, frowning. âYou mean⊠those guys are the ones that perform after us during College Week?â
She blinked, then nodded. âYeah, I think so.â
You furrowed your brows, trying to remember. You knew College Week. Your dance troupe always had one of the final performances. But you never stayed long enough to watch what came after.
By then, you were usually backstage, catching your breath, fixing your makeup, or already halfway home with sore feet and sore everything else.
âHuh,â you muttered. âWeird. Iâve never actually heard them before. Likeâproperly.â
Kazuha hummed in agreement beside you as the two of you turned left at the corner, heading toward the student entrance.
âTheyâre good,â she said casually. âFrom what Iâve heard. Ni-ki plays me demos sometimes when I sleep over and pretend to be asleep.â
You looked at her. âThatâs creepy.â
She snorted. âHe puts his phone under my pillow. He calls it subliminal promotion.â
You couldnât help but laugh, the sound echoing lightly down the hall.
The two of you finally spotted the main exit doors at the far end of the building, glowing under the fluorescent lights like a way out of chaos.
Kazuha reached forward to push one open, and the second the glass door swung wide, a rush of cold night air swept inâsharp and biting, cutting through the warmth clinging to your skin from practice.
You shivered, instinctively hugging your arms over your chest. âShit,â you muttered under your breath, stepping outside. âI forgot to bring my leg warmers again.â
The sky had already deepened into a soft navy, stars just barely peeking out beyond the clouds. The faint buzz of field lights nearby hummed in the distance, illuminating the quiet path that cut across campus toward the dormitories.
Kazuha slipped her arm back through yours. âYouâre always forgetting those.â
âI was in a rush!â you said defensively. âBesides, I wasnât planning on staying that long. Or dealing with an entire band.â
âIâd say thatâs your own fault for being talented and dedicated,â she teased, bumping your hip lightly.
You groaned, breath fogging in the air. âWanna crash at my dorm tonight?â
Kazuha perked up immediately, turning to you with eyes bright. âWaitâare you gonna cook curry?â
You narrowed your eyes at her, lips twitching. âDo I have a choice?â
âNope,â she grinned, not even a second of hesitation.
She tightened her hold on your arm and tugged you faster down the pavement.
âCome on, letâs stop by the convenience store near the dorms first! You need something warm. Letâs get you that fancy black tea you likeâwhatâs it called again? The one that smells like actual flowers and money?â
You rolled your eyes, but let her pull you anyway, the weight of her excitement warming you more than your sweatshirt did.
âItâs not that fancy,â you mumbled. âIt just doesnât taste like cardboard.â
Kazuha snorted. âMm, cardboard tea. A classic.â
Your steps fell in sync again, the gravel path crunching beneath your shoes as the golden glow of the dorms and the soft neon flicker of the convenience store came into view.
âDo we need anything else?â you asked absentmindedly, your voice quiet against the wind.
âJust curry cubes,â she said, already scanning the store shelves from outside. âAnd maybe a pack of Pocky if youâre feeling soft.â
You huffed a laugh. âIâm not feeling soft.â
âYou will be,â she grinned, tugging open the door. The bell jingled.
The lock clicked softly as you turned the key, Kazuha hovering patiently behind you with her arms full of grocery bags and her cheeks pink from the walk.
You pushed the door open with your shoulder, and the familiar scent of soft linen, citrus cleaner, and a little bit of cat greeted you instantly.
The moment the door cracked openâa little white blur padded across the wooden floor, tail high and curling like a question mark.
You lit up. âHi, Doobu! Mommyâs home,â you cooed, immediately crouching down to scoop her up.
She let out a pleased trill, practically melting into your arms like sheâd been waiting all day for this moment. Her fur was as soft as everâwarm and fluffy and slightly dramatic as she pressed her face to your chin and gave a little snuffly sigh.
âGod, clingy,â you mumbled affectionately, rubbing your cheek against hers as her tail flicked lazily behind her.
Kazuha stepped in behind you, carefully closing the door with her foot as she dropped the plastic bags down on the small table beside the TV.
âFor a school dorm, youâre living kinda luxurious,â she muttered, glancing around.
She wasnât wrong.
Your dorm was unusually spaciousâone of the perks of applying early and having âscholarship kid who needs personal space for daily injury recoveryâ written in your file.
There was a small kitchenette in the corner, a two-seater couch against the wall, fairy lights strung up along your bookshelf, and a thick pink carpet you refused to get rid of even though Doobu had shed all over it.
Speaking ofâ
Doobu sniffed at your shirt suspiciously.
âYeah, I know,â you said, following her nose with a fond eye roll. âI had to deal with weird boys today.â
Doobu gave a grumpy-sounding purr, like she understood exactly what that meant.
Kazuha came to your side, reaching out to scratch behind Doobuâs ears. âI donât know what you feed her, seriously,â she said with a shake of her head. âSheâs so chonky.â
You laughed. âCat food, duh.â
Doobu meowed again like she agreed, batting her paw gently at your necklace before giving a little yawn and curling closer into your arms. Her soft belly pressed against your forearm like a warm pillow.
Kazuha leaned her head on your shoulder. âOkay, I vote we wash our faces, put on something fluffy, and start on curry.â
You tilted your head. âYou mean I start on curry.â
She gave you an angelic look. âWell, someoneâs gotta entertain the cat.â
You both giggled, shoulders bumping gently, the warmth of home already settling around you like a blanket.
Not long after, youâd changed into your fluffiest oversized tee and tied your hair into a messy bun, steam from the rice cooker wafting through your dorm.
Kazuha sat cross-legged at the small dining nook peeling open packets of curry mix like sheâd done it a hundred times.
Doobu, in the meantime, had circled your feet three times before flopping dramatically onto her back like she owned the floor.
Fifteen minutes and one mini kitchen disaster later, you were perched on your bed with a steaming bowl of curry and rice, your legs stretched out under a throw blanket.
Kazuha sat beside you, her own bowl balanced on her lap, a green clay facemask smeared evenly across her cheeksâyours was a little more chaotic, mostly because she insisted on artistic freedom when applying it on you.
The TV played softly in the background, some K-drama with way too many dramatic hallway scenes and brooding men in trench coats. You werenât even fully following the plot anymore, just laughing when Kazuha made commentary.
âOh my God,â she said, mouth full of rice, âheâs literally been staring at her for five minutes. Say something, you dramatic coat rack.â
You snorted. âHeâs trying to speak with his eyes, Zuha. Let him suffer in silence.â
âOkay Shakespeare, relax.â
You giggled again, leaning back on your hands as you spooned more curry into your mouth, warmth blooming in your stomach.
Doobu had settled into her cat bed just under your bunk, tail flicking occasionally as she napped peacefully, her belly rising and falling in the soft golden glow of your fairy lights.
Just as you reached for your water, your phone buzzed loudly on your bedside table.
Both of you froze at the sound cutting through the moment, your ringtone echoing awkwardly in the room like it didnât belong.
Kazuha paused the drama with her chopsticks still in hand. âWho is it?â
You glanced at the screen, brow lifting. âUnknown number.â
She hummed. âMight be important.â
You sighed, putting your bowl on the side table and swiping to answer as you leaned back against your headboard. âHello?â
âHey, umâsorryâhi! Is this Jeong (Y/N)?â the voice asked, polite and just slightly breathless. âThis is Jungwon. From earlier.â
Your eyebrows shot up.
ââŠHowâd you get my number?â
There was a pause on the line, followed by the distinct sound of Ni-ki laughing in the background.
âOhâI, uhâsorry! I came from Student Affairs with Ni-ki and Jay just now,â Jungwon explained quickly, clearly flustered. âNi-ki was trying to reach Kazuha but apparentlyâuhâŠâ
âShe blocked him,â you finished flatly, glancing at Kazuha.
She didnât even flinch. âDeserved. He replaced my healing playlist with Mongolian throat singing.â
You blinked. ââŠThatâs so specific.â
She shrugged. âIt was an experience.â
Back on the phone, Jungwon stammered, âY-Yeah, well, Iâm only calling because, uhânot me, technicallyâJay gave me his phone to call you.â
You blinked again, this time slower.
Your fingers tensed a little around the device. âJay?â
âMhm,â Jungwon said sheepishly. âI meanâitâs his phone number, not mine. But, like, he told me toâumâjust give him the phone. Giveâgive me a secââ
You heard more shuffling, the soft thud of something being handed over, and then a low, familiar voice spoke next.
âHey.â
You sat up straighter without meaning to.
Jayâs voice was smooth. A little quiet. Just like earlier. But something about hearing it nowâsoft and direct, in your private spaceâmade your stomach flutter once.
âThis is kind of last-minute,â he continued, âbut our practice roomâs under construction. Thereâs water damage and theyâre doing renovations.â
You blinked. âOkayâŠâ
He sounded mildly annoyed now, like it physically pained him to say the next part.
âItâll be down for at least two weeks,â he muttered. âAnd apparently we need to share your room. The studio, I mean. Starting tomorrow.â
Your mouth opened. Then closed.
You blinked at the wall.
ââŠYouâre calling to tell me that weâre gonna be stuck together for two weeks?â
âUnfortunately, yes,â Jay said, voice dry.
âWow. You sound thrilled.â
âIâm always thrilled,â he deadpanned.
You pulled the phone away from your ear slightly and looked at Kazuha.
She was already wide-eyed. âWhat? Whatâd he say?â
You pressed the phone back. âWhy do you guys even need to use the studio again?â
There was a pause. A beat.
Then Jay said, quieter this time, âBecause we have a performance soon. A big one. We need the space.â
You exhaled through your nose, head tilting back against the wooden headboard, your eyes focused on the ceiling as a long silence stretched between you. The line didnât hang up. He didnât say more.
Neither did you.
There was a pause. Thenâ
âSeven onwards,â Jay replied, tone steady.
You closed your eyes for a beat, pressing your lips together. That meant long nights. Tired legs. Sharing mirrors. Sharing space.
âOkay,â you murmured. âGot it.â
Another pause. Faint static hummed between your ears. And thenâ
ââŠThanks.â
The line went dead before you could say anything else.
You lowered your phone slowly, setting it on the nightstand beside your lamp, and let out a low coughâhalf irritation, half disbeliefâas you mumbled under your breath:
âRude.â
Kazuha was still staring at you, her bowl long forgotten, chopsticks perched against the rim like theyâd been abandoned mid-bite.
âWell?â she prompted, peeling the now-dry mask from her cheek. âWhat did they want?â
You leaned back against the headboard again, letting your legs stretch out in front of you as Doobu gave a tiny sneeze from her bed below.
âThey need the studio,â you muttered.
Kazuha blinked. âAgain?â
âFor two more weeks.â You rubbed your temple. âApparently their practice roomâs under construction or whatever. Water damage.â
She blinked again, expression unreadable. Then she shrugged. âWell⊠thatâs not that bad.â
You whipped your head toward her. âYou werenât the one being stared down by Hoodie McBrooding in the middle of rehearsal.â
She snorted. âI was there. He wasnât that scary.â
âHe looked at me like I insulted his guitar.â
âMaybe you did.â
You threw a pillow at her, making her laugh as she ducked and caught it mid-air.
âIâm just saying,â she said with a grin, fluffing the pillow behind her, âif theyâre really sharing the space, this might actually be kind of fun.â
âFun is not the word Iâd use,â you muttered, eyeing your phone like it might ring again.
Kazuha leaned back beside you, slipping her feet under your blanket. âMm. I give it three days before someone flirts with you.â
You blinked. âWhy would you say that?â
She grinned. âBecause I know men. And I know your face.â
You groaned, pulling your blanket up over your head. Doobu meowed from below, clearly siding with Kazuha.
It was six in the morning when you blinked awake to the weight of soft fur pressed against your arm.
The bed wasnât emptyâDoobu was curled into a fluffy comma by your side, tail twitching as if to say how dare you even think about moving right now.
You reached over to gently run your hand down her back, your fingers brushing the warmth of her little body as she gave a contented little sigh in her sleep.
Your phone buzzed.
You squinted against the sudden brightness as you grabbed it, groaning as your dry eyes adjusted. The first thing on your screen was a message from Kazuha.
zuha [6:00 A.M.]: left at 5am to get ready, good luck waking up loser đ
You scoffed under your breath, thumbs already typing a grumpy reply before tossing the phone aside. Still, you sighed and sat up, letting your legs dangle off the side of the bed.
You stretched slowly, your spine cracking, and rubbed the sleep from your eyes as Doobu rolled onto her back like a little queen.
âBe good today,â you murmured as you leaned down and gave her a kiss on the head. She purred, obviously pleased.
You padded into the bathroom, letting the warm spray of the shower melt away the heaviness from your limbs. Afterward, you tied your hair up, added a little makeupâjust some blush and gloss and eyeliner to hide how tired you felt.
You pulled on a soft white ruffled blouse, tucked it into a pair of pale jeans, and layered a white jacket over it. Warm enough to fight the cold, but still light enough to move in.
You looked at yourself in the mirror and smiled faintly.
You kissed Doobu goodbye at the door, her round eyes blinking sleepily up at you from her cat bed.
âDonât start a coup while Iâm gone.â
She meowed like she made no promises.
The walk to campus was quiet.
The sky was still tinted pale gray, the kind that hinted at the rising sun behind soft clouds. Your boots clicked softly on the pavement as the cold air kissed your cheeks, your breath visible in soft puffs.
You moved slowly, soaking it in. The silence. The morning stillness. The kind of peace that only existed before the world woke up.
Until footsteps joined yours.
At first, you thought it was coincidence. But they fell in sync with yours too easily, too closely. Your shoulder barely brushed against fabricâblack fabric.
You turned slightly, just enough to see the hem of a long, inky button-up shirt, sleeves rolled to the forearms, a silver watch glinting at the wrist. Black jeans. Clean loafers. And a guitar case slung casually over one shoulder like it weighed nothing.
Jay.
You raised a brow. ââŠStalking me already?â
He didnât look at you, but you saw the faint twitch at the corner of his mouth. âI live across the quad. You just happen to be slow.â
You blinked. âNot slow. Calm. Itâs called appreciating the morning.â
He shrugged one shoulder. âItâs cold. Thatâs all Iâm appreciating.â
You gave him a look, then returned your gaze to the path ahead. âNice fit, though.â
That made him pause for half a second. Then he glanced down at his shirt like he forgot he was even wearing it. âOh. Yeah. Thanks.â
You caught a glimpse of his profileâthe sharp line of his jaw, the calm in his eyes, the way his hair was still slightly tousled from the wind.
Admittedly, the man had taste.
âDidnât think black-on-black was a thing before sunrise,â you said dryly.
Jay glanced sideways. âYouâre wearing white like youâre in a coffee commercial.â
You choked. âExcuse me?â
âAll white, floating around in a dreamscape,â he deadpanned, eyes still forward. âAll you need is a cup and a wind machine.â
You couldnât help itâyou let out a laugh, the sound cracking through the crisp air.
Jay didnât say anything, but you saw the faintest quirk at the edge of his lips again. Like he was trying really hard not to smile.
ââŠYouâre weird,â you mumbled, glancing at him again.
âTakes one to know one,â he replied.
You scoffed, raising a brow in mock offense as your eyes flicked toward him.
âWow,â you muttered, hands deep in your jacket pockets. âComing for my entire personality before sunrise. Thatâs bold.â
Jay only shrugged, unbothered, lips twitching like he was fighting back a smirk. âYou started it.â
The two of you fell into silence againânot the uncomfortable kind, but the type that sat easily between two people who didnât know each other well enough to fill it, and maybe didnât mind that.
Your eyes trailed over the field as you passed it, where a few student athletes were already stretching, setting up cones and goalposts. You watched as one of them kicked a ball lazily toward the net.
âYou play bass like Ni-ki and Sunghoon?â you asked suddenly, keeping your gaze forward.
Jay shook his head once. âNo. Electric guitar.â
You nodded, quietly filing it away in the drawer of things you werenât sure why you wanted to remember.
He didnât offer more, but you didnât really mind. You were content with the crunch of gravel beneath your boots, the wind playing with the strands of your hair that had come loose. The cold nipped at your cheeks, leaving them pink, but you liked the stingâit kept you awake.
A soft rustle came from your side, and you noticed Jay glancing at you again.
He wasnât subtle about it. Not really.
He looked at your hair where it swayed against your shoulder, at the faint shimmer of your highlighter catching the morning light, at the soft pink ribbon that dangled from your tote bagâa leftover from the ballet shoes you had shoved inside before leaving.
He didnât say anything, but he didnât look away either. Not until you caught him.
You turned slightly, brows raised, your mouth tugging upward at one side. âStaringâs kind of rude, you know.â
Jay blinked, deadpan. âYou have glitter on your cheek.â
You blinked back, lifting your hand to swipe at your face. âDo I?â
He watched you try, then sighed and reached into his back pocket, pulling out a pack of tissues. Wordlessly, he offered you one.
You took it with a quiet thanks, dabbing carefully.
âBetter?â you asked.
Jay looked at you, slower this time. âYeah.â
Another moment passed before you tilted your head toward him. âSo whatâs the big performance all about?â
He looked back at you, one brow lifting slightly. âDonât we have College Week?â
You blinked. Froze. Then groaned like something hit you physically.
âOh my god,â you muttered, dragging a hand down your face. âI totally forgot about that.â
Jay actually laughedâsoft, deep, amused under his breath. âYou perform every year, donât you?â
âI mean, yeah, but I donât remember until like, the week before,â you grumbled. âLast year I sprained my toe trying to cram the choreography into three days.â
Jayâs eyes widened. âThatâs possible?â
âApparently,â you said, exasperated. âMy teacher still makes fun of me for it.â
A beat passed.
ââŠYouâre kind of dramatic,â Jay said.
âYouâre one to talk. You wear black button-ups at dawn.â
Jay gave you a look, but you caught the way the corners of his lips pulled upward.
The gates to the building appeared ahead of you, golden light just beginning to slip past the horizon behind it. You exhaled, watching your breath cloud in the air.
Jay suddenly spoke, quieter this time. âYou looked like you liked the morning.â
You turned to him, a little startled by the softness in his tone.
âI do,â you replied, voice matching his. âItâs quiet.â
He nodded. âYou look like you belong in it.â
That made you pause.
You didnât have time to respondâJay pulled the heavy glass door open for you and gestured subtly for you to go ahead. His face was unreadable, that same practiced neutral he always wore, but the soft pink dusting the tips of his ears gave him away.
âThanks,â you murmured, stepping inside.
âDonât mention it,â he replied simply, the door shutting softly behind the two of you as the cold gave way to polished floors and tall ceilings.
You both fell into step again, your footsteps echoing slightly as you walked side by side down the long hallway of Decelisâ east wing. The building was quiet this early in the morningâsome classrooms still locked, lights flickering to life one by one, janitors mopping in the distance.
Jay glanced over at you. âWhatâs your first class?â
You blinked, glancing down at your schedule in your head. âOh. Arts. I think weâre covering expressionist pieces this week.â
He hummed, nodding. âMakes sense. You⊠kind of give that vibe.â
You squinted at him. âWhat vibe?â
He looked straight ahead. âYou know. All poetic and floaty and stuff.â
You snorted. âWow. So insightful.â
Jay smirked, just barely. âI try.â
âAnd you?â
âBusiness math,â he replied, as if the weight of the world rested on those two cursed words.
You groaned instantly. âUgh. Math.â
Jay turned to you, brow lifting. âYou donât like it?â
âHate it,â you declared with no hesitation. âWith a burning passion. I think numbers were invented just to make me cry.â
That made him laugh under his breath. âThatâs dramatic.â
âYou look emo right now. Donât talk to me about dramatic.â
You saw the corners of his lips twitch again, his eyes dancing with quiet amusement.
And thenâjust like thatâyou came to a stop.
You glanced at the plaque beside the door:
ROOM 1B-04 ART HISTORY â PROF. CHOI
âWell,â you said, adjusting your tote bag higher on your shoulder. âThis is me.â
Jay looked up at the sign and nodded once. âArt history. Got it.â
You looked up at him, lips quirking into a soft smile. âTry not to die in math.â
âNo promises,â he said with a small shrug.
You hesitated just a second longer. âBye, Jay.â
He gave you a small waveâfingers lifted, the gesture almost lazy, but his eyes lingered for a beat too long. âLater.â
The door clicked shut behind you as you entered, and Jay stood there for a second, just looking at the nameplate again.
Thenâwithout a wordâhe turned and walked all the way back down the same hallway the two of you had just come from. He passed the entryway, the glass doors you came in from, then turned toward the elevators at the far side of the west wing.
When he stepped inside, he hit the button for the third floor.
Business math wasnât even remotely on the way.
And yet he walked you the whole time anyway.
Now, alone in the elevator, Jay leaned back against the cool wall, head tilting up as he let out a long breath.
âIt was just a nice gestureâ, he told himself.
Nothing big. Nothing deep. Just something to make up for beingâwell. Kind of an asshole last night.
He shook his head once, jaw tightening at the thought. Heâd been tired, irritated, and none of that was an excuseâbut still. You didnât deserve that.
You didnât even react the way most people did. No sarcasm, no petty comeback, no wide-eyed awe or annoying flirtation. You just went silent at him. Met him exactly where he was.
Yeah. Had to make up for it. Thatâs all.
The elevator chimed softly.
The third floor was just starting to wake upâsome lights flickering on, the coffee machine across the hall hissing in the break room, students murmuring half-asleep greetings as they passed. Jay walked down the long corridor, muscle memory carrying him as he reached the classroom near the end of the hallway.
He pushed the door open with one hand.
âYo,â came Jakeâs voice from across the room, already lounging with a pen in his mouth. âYouâre a few minutes late.â
Jay didnât even glance at the clock. âYeah. I was busy.â
Jake raised a brow, his smirk a little too knowing. âWith what?â
Jay walked past him, slinging his guitar case off his shoulder and leaning it carefully against the chair next to his. âJust busy,â he said simply, voice flat as he pulled his seat out.
Jake snorted. âOkay, then. Mysterious rockstar things, got it.â
Jay didnât respond, only exhaled through his nose, resting his arms on the desk.
Jake didnât press any further.
It was only after the classroom started to fill in around themâstudents trickling in one by one, the professor still nowhere in sightâthat Jay reached into the pocket of his pants.
He pulled out his phone, screen lighting up with a soft glow.
He opened his contacts and stopped at the one number Jungwon had dialed last night to call you.
Just a random string of digits. No name. No photo.
He hesitated, then tapped edit.
Then paused. His eyes flicked to your tote bag again in his mind, to the soft pink ribbon hanging out like a little flag.
He typed in your name slowly, deliberatelyâ
(Y/N) đ
Jay stared at it for a second. Just long enough for the corner of his mouth to liftâbarely there, just the ghost of a smile.
Then he hit save.
And tucked the phone away like it meant nothing.
Even though, deep down, he knew it already meant a little too much.
It was just past one in the afternoon, and you were quite literally seconds away from collapsing into your desk.
The sun filtered lazily through the windows of the arts building, golden and too tempting, especially when paired with the drone of your professorâs voice at the front of the room.
ââŠand if we consider the range of motion relative to the joint axis, then the flexibility of the hamstring significantly affects the bodyâsââ
You drowned her out halfway through.
Kinesiology. Again.
God, how many times do we have to talk about hamstrings?
Your cheek rested on your fist, elbow propped on your desk, lips pursed in a subtle pout as your professor continued with the enthusiasm of someone who had never seen the sun in her life.
âNow, these handouts,â she said, finally changing the slide on the screen behind her. âPlease read them thoroughlyâweâll be applying this next week during assessments. Pass them around.â
You barely resisted the urge to groan. The stack of papers was passed to the row in front of you, then to you. You took one, handed it back without a glance, and immediately began packing up the moment the bell rang.
Your bag hit your shoulder with a soft thump, the only thing more desperate than your escape being the dramatic sigh you let out as you pushed through the doors and stepped into the hallway.
The cafeteria was already buzzing when you got there. Somehow still not floodedâyet. You weaved between groups of students chatting loudly, trays clinking, the smell of coffee and fried chicken lingering in the air.
You spotted a seat by one of the tall windowsâsunlight spilling across the table like it was calling your name.
You made a beeline for it and dropped into the chair with a soft huff, letting your shoulders relax for the first time all day.
Pulling out your laptop and your phone, you set them both down and opened your notificationsâonly to be met with a string of messages from your group chat with your friends.
zuha [1:14 P.M.]: guys i canât make it to lunch TT i have to finish two portfolios before 3
chaewon [1:14 P.M.]: same! iâve got a crit w/ my prof in 20 minutes
yunjin [1:14 P.M.]: iâm dying in editing class bye
manchae [1:15 P.M.]: pls save me
kkura [1:15 P.M.]: sorry baby iâll treat you to strawberry milk later
You sighed, thumbs tapping out a quick reply.
you [1:15 P.M.]: okay study well :( donât forget to eat!!
You turned off your phone, placing it face-down on the table, and opened your laptop with a soft click. A sea of reports blinked back at youâdeadlines lining the corners of your screen like silent threats.
You pulled one up, adjusted your seating, and leaned in to start typing, the warmth of the sun kissing your cheek as your fingers danced across the keyboard.
The ambient chatter faded into soft background noiseâuntil a shadow crossed over your screen.
You paused, blinking, then glanced downâfamiliar shoes coming into view. Black loafers. Paired with dark jeans cuffed slightly at the ankle. And thenâ
âIs this seat taken?â a familiar voice asked, low and smooth.
You tilted your head up, eyes meeting a very Jay-like expression: blank, almost bored, but eyes just a bit too focused on you to match the rest of his face.
He wasnât carrying his guitar today. Just a laptop tucked under his arm and his phone in hand. Minimal, neat. The sleeves of his long-sleeved shirt were still rolled up to his elbows.
Jay nodded once and sat down across from you, sliding into the chair with quiet ease. He placed his laptop on the table, phone on top of it. His eyes flicked over to your trayless setup.
âYouâre not with Kazuha?â he asked, voice lower than it needed to beâlike the question was just for you.
You sighed, slumping slightly in your chair. âNope. All my friends bailed on me for deadlines.â
Jayâs head tilted slightly to the side. âBut youâre here. In the cafeteria. AndâŠâ he glanced at your table, âyouâre not eating anything.â
You let out a short laugh, soft and almost embarrassed. âIâll eat in a few. I was gonna finish something first.â
Jay said nothing for a second. Then stood up, brushing invisible lint off his shirt. âWhat do you want?â
You blinked. âWaitâwhat?â
He looked down at you, dark eyes steady. âTo eat. You said youâre not eating yet. So what do you want?â
âIâJay, you donât have toââ You frowned a little, sitting up straighter.
Jay clicked his tongue lightly, cutting you off. âCome on. What do you want?â His voice was gentle, but it left no room for arguing.
And godâhe was tall. Standing there with the sun lighting up the ends of his hair, shirt slightly wrinkled from his classes, his height felt⊠kind of overwhelming. You sighed, giving in.
âFine,â you mumbled, looking up at him through your lashes. âAnything. Iâm not picky.â
Jay raised an eyebrow. âYou sure?â
You pursed your lips, thinking. ââŠBanana milk. And maybe tonkatsu with curry if they still have some.â
He nodded. âAny allergies?â
You shook your head. âNone.â
Jay gave the smallest smileâso quick you almost missed itâand turned around to head toward the food stalls.
You watched him go, unable to stop your gaze from lingering on the clean lines of his back, the careful way he walked, the way he held his phone in one hand and checked something on it like he was making sure he got your order right.
The heat was crawling up your cheeks before you even realized it, blooming just under your skin and warming your ears.
You looked away, exhaling through your nose as you tapped your keyboard blindly, pretending to be busyâeven though your fingers werenât even on the right keys anymore.
But, your eyes found him again.
Jay stood by the food stall, head tilted slightly down as he tapped on his phone with one hand, the other holding the receipt.
He said something to the lady behind the counterâvoice too soft for you to hear from this distanceâand you saw her nod and begin plating the orders.
Your gaze wanderedâhe stood so casually, weight resting on one leg, hair slightly mussed from the wind earlier. There was a quiet patience to him, one that surprised you more than it should have.
You sighed softly, more to yourself than anything, muttering under your breath as you leaned forward, âI couldâve bought my own foodâŠâ
Still, you didnât move. Just watched. And when he finally turned and walked back toward youâtwo trays balanced carefully in his handsâyour heart had the audacity to skip.
He placed them down with quiet precision, yours sliding just in front of you as the scent of warm curry hit your nose.
You blinked. âThanks.â
Jay gave the tiniest smile, barely there. âNo problem.â And he sat back down like it was the most normal thing in the world.
You glanced at the tray. Banana milk, tonkatsu, steaming white rice with curry just the way you liked it. You didnât even remember saying half the details.
He pushed a set of utensils toward you without a word, and you blinked again, heart fluttering at the small gesture.
âThanks⊠again,â you murmured, accepting them as you pushed your electronics aside.
Jay did the same, nudging his laptop farther away as he grabbed his chopsticks and cracked them apart with a soft snap.
There was a moment of comfortable silence. Just the two of you and the hum of the cafeteria around you.
You fiddled with your banana milk straw for a second before asking, âWhereâs your band? Thought theyâd be glued to you.â
Jay took a sip of his miso soup, looking unbothered.
âTheyâre all busy. Practice. Class. Jungwonâs chasing down a professor. Ni-kiâs retaking a test he didnât study for. Heeseungâs probably asleep somewhere.â
You laughed. âSunoo?â
âAlso probably asleep.â
You shook your head, smiling. âI didnât know you did lunch like this.â
Jay didnât look up as he stirred his curry around gently with his spoon. âI donât,â he said simply.
You blinked. âOh.â
That one word fell from your lips heavier than intendedâsofter, a little too laced with disappointment. Your smile faltered just a bit, a quiet frown forming before you could stop it.
But then Jay set his spoon down, the quiet clink of metal against tray pulling your eyes back to his. âBut,â he said, lifting his gaze to meet yours, âI love curry.â
You blinked again, confused, but thenâ
âAnd you,â he continued, voice calm but not cold, âneed to eat.â
Your breath caught, just for a second.
Jay was staring at youânot in a way that felt overbearing or cocky, but in a way that looked like he was trying to read you.
Not just the expression on your face, but the space behind your eyes, like there were answers only you could give. His gaze was steady, thoughtful, just the faintest softness lingering in the corners.
You stared back, lips parting slightly. You werenât used to this side of himânot the aloof reputation, not the guitar-slinging campus enigma that everyone whispered about. No, this was something else entirely.
You smiled, quiet and warm. âThank you, Jay. Really.â
His lips twitched into a small smile as he nodded once. âNo problem.â
He went back to his food like it was no big deal, but your heart felt anything but calm.
You tried to do the same, digging into your curry with a distracted hum, before glancing back at him. âSo⊠how much do I owe youâ?â
âNo,â he said instantly, cutting you off.
You blinked. âWhat?â
âNo,â he repeated, tone firm but not unkind.
You tilted your head, eyes narrowing. âBut I want toââ
Jay gave you a lookâbefore he reached across the table, plucked your unopened banana milk off your tray like it was his, and silently started unwrapping the straw.
You stared as he poked the straw through the foil with surgical precision, then slid the drink back in front of you without a word.
ââŠStill,â you mumbled, fingers wrapping around the bottle.
Jay met your eyes. âAnd I said no. Youâre not paying me for any of the meals youâll be eating when youâre with me.â
That made you pause.
Your hand froze mid-air. Your brain mightâve, too.
ââŠWhen Iâm with you?â you repeated, voice a little more breathless than you meant it to be.
Jayâs lips curled into the tiniest smirk. It wasnât smugâit was playful. Mischievous. The kind of smirk someone wears when they know exactly what theyâre doing to you.
âDepends,â he said, eyes flicking from your drink to your face. âAre you planning to eat lunch alone again tomorrow?â
You opened your mouth to respondâmaybe to say yes, maybe to say something cleverâbut all that came out was a short laugh and a shake of your head.
âI guess that depends,â you echoed back, your grin growing.
He raised a brow, a subtle challenge.
âOn whether youâre showing up with curry again,â you teased, sipping your banana milk.
Jay chuckled under his breath, low and smooth. âThen I guess Iâve got my answer.â
You tried to focus on eating after that, reallyâyou triedâbut something about the warmth on your cheeks and the smug little tilt of his mouth had you poking at your rice with more enthusiasm than coordination.
Still, you managed a few bites, asking him casual things between sips of banana milk.
âSo⊠when did you start playing guitar?â
âMiddle school,â he replied, chewing thoughtfully. âMy dad had one lying around. Got curious.â
âIs it hard?â you asked, chin resting lightly on your palm.
He raised a brow. âCompared to what?â
âBallet.â
He scoffed a quiet laugh, like it was the most ridiculous comparison heâd heard all day. âHard to say. You make ballet look easy.â
You blinked, heart hiccuping a little. ââŠYouâve seen me dance?â
âOnce,â he said with a little shrug, lifting his tray. âBefore I scared the shit out of you in your studio.â
You laughed, rolling your eyes. âRight.â
Jay smirked faintly, standing. âMhmm.â
Before you could pick up your own tray, he was already reaching for itâwordless, fluid, like it was second nature. You moved to stop him.
âJayââ
âNope.â He cut you off smoothly, stacking both trays before walking off without looking back.
You sighed, lips twitching upward as you shook your head.
When he returned, he checked the sleek black watch on his wrist, lips tugging down a little. âCome on. We both have one more class this afternoon.â
You blinked, glancing at your laptop. âAlready?â
Jay nodded, and just as you started packing up your things, he reached out a hand toward you. You looked at it, confused.
ââŠWhat?â
He didnât answer. Just leaned over, hand brushing against your side as he effortlessly plucked your bag from the seat beside you.
You blinked. âHeyââ
âIâve got it,â he said, tucking his own laptop under one arm and slinging your bag over the other.
You reached out again to take it back, but he shot you a lookâstern, brow raised like a tired parent dealing with a particularly stubborn child.
You huffed. âYouâre annoying.â
He chuckled. âYouâre welcome.â
Grumbling under your breath, you fell into step beside him as he pushed open the cafeteria doors for you. âSo⊠whereâs your next class?â
You sighed dramatically. âSecond floor. Art theory.â
Jay nodded. âCome on. Iâll walk you.â
You side-eyed him. âWhy are you suddenly so nice to me?â
He smirked, not bothering to look at you. âMaybe I just like carrying your stuff.â
You rolled your eyes, walking a little faster to hide the way your smile grew too wide.
The studio lights cast long shadows over the polished floor, the mirrored walls reflecting every movement with brutal honesty.
You and Kazuha were the only ones leftâagain. Yunjin had dropped by earlier, but a project pulled her away, leaving you and Kazuha stuck in the studio running Swan Lake for the nth time that week.
You landed on your toes with a little huff, arms curved above your head as you wobbled slightly. âI didnât even wanna be the White Swan, like come on, give me a break.â
Kazuha looked up from her own stretch, raising an unimpressed brow. âStop acting like you didnât fight blood and bone to audition.â
You groaned, flopping back down onto the floor and stretching your legs out in front of you. âOkay, fine. I do want it. But the work is slowly killing me.â
She laughed as she sat beside you, pulling her foot up into a butterfly stretch. âThat partâs valid.â
You sighed, leaned back on your hands, and casually added, âOh, by the way, Jay treated me to lunch earlier.â
There was a beat of silence.
Then Kazuha stopped mid-stretch, twisting to look at you so fast you thought she mightâve pulled something. âWhat?â
You blinked at her, deadpan. âWhat?â
âWhat?â she repeated, louder, eyes wide. âPark Jongseong, rock band Jay, treated you to lunch?â
You shrugged, rolling your neck as you moved into another stretch.
âYeah. We bumped into each other this morning. He walked me to class, then sat with me during lunch âcause you all were busy.â
Kazuha stared at you like youâd just said you got proposed to. âGirlâwhat the fuck? You let that man walk you to class and feed you?â
You rolled your eyes and stood up, brushing your hands over your thighs to shake off the lingering ache.
The hem of your skirt settled lightly against your legs as you turned toward her with a half-annoyed, half-exasperated look. âWhatâs the big deal?â
âThe big deal,â she said, stepping forward dramatically, finger pointed, âis that Jay doesnât just do that. He barely talks to people unless itâs his band. Even Ni-ki was surprised he agreed to this whole studio arrangement.â
You raised a brow, unimpressed. âI mean⊠heâs not that bad, Zuha. He just did it âcause he was eating alone, too.â
Kazuha looked at you flatly. âYeah. And Iâm Korean.â
You squinted. âBut you arenât.â
âExactly,â she huffed, walking back to the speaker as she tapped the screen and said, âShut up and get into position.â
You stifled a laugh, fixing the ribbon on your skirt and stepping slowly toward the center of the room. The soft opening chords of Swan Lake echoed through the studio, and almost instinctively, your entire body shifted.
Your breathing slowed, arms lifting in delicate arcs as your chin tilted slightly upward.
Light from the windows caught the sheen of sweat on your collarbones, the glow on your cheekbones, and the pale shimmer of your satin skirt.
You moved like you were born from the music itselfâweightless, barely touching the ground.
Kazuha couldnât help but smile, her gaze soft and proud as she leaned her hip against the mirrored wall, arms folded loosely. âYeah, (Y/N)âs made to play the White Swan.â
But just as you bent into the first arabesque, a loud bang sounded on the studio door.
Kazuha groaned and immediately pressed pause. âWhat nowââ
You blinked out of your daze, lowering your arms with a frustrated sigh. You padded toward the door, soft steps echoing faintly across the floor as you pulled it openâ
And were greeted with a tuft of blonde hair and the brightest grin youâd seen all day.
âHi there,â Ni-ki said cheerfully, pushing a rolling cart in front of him that carried half of Jungwonâs drumset. His own bass was slung over his back, dangerously close to sliding off.
Behind him, the rest of the band stood loosely huddled with various instruments in handâJungwon with his sticks poking out from his tote, Sunghoon balancing his amp like it weighed nothing, and Sunoo waving excitedly.
âDelivery boys,â Heeseung deadpanned with a mock bow.
You blinked. âYouâre early.â
âWe came straight from class,â Jungwon said, adjusting the strap on his shoulder as he stepped around Ni-ki. âDidnât want to waste time.â
âYou guys couldâve texted,â Kazuha called from inside.
âWe did,â Sunoo pouted, stepping in behind Ni-ki. âBut someone blocked Ni-ki.â
Kazuha threw him a pointed look. âI told you, deserved.â
Ni-ki dramatically clutched his chest. âIâm literally your family.â
âI said what I said.â
You shook your head fondly as the group started filing in like they owned the place, all noise and energy and guitar straps.
Ni-ki rolled the cart in with zero regard for studio etiquette, and Jake was already dragging an extension cord from the corner like heâd done it a hundred times.
You stepped aside quickly, flattening yourself against the door as Heeseung strode in next, his mic stand folded neatly under one arm and the actual mic dangling precariously from his other hand. He shot you a polite, small smile as he passed.
âThanks,â he murmured, careful not to bump into you.
Then came Sunghoon, carrying his bass like it was a part of him, the strap slung lazily over one shoulder. He gave you a nod as he maneuvered around Ni-kiâs still-parked cart.
Jay entered last.
His black button-up was slightly unbuttoned now, revealing a sliver of skin that caught the light just enough to make your throat dry.
The strap of his guitar bag sat snug across his chest as he adjusted it, dark hair falling slightly into his eyes. He glanced at you and offered a soft, âHey.â
You blinked, caught off guard by the acknowledgment, but quickly recovered. âHey,â you replied, stepping back to let him through.
As the door clicked shut behind him, the studio seemed to hum alive with the sounds of their set-upâclinks of metal stands, low murmurs of discussion, and the occasional curse word when Ni-ki nearly dropped part of the drum kit.
Sunoo had gravitated toward Kazuha in the corner, the two chatting animatedly as she tied her hair up again.
âWoahâreally? Swan Lake?â Sunooâs voice carried easily over the sound of Heeseung testing his mic.
Kazuha glanced up at him, her face bright with amusement. âYeah. Me and (Y/N).â
Sunooâs eyes widened. âWaitâyouâre both in it? Thatâs⊠thatâs huge, isnât it? Like, I swear even people who donât care about ballet know that one.â
Kazuha smirked as she crossed her arms. âSheâs playing the White Swan.â She tilted her head toward you with a subtle grin.
Sunooâs gaze shot to you so fast you froze mid-step. âThe White Swan? Thatâs the big part, right? The main girl?â
You rubbed the back of your neck awkwardly, suddenly hyperaware of Jay adjusting his amp a few feet away. âI mean⊠yeah, but itâs not really finished yet, soââ
âStill,â Sunoo cut in, his grin infectious. âThatâs insane. Youâve got to invite us when itâs done. I wanna see it.â
You blinked, surprised at his genuine excitement. âUh⊠sure?â
âPromise?â
âIâuh, yeah. Promise.â
âGood.â Sunooâs smile widened, almost mischievous now as he added, âJay would wanna see it too, right?â
You caught Jayâs eyes flick up briefly from where he was adjusting his guitar strap. He didnât say anything, but there was the faintest quirk of his lips before he looked back down.
You cleared your throat softly, heat creeping up your neck to the tips of your ears as you turned on your heel, walking back to where Kazuha and Sunoo were crouched over a tangled mess of speaker wires.
Sunoo shot you a knowing grin the second your shadow fell over them, his eyes sparkling mischievously like heâd caught the tail end of something he wasnât supposed to.
âNeed a hand?â you asked, trying to keep your voice steady, but the slight edge of nervousness betrayed you.
Sunoo smirked wider. âWeâre good here. But you seem⊠flustered. Everything okay?â
Kazuha, bless her, didnât even look up. âLeave her alone, Sunoo.â
You barely had time to respond before Ni-ki came bounding over, rolling his bass strap into his hand. His dyed blonde hair fell into his eyes as he grinned down at you, full of mischief like he was ready to stir up trouble.
âSo,â he started, rocking back on his heels, âare you and Kazuha staying to watch? Itâs gonna get loud in here, but I promise itâs worth it.â
You blinked up at him, caught a little off guard by his enthusiasm.
âOhâwell, Iâm not really sure. We might have to run through some choreography again,â you admitted, fingers fidgeting with the hem of your skirt as you glanced at Kazuha for backup.
âWeâll stay,â Kazuha said simply, already settling herself cross-legged by the speakers like she was setting up for a full private concert.
âOh,â you murmured, caught between protesting and following her lead. âI guess weâre staying then.â
Ni-kiâs grin widened. âGood. Youâll love it.â
And maybe you were imagining it, but when you caught movement in the mirror across the room, you realized Jay wasnât watching his reflection like the others.
Noâhis eyes were on you.
He knelt by his amp, one knee pressed to the hardwood, black button-up sleeves rolled messily up his forearms as he plugged the cable into his guitar.
His fingers moved with practiced ease, but every now and then, his gaze flicked upânot to the tuning pegs, not to his bandmates, but to you. Like he couldnât help himself.
You froze for half a second under the weight of it, lips parting slightly, feeling every bit like a bunny caught in headlights as Ni-ki kept rambling about their setlist.
Jayâs expression didnât change, but there was something unreadable in the tilt of his head, the faint crease of his brows, the way his eyes followed your movements even as he reached for the volume knob.
You werenât sure what to make of it. But it made your chest feel too tight for comfort.
You padded quietly across the wooden floor, the sound of your ballet flats muffled against the worn panels.
Kazuha glanced up at you as you settled beside her, tucking your legs neatly under you. She offered a small smile, the kind that said she noticed the pink lingering on your ears but wasnât about to say a word about itânot yet anyway.
Your gaze drifted back to the seven boys scattered across the studio. They were lost in their element, voices low but urgent as they muttered among themselves, hands moving quickly as they adjusted knobs, checked wires, and tested mics.
Jungwon stood near the drum set, leaning slightly on a cymbal stand as he gestured toward Sunghoonâs bass. âYouâre a little flat on the E string, try tuning up just a hair.â
Sunghoon gave a small nod, fingers turning the tuning peg with practiced precision as he strummed lightly. âGot it. Howâs that?â
Heeseung, crouched with his mic in one hand, grinned. âBetter. Jungwonâs ears never fail.â
Jake, who was sitting cross-legged by the amp, chimed in. âDo we want to start with Karma or Blessed-Cursed? Karma has a softer open, might be easier to soundcheck.â
Jay was leaning against the wall now, his black top unbuttoned just slightly at the collar as his fingers skimmed the strings of his guitar in a soundless rhythm. He hummed, low in his throat, eyes on the floor but clearly listening.
âGo with Karma. Better flow into the setlist that way.â
âYou guys read my mind,â Jungwon said with a grin.
Ni-ki was already setting his bass strap across his shoulder, bouncing slightly on his heels. âLetâs not waste time. I wanna hear how the mix sounds in this room.â
Sunoo, who had been coiling cables neatly, added, âWeâll need to check the balance too. The acoustics here arenât what weâre used to.â
You couldnât help but watch them, your chin resting lightly on your knees. There was something mesmerizing about it allâthe way their movements fit together like gears in a clock, efficient and familiar. It was chaos, but it was their chaos, and somehow it worked.
âTheyâre⊠really good at this,â you murmured softly to Kazuha, not taking your eyes off the group as Heeseung tested his mic with a smooth, âCheck, check, one, two.â
âTheyâve been at it for years,â Kazuha replied, her voice low but warm.
âEven if some of them donât seem like it, theyâve always been serious about music. Ni-ki says they barely ever waste a practice session.â
Sunoo pressed a few keys on his keyboard, the warm synth notes cutting softly through the quiet air of the studio.
âSorry for the wires,â he said into his mic with a sheepish grin, his voice light and melodic even in the test run.
Jungwon cracked his knuckles, adjusted his drumsticks in his hands, and leaned slightly toward his mic, his expression calm but focused.
âWe are Enhypen,â he said, voice smooth yet commanding, like heâd done this introduction a hundred times. âAnd this is Karma. An original.â
You blinked, sitting up straighter. Original?
Before you could fully process it, Jungwon tapped his sticks togetherââOne, two, three, fourââand the room came alive.
The first sound was Jayâs guitar, low and steady, the distorted riff crawling like electricity over your skin. His fingers moved fluidly over the strings, confident and deliberate.
It wasnât flashy, but there was weight in every chord, a rhythm that anchored the entire song as Jake joined in with his own guitar, layering bright accents and counter-melodies like sparks dancing over embers.
Then Jungwon came in. His drumming wasnât franticâit was calculated, tight, every beat hitting perfectly as his foot worked the bass pedal with precise force.
You could feel it in your chest, that deep, steady thrum that pulled you in and refused to let go.
The rock instrumental wasnât loud in the grating way you expected from underground bandsâit was powerful but clean, addictive even. The kind of sound that could fill an arena yet still feel intimate in a room like this.
You didnât even realize you were holding your breath until Kazuha nudged your knee.
âTheyâre⊠insane, right?â she whispered with a grin, her eyes locked on Ni-ki as he stepped forward for a small bass run.
You could only nod, your eyes catching briefly on Jay again. He wasnât looking at his reflection in the mirror. He wasnât looking at his bandmates either.
He was looking at you. Fingers steady on the strings, the faintest smirk tugging at his lips as if he knew exactly what he was doing.
Your eyes were locked on Jay, unable to look away even if you tried. He was in his zoneâfingers gliding across the frets with a practiced ease that spoke of years spent mastering his craft.
The way he leaned into his guitar slightly during heavier riffs, the faint furrow of concentration between his brows, even the subtle tap of his foot in time with Jungwonâs drumsâit was mesmerizing.
And damn it, he knew how to play. No unnecessary flair, no overcompensation. Just clean, precise chords that bled into Jakeâs bright melodies and Sunghoonâs heavy bass lines like they belonged there all along.
They all were goodâno, they were phenomenal. Voices layered perfectly, harmonies slipping in like silk as Heeseung and Jake took turns on the vocals, with Sunoo and Jungwon occasionally adding backing vocals that rounded everything out.
Even Ni-kiâs occasional adlibs on the bass fit seamlessly, his energy infectious as his head bobbed with the beat.
As the song started to wind down, the final chorus hit with one last punch of soundâHeeseungâs voice raw and gripping, Jayâs guitar sliding into a clean, lingering note that seemed to hang in the air long after Jungwon gave a final, decisive hit on his snare.
The silence that followed felt heavy but electric.
You exhaled, realizing too late that youâd been holding your breath for most of the song.
Heeseung was the first to break it, pulling back from his mic with a grin. He ran a hand through his hair, sweat sticking a few strands to his forehead as he looked over at you and Kazuha.
âWell?â His voice echoed lightly through the room, still amplified by the mic. âHowâd we do?â
You blinked, caught off guard at suddenly being the center of seven pairs of eyes.
Kazuha let out a low whistle, clapping her hands together. âI mean⊠that was insane. You guys sound like youâre ready to headline college week and then some.â
âRight?â Sunoo grinned, tapping a few playful notes on his keyboard as he leaned toward you. â(Y/N), what about you? You were pretty quiet over there.â
You opened your mouth, then shut it again, trying to find the words.
âI⊠you guys were incredible. Like, seriously. I didnât expect it to sound thatââ You made a vague gesture in the air, your mind still fogged from the performance. ââthat good. That clean.â
âClean?â Ni-ki raised a brow, smirking. âThatâs it? We pour our souls into the song and all we get is âclean?ââ
âSheâs stunned.â Jayâs voice cut in suddenly, calm but with the faintest edge of amusement. He still sitting on his amp, one leg crossed casually over the other as he adjusted the knobs on his amp. âYou can tell.â
Your head snapped to him, but he didnât look upâfingers busy with the guitar strap, lips twitching into what looked dangerously close to a smirk.
âGuess weâll take that as a compliment,â Jake chuckled, his dimples deepening as he leaned his guitar against the wall.
âYou should.â Your voice was softer now, almost too quiet as your eyes flickered back to Jay. âIt was really good.â
The clock above the studio door blinked 11:03 PM in harsh red digits when Jungwon clapped his hands, declaring, âAlright, pack it up before someone locks us in here.â
The sound of zippers, metal clasps, and light chatter filled the space as the boys moved quicklyâJake carefully winding his guitar cable, Sunghoon clicking his keyboard case shut with a soft snap.
Jungwon muttered under his breath as he berated Sunoo, âYou almost killed my snare earlierâcareful, man. That drum costs more than my entire existence.â Sunoo only laughed sheepishly, clutching said drum like it was a newborn child.
Kazuha was kneeling near the mirrors, folding up her jacket as she handed you your pointe shoes with a little grin.
âHere. Thought youâd want to put these away before they get stepped on.â
âThanks, Zu,â you murmured, fingers moving to re-lace them neatly before slipping them into your tote. The satin was frayed at the edges, little scars from all the rehearsals you'd been throwing yourself into lately.
By the door, Sunghoon glanced over his shoulder, bass case in hand. âEveryone done?â
âYes,â came a chorus of voices, yours included as you adjusted your bag strap.
Ni-ki, ever the chaotic younger one, suddenly grabbed Kazuhaâs arm as she tried to slip past him.
âDid you film me? Tell me you filmed meâI swear my solo was sick.â
You laughed at Kazuhaâs wide-eyed expression as she tried to shake him off. âNi-ki, let her breathe. Sheâs not your personal videographer.â
âShould be,â he shot back with a pout, finally releasing her.
The group filed out into the hallway, their footsteps echoing off the polished floors. The building was quieter at this hourâno chatter from other students, no professors barking reminders.
Just the shuffle of sneakers and the occasional creak of instrument cases shifting against shoulders.
You hung back slightly, letting the line of boys and Kazuha move ahead as you pulled your jacket tighter around you. The hallâs faint chill clung to your cheeks. You didnât notice Jay slowing down until you caught up beside him.
He glanced at you out of the corner of his eye, his pace shifting effortlessly to match yours.
âHey.â His voice was low, almost lost to the quiet hallway.
âHey,â you replied, tucking your hands into your coat pockets.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. It wasnât uncomfortableâjust the sort of silence that settled when two people didnât feel the need to fill it.
The air smelled faintly of dewy grass and cold concrete, your breath coming out in soft little puffs that fogged in front of you. Your gaze drifted to the field outside, now cloaked in darkness with only a few stray lampposts keeping it alive in faint golden light.
ââŠWhat did you think?â Jayâs voice broke the quiet, low and steady, pulling your attention back to him.
You blinked at him, tilting your head slightly. âHuh?â
âThe songs,â he said, his dark eyes catching a glint of light as he glanced sideways at you. âWere they⊠good?â
You nodded almost immediately. âOhâyeah. Theyâre good. You guys are really good.â
A flicker of satisfaction crossed his face, his lips pressing together in a subtle nod. But you werenât done.
âAnd youâre⊠really good at playing that guitar,â you added, words softer now. You didnât know why your cheeks felt warmer as you said it.
Jay looked at you fully this time, the corner of his mouth tugging up into a small, quiet smile. âThank you.â
You returned it with a shy one of your own before tucking your chin back into the soft folds of your white jacket.
Silence settled again, but this time it felt a little differentâlike it wasnât just there by default, but because neither of you wanted to disturb it.
ââŠArenât you cold?â you asked suddenly, glancing at him from the corner of your eye.
He glanced down at you, buried like a marshmallow in your jacket with your tote bag swinging at your side. The faintest laugh escaped him. âNo, not really.â
âYouâre insane,â you huffed, your breath fogging in the chilly night. You exhaled again on purpose, watching the puff disappear like smoke as you hugged yourself tighter.
Jay chuckled under his breath but didnât argue.
The group had slowed as they reached the path that split off toward the quad. The boys began murmuring their goodbyes as Sunghoon and Ni-ki led ahead, Sunoo falling back slightly to walk closer to you.
Jay suddenly stopped and turned slightly. âGuys, this is my stop,â he said, jerking his chin toward the dimly lit path across the field.
âOh yeah, mine too,â Heeseung added, adjusting the strap of his mic stand case on his shoulder.
âSee you tomorrow,â Jungwon called, waving his free hand.
Jayâs eyes flicked back to you once more. âBye, (Y/N).â
Your name on his lipsâsimple, softâsent an odd warmth rushing up your neck. You raised a hand hesitantly, giving him a small wave. âBye.â
Heeseung shot you a bright grin and waved too before both boys began crossing the field.
You didnât notice Jay slowing for just a moment, glancing back over his shoulder one last time.
His eyes caught on you, furrowed brows and lips parted slightly as you nodded at something Sunoo animatedly explained to you, trying your best to keep up.
A small smile tugged at Jayâs lips as he shook his head almost imperceptibly. Then he turned back, shoving his hands into his pockets and falling into step beside Heeseung as their voices faded into the cool night air.
They walked in silence for a few moments, the sound of their shoes against the pavement echoing faintly in the stillness of campus. The air smelled faintly of cold grass and leftover rain.
âHey,â Jay said suddenly, voice calm but a little lower than usual. âYou wanna stop by Prada with me tomorrow?â
Heeseungâs brows shot up slightly in surprise as he glanced at his friend. âPrada? Sure, I guess. I need a new bag anywayâmy old oneâs starting to look beat up.â
Jay nodded absently, his gaze fixed ahead at the dimly lit path. âThought so. Youâve been carrying that same one since last year.â
Heeseung chuckled, adjusting the strap of the mic case on his shoulder. âYeah, yeah. So, what about you? What do you need?â
Jayâs hand brushed against his guitar case as he shifted it slightly, his expression neutral as he replied, âA scarf.â
âA scarf?â Heeseung repeated, a teasing grin tugging at his lips. âSince when do you get cold?â
Jayâs lips quirked faintlyânot enough to call it a smileâas he muttered, âItâs not for me.â
âOh?â Heeseung tilted his head, curiosity written all over his face. âThen whoâs it for?â
âDonât worry about it.â Jayâs tone was final but not sharp, and he quickened his pace slightly as if to move the conversation along.
Heeseung raised his hands in surrender, smirking. âAlright, alright. Your secretâs safe, Romeo.â
Jay shook his head with a quiet scoff, but the faintest flush crept up his neck under the dim streetlights.
They didnât speak again as they reached their dorm building, the sound of the door clicking shut behind them echoing in the empty hallway.
It was Saturday morningâthe kind of golden, lazy one that draped sunlight through your open curtains and made the dust motes dance in the air.
Your dorm room smelled faintly of Sakuraâs lavender hand cream and the cup of instant coffee youâd abandoned hours ago.
The TV buzzed softly in the background, some slice-of-life K-drama playing with warm colors and melodramatic music. Laughter bubbled from the floor where Yunjin, Kazuha, and Eunchae sat sprawled out on blankets, their hair tied messily back, snacks scattered between them.
You were curled up at the head of your bed, your laptop balanced on your knees as you furiously typed.
Beside you, Sakura sat cross-legged, her hands skillfully moving a crochet hook through pastel yarn. The soft sound of her work was oddly calming against your clacking keyboard.
âIs that your Art History paper?â Sakura asked without looking up, her voice soft but teasing as she looped another stitch.
You let out a distracted hum, barely glancing at her. âYeah⊠itâs due at three. Iâm almost done.â
âAlmost done, she says,â Yunjin snorted, tilting her head back from the floor to peer at you. âWhy are you even cramming that? Didnât the professor give you like⊠a week?â
âI thought it would be easy, okay?â you muttered defensively, your brows knitting as you hit delete on a sentence for the third time. âTurns out, itâs not.â
Chaewon let out a giggle from where she was cradling Doobu in her lap. The cat was purring like a tiny engine, squishing its face happily into her hoodie sleeve.
âYeah, you hear that, Doobu? Mommyâs a really bad crammer, huh? Good thing your aunts arenât.â
You shot her a mock glare over your screen, your lips twitching despite yourself. âHa. Ha. So funny, Chae. Keep talkingâIâll assign you to finish this paper for me.â
Eunchae snorted and threw a pillow lightly at you. âSheâd probably do a better job.â
You caught it with one hand, tossing it back at her with a small laugh. âTraitors. All of you.â
âNot a traitor,â Kazuha said from the floor, chewing thoughtfully on a piece of tteokbokki sheâd brought from the convenience store earlier.
âIâm just saying⊠youâve been acting busy all week. Between rehearsals and⊠other things.â
Her voice trailed, and Yunjinâs head snapped toward her with a grin. âOther things? Wait. Wait. Did something happen?â
You felt your fingers hesitate on the keyboard for a second too long, and that was enough for Yunjin to pounce. âOh my God. Youâve been quiet since yesterday too. Is there something youâre not telling us?â
âI think there is,â Sakura chimed in, side-eyeing you with a knowing little smile, her crochet work still going steadily.
âThereâs nothing,â you said quickly, but the heat rising to your cheeks betrayed you. âSeriously. You guys are so dramatic.â
But Kazuha just leaned back on her hands and raised a brow at you. âIs it about Jay?â
You froze mid-type, your fingers pausing above the keyboard. ââŠExcuse me?â
âJay who?â Yunjin asked immediately, her head snapping between the two of you like sheâd just caught the scent of drama.
âThe one from my cousinâs band,â Kazuha replied casually, twirling a piece of her hair around her finger.
Sakuraâs crochet hook stilled as she turned her full attention to you, eyes widening slightly. âWait⊠Park Jongseong?â
âThe emo guitarist?â Eunchae added in, eyes sparkling with mischief. âThe one Ni-kiâs always talking about in Biology? That guy?â
âOh yeah,â Kazuha chimed in, nodding thoughtfully as if sheâd just remembered a passing detail. âI forgot you guys are in the same class.â
Chae-won tilted her head at you from the floor, still holding Doobu lazily in her lap. âSo? Whatâs up with him?â
You let out a groan, throwing your head back against the headboard dramatically as your laptop slid slightly down your thighs. âFirst of all, heâs not emoâhe just⊠owns a lot of black clothes, okay?â
The room broke into quiet snickers, Sakura biting back a smile as she picked her crochet back up.
âSecond,â you continued, shooting them all a weak glare, âheâs⊠nice. Thatâs it. Heâs just nice, okay?â
Kazuhaâs grin widened as she dropped her bomb. âAnd he bought her lunch yesterday.â
You buried your face in your hands, muffling a groan. âZuhaââ
âOh, oh!â Kazuha added cheerfully, âAnd he walked her to class too.â
Yunjinâs jaw dropped as if youâd just confessed to dating a K-drama male lead. âWhat? Jay? That Jay? Doesnât he like⊠not talk to anyone at all?â
âI donât know!â you burst out, throwing your hands up in defense as your friends all gawked at you like they were watching the climax of a drama. âMaybe he justâwas being polite? Or he felt bad? I donât know! Stop looking at me like that.â
âPolite?â Eunchae repeated, raising a brow.
âGirl, he looks like he wants the ground to swallow him whole whenever Ni-ki drags him to our morning classes, and youâre telling me he voluntarily walked you to class and bought you lunch?â
You let out an exasperated groan, flopping back against the headboard and covering your face with your hands.
âI donât know, okay? Iâve barely even talked to the man! I already told you guysâheâs just nice. End of story.â
Sakura, sitting cross-legged on the other end of your bed with her crochet still in hand, hummed thoughtfully. Then she said, far too casually, âWhat ifâand itâs a very big what ifâhe likes you?â
You peeked through your fingers, shooting her a look so sharp it could cut steel. âSakura.â
âWhat?â she said with a little shrug, feigning innocence as her eyes sparkled like sheâd just lit a fuse.
Kazuha, lounging lazily on the floor with her hair tied up, raised a brow and added fuel to the fire.
âI mean⊠itâs not impossible. Ni-ki literally says heâs single, andâif weâre being honestâJay doesnât seem like the type who cares about romance.â
âExactly!â Eunchae said, snapping her fingers. âSo what if youâre like⊠the first person whoâs caught his eye or something?â
âGuysâseriously?â you muttered, your ears already burning as you hugged a pillow against your chest.
âYouâre all making this sound like some kind of webtoon. Heâs not interested. Heâs just⊠being decent. Thatâs it. End of story. Period.â
But Yunjin, sprawled on your rug with her legs propped up on the edge of your bed, smirked knowingly. âYou donât sound very sure, babe. Are you sure itâs not you whoâs starting to like him?â
Your head snapped down, âYunjin.â
âWhat?â she said with a laugh, holding her hands up defensively. âIâm just saying. Youâve got that look on your face when we brought him up.â
âI do notââ you began, but Kazuha cut you off with a teasing grin.
âYeah, you do. Youâre blushing right now.â
âIâm notâoh my god.â You buried your face into the pillow, groaning as the girls broke into laughter and squeals.
When the sound died down just enough for you to breathe, you peeked out from the pillow, face still flushed, and mumbled under your breath, eyes fixed anywhere but at them.
âHeâs⊠popular, you know? And heâs intimidating. Like⊠the way he carries himself? I donât know, itâs hard to explain.â
Kazuha raised a brow, smirking as she picked up her water bottle. âYouâre saying that like youâve been analyzing him.â
âIâm not,â you said quickly, grabbing your laptop again and pulling it onto your lap as a weak distraction.
The sound of your fingers clacking on the keys filled the room as you added, softer this time, âIâm just sayingâI have to agree with Kazuha. Maybe heâs not into romance at all.â
You took a breath, forcing a little laugh that sounded too tight. âSo yeah. He probably just⊠took pity on me or something. Like, no big deal.â
The room fell quiet. Suspiciously quiet.
You didnât look up, too focused on pretending to type as if your project was suddenly the most important thing in the world.
Then Sakuraâs weight shifted on the bed, and you felt her scoot closer. Her hand landed softly on your knee as she said, voice gentle but firm, â(Y/N), donât say that. Okay? Donât ever say that about yourself.â
Then Sakuraâs weight shifted on the bed, and you felt her scoot closer. Her hand landed softly on your knee as she said, voice gentle but firm, â(Y/N), donât say that. Okay? Donât ever say that about yourself.â
You blinked, your fingers pausing mid-word.
âWe all know youâinside and out. Youâre beautiful, and youâre talented, and youâre so kind itâs almost annoying sometimes,â she said with a small laugh, her eyes searching yours. âJay wouldnât be taking pity on you. Not a chance.â
âExactly,â Yunjin chimed in from her spot on the floor, propping her chin up with her palm.
âAnd weâre not saying this just because weâre your friends. You really are that girl. Like, honestly? Half the campus has been trying to get your number since freshman year.â
You snorted, shaking your head, but Eunchae leaned forward too, her expression serious for once. âPlus,â she said matter-of-factly, âdonât you, like, reject guys every month? All because theyâre too into you, or too clingy, or whatever?â
You groaned again, tugging the pillow back up to your face as their words made your ears burn even hotter. âOh my god. Can you guys not bring that up right now?â
âNope,â Chaewon teased, scratching Doobuâs chin as the cat purred in her lap. âBecause weâre trying to remind you who you are.â
âYouâre not someone heâd âpity,ââ Sakura said softly. âYouâre someone people fall for. And maybe heâs no exception.â
You blinked at her, the words sinking in like warm tea on a cold day. Your lips tugged up, small but genuine, and you nodded slowly.
âThank you,â you murmured, voice quiet but full of gratitude. âReally. You guys are⊠way too good to me.â
Yunjin stretched her arms over her head with a dramatic sigh, the elastic between her teeth as she tied her hair up into a quick bun.
âGood to you? Babe, weâre saving you from spiraling into overthinking about some tall broody guitarist who might actually like you.â
âYunjin,â you said with a laugh, rolling your eyes.
âWhat?â she grinned, hands on her hips now. âItâs true. Anyway, Iâm hungry, and clearly youâre too distracted to feed yourself, soââ She pointed at you with mock accusation. âWhat do you want? Name it.â
You shook your head, amused. âAnything will do. Thereâs still stuff in the fridge.â
Yunjin nodded like she was preparing for battle. âPerfect.â She waved dramatically as she made her way toward the kitchenette. âCome on, Eunchae. Youâre my sous-chef.â
âEh? Why me?â Eunchae grumbled but still hopped up from her spot on the floor to trail after her. âFineâbut Iâm not cutting onions!â
You shook your head fondly, the soft smile still lingering on your lips as you turned your attention back to your screen. Fingers danced across the keyboard, the steady click of the keys mixing with the sounds of Sakuraâs crochet hook tapping against itself.
Then you felt a slight weight on your shoulder. Sakura had leaned her head there, peeking at your screen. âYou spelled âkinesiologyâ wrong.â
You snorted, backspacing quickly. âI always do.â
She hummed softly, her voice barely above a whisper. âYou know, (Y/N)⊠weâre really proud of you. Not just because of ballet or school or whatever. Just⊠for being you.â
You paused, the words catching you off guard, and turned slightly to glance at her. She wasnât looking at youâher eyes were on your laptop, her expression calm and warm.
âYou guys are seriously going to make me cry today,â you teased lightly, though your throat tightened a little.
Sakuraâs lips curved into a small smile, her eyes finally meeting yours. âGood. Means weâre doing our jobs as your best friends.â
You laughed softly and shook your head before turning back to your screen. âI really am glad I have you all, you know?â
âWe know,â she said, patting your leg before picking up her yarn again.
In the background, you heard Yunjin yelling something about âWhereâs the sesame oil?â and Eunchae responding with âYouâre holding it!â
The scent of something beginning to fry wafted from the kitchenette, and you let yourself relaxâshoulders uncoiling from a tension you didnât realize youâd been carrying all morning.
It was perfect. Cozy. The kind of afternoon that felt like a bubble outside of time.
You smiled faintly as you hit the final save on your document, Sakura peeking over your shoulder to murmur, âFinally.â You chuckled. âTook me long enough.â
By the time six in the evening rolled around, the sky outside your window was a watercolor wash of peach and violet. The air had cooled further, and one by one, your friends began gathering their bags, the lingering laughter softening into sleepy goodbyes.
âThanks for letting us crash your dorm,â Yunjin said with a grin, pulling her hoodie over her head.
âDonât mention it. Come any time,â you said, hands resting on the doorframe as you watched them shuffle into their shoes. âAnd thanks for doing the dishes, Zuha.â
Kazuha waved you off, tugging Eunchaeâs sleeve to hurry her along. âYou let us stay; itâs the least I could do.â
Chaewon turned back briefly, holding Doobu like a baby in her arms. âBye-bye, mommyâs little princess. Donât keep her up too late.â
You laughed. âGoodnight, guys.â
âNight!â they chorused back, their voices overlapping as they spilled into the hallway.
Doobu trotted out after them as if to see them off. You crouched and scooped her up easily, cradling her against your chest. âCome on, girl,â you murmured, pressing your cheek into her soft fur. âLetâs get some sleep.â
You nudged the door closed with your foot, the faint click echoing in the now-quiet room. The air still smelled faintly of fried rice and buttered eggs.
As you laid Doobu gently onto the bed, she circled twice before curling into a neat ball beside your pillow. You smiled, slipping under the covers, pulling the blanket up to your chin and her tiny body close to yours.
The hum of the air conditioner filled the silence, joined by faint footsteps down the hallâsomeone passing by, a door closing a few rooms down. It was soothing in a way, grounding.
Slowly, sleep crept in, your eyes fluttering shut as your breathing evened out.
You didnât know how long youâd been out when your phone buzzed softly on the nightstand.
With a groggy groan, you reached out blindly, fingers fumbling until you grabbed it. Blinking against the harsh light of the screen, you squinted at the time. 9:12 PM.
âUgh.â You stretched lazily, arms above your head, a yawn spilling out as you rubbed your eyes.
But when you turned back, your brows furrowed. The blankets were rumpledâtoo rumpledâand the familiar soft weight of Doobu was missing.
âDoobu?â you called softly, still half-asleep.
Silence.
âSheâs probably under the bed,â you mumbled to yourself, slipping one foot to the floor. You crouched down, peeking under. âDoobu?â
Nothing.
Maybe the bathroom. You padded over, cracking the door open. Empty.
âCome on, girl, where are you?â
Panic didnât hit right awayânot until your eyes flicked to the door and you noticed it.
A sliver of faint golden light where there shouldnât have been any. Your door wasnât fully shut.
ââŠShit.â
Your voice was barely above a whisper as you crossed the room, heart thudding. You tightened the knot of your hooie over your pajamas and cursed under your breath again.
Pulling the door shut behind you with a quiet click, you huffed out a shaky breath, shoving your phone into the pocket of your oversized hoodie.
âShit⊠okay, okay, donât panic,â you muttered, yanking on your outside slippers so hard you almost tripped. Fingers raked through your hair in a half-hearted attempt to tame the mess from your nap as you stepped into the hallway.
The air outside was cooler than your room, and the fluorescent lights buzzed faintly above you. You padded quickly down the corridor, whisper-yelling, âDoobu? Come on, girl⊠where the fuck did you go?â
Your voice echoed faintly against the closed doors lining the hall.
âShit, shit, shitâshe canât have gone far,â you hissed to yourself, scanning every corner like a deranged detective.
You peeked around the trash bins, past the stairwell, even crouched briefly to check under the benches near the elevator. Nothing.
You bolted up the stairs to the next floor, slippers slapping quietly against the steps. As you rounded the corner, a small group of arts students you recognized from studio night looked up at you from where they lounged against the wall, sketchbooks in hand.
âHey, (Y/N)!â one of them greeted cheerfully.
âHey,â you said a little breathlessly, not slowing your pace as your eyes darted around. âSorryâuhâif you guys see a white cat, sheâs mine. She slipped out.â
âOh no,â another said, eyes wide. âWeâll keep a lookout!â
âThanks,â you called over your shoulder, already halfway down the hallway.
âDoobu!â you hissed again.
âDo not make me climb this entire fucking building in my pajamas. I swear to godââ You groaned, dragging a hand down your face. âWay to go, (Y/N). Lose your cat and look like a sleep-deprived idiot in the process. Great job.â
Your slippers squeaked faintly against the linoleum as you turned another corner, scanning the dimmer end of the hall where the lights flickered faintly.
Your heartbeat was loud in your ears, your breath visible in the cold drafts slipping through the windows.
âDoobu? Baby girl? Please donât make me cry right nowâŠâ you muttered desperately.
You made your way down the other floors, checking every nook and cranny, even peering behind trash bins and under staircases. Your slippers scuffed against the stairs, the sound almost swallowed by your frantic heartbeat pounding in your ears.
Every student you passed got the same frazzled question. âHeyâsorry, have you seen a white cat? Fluffy, kind of round?â
Some shook their heads apologetically, others blinked in surprise at the sheer panic in your tone before nodding.
âOh, Iâll keep a lookout!â a girl carrying an armful of books promised.
âThanksâthank you so much,â you said breathlessly, bowing your head slightly before bolting down the next set of stairs.
When you reached the ground floor, you didnât even pause. The cold air slapped you in the face as you pushed open the glass doors to your dorm building, the metal handle biting into your palm from your tight grip.
âShitâDoobu, where the hell are you?â you whispered harshly, stepping into the crisp night air.
The campus was quieter now, the golden glow of the streetlamps casting long shadows across the empty walkways. You scanned the quad, your eyes darting across the open field, the benches, even the bases of the trees.
Your slippers whispered against the pavement as you jogged lightly toward the benches near the edge of the field.
âDoobu!â you called again, voice cracking slightly. âCome on, girl⊠donât do this to me.â
Muttering curses under your breathââGoddammit, (Y/N), youâre so carelessâŠââyou almost didnât notice it.
But thenâthere it was.
A tuft of white fur. A bushy tail flicking lazily.
Your breath caught in your throat. Doobu sat primly on one of the benches under the golden streetlights, her little face upturned like she owned the entire campus.
âOh my god,â you whispered in disbelief, your knees nearly giving out in relief. You walked closer, slowly, carefully, afraid that a sudden movement might startle her away again.
Your cat sat so calmly on the bench, tail curled neatly around her paws, completely unbothered as if she hadnât just sent you on a heart attack-inducing campus-wide manhunt.
You started walking closer, slow and careful, not wanting to startle her away. But as you got nearer, your steps faltered.
You started walking closer, slow and careful, not wanting to startle her away. But as you got nearer, your steps faltered.
There was someone sitting on the bench with her.
A man.
He was leaned back casually, one arm resting along the backrest as his other hand absentmindedly stroked Doobuâs fur. Sheâyour Doobu, who notoriously despised every single male human who dared to even look her wayâwas preening under his touch.
The little traitor was even leaning her head closer, purring so faintly you could hear it from where you stood.
Your eyes flicked up, scanning the guy. Black hoodie pulled over his head. A gray cap tucked low enough to shadow his face. Cream pants loose but clean. His sneakers looked a little scuffed, as if he actually walked around campus instead of just cutting through in a car.
Then he laughed quietlyâlow and warm, almost like he didnât mean for you to hear itâand said to your cat,
âI bet your ownerâs losing her mind looking for you, huh?â
Your jaw nearly dropped. He was talking to her?
You let out a shaky sigh, deciding to ignore him completely as you stepped forward. âHey, Doobu,â you murmured softly, crouching slightly as you reached a hand out. âYou scared the shit out of me. Do you know how long Iâve been looking for you?â
At the sound of your voice, Doobuâs ears twitched. She gave a soft purr, standing on her paws to hop downâonly to pause when the guy slowly drew his hand back, letting his palm rest on his knee.
Thatâs when he finally looked up at you.
Sharp eyes under the cap. Lips quirked in an almost imperceptible smile.
âSheâs got a habit of wandering off, huh?â he said, voice low and smooth with the faintest trace of amusement.
Your heart stuttered at the sound, recognition dawning like a wave crashing down on you.
ââŠJay?â
He chuckled under his breath, his fingers drumming lightly against his knee. âYou didnât notice? Thought you were too focused on your runaway cat to see me.â
You straightened, blinking at him incredulously as your cat jumped off the bench and started rubbing against your legs.
âIâYouâwhat are you even doing here?â you asked, your voice tight from a cocktail of exhaustion and mild embarrassment.
Jay didnât answer at first. Instead, he leaned forward slightly, reaching down to grab two sleek Prada paper bags sitting on the concrete by his feet.
He swished them in the air casually, the crisp sound of the handles snapping into place breaking the quiet night.
âShopped a little,â he said, his tone easy. âWent with Heeseung. We had some free time.â
You blinked at the bags, then back at him as he patted the now-empty spot on the bench beside him. âSit down. You look like you ran a marathon.â
Hesitating only a moment, you bent down to scoop Doobu off the concrete, clutching her soft, warm body against your chest as you crossed the few steps to the bench.
Sitting down beside him, you let out a slow, shaky breath. Doobu purred against you, seemingly unbothered by her little adventure.
Jay was already looking at youâone elbow draped casually over the backrest, his dark eyes unreadable under the brim of his cap.
You glanced down at the bags and pointed at them. âSo⊠youâre rich-rich, huh?â
His lips quirked, a small laugh rumbling out of him. âNot me. My parents are.â He nudged one of the bags with his foot before adding, âAnd anyway, I bought these using my own money. No trust fund involved.â
Jay chuckled again, softer this time. âI guess.â
There was a beat of silence before he tilted his head slightly, his eyes darting to the white fluff curled in your lap. âCan I?â he asked, one hand lifting a little as he gestured toward Doobu.
You looked down at your cat, who blinked up at you lazily as if granting her approval herself. âSure,â you murmured.
Jay shifted closer, his fingers brushing over Doobuâs head with surprising gentleness. She pressed into his touch, tail flicking lazily as a faint purr rumbled from her chest.
âShe likes you,â you said quietly, unable to hide the faint trace of surprise in your voice.
âSheâs cute,â Jay murmured, his thumb stroking behind her ear. Then his eyes flicked back to yours. âSo⊠what happened? Howâd she get out?â
You sighed, your shoulders slumping as you leaned back slightly against the bench. âI didnât close my dorm room all the way. Mustâve been when I fell asleep earlier. She probably pushed it open and slipped out.â
You buried your face briefly in Doobuâs fur, muffling a groan. âGod, I feel so stupid.â
âDonât,â Jay said simply, his voice steady and calm. âSheâs safe now. Thatâs all that matters.â
You peeked up at him, startled by how sincere he sounded. He wasnât looking at you anymoreâhis eyes were on Doobu as he continued stroking her furâbut there was something in his tone that made your chest tighten.
ââŠThanks,â you murmured, hugging your cat a little closer. âFor finding her.â
Jay glanced at you again, the faintest smile tugging at his lips. âI didnât find her. She found me.â
You huffed a small laugh despite yourself, your nerves slowly beginning to settle. âTypical. Little traitor.â
Jay chuckled too, his hand still absentmindedly stroking Doobuâs fur. âSheâs got good taste, though.â
You froze slightly at that, unsure how to respond as the warmth from his words and the gentle sound of Doobuâs purrs filled the air. Your eyes flicked to his, catching the way he was already looking at youâsomething soft and unspoken in his expression.
Then his gaze dropped, and a faint smirk tugged at his lips as he tilted his head toward you. âNot sure about her owner, though. Teddy bears and choo-choo trains? Really?â
You blinked in confusion for a moment before glancing down at yourself, realizing too late he was talking about your pajama setâthe faint pastel print of tiny teddy bears riding toy trains now painfully obvious.
Your jaw dropped slightly. âOh my godâJay!â You slapped his arm, mortified.
He let out a laughâlouder this time, low and warm in his chestâas his hand came up to rub the spot where you hit him. âWhat? Iâm just saying.â
âShut up!â you hissed, cheeks flaming as you buried your face in Doobuâs fur. âI was in a rush, okay? I didnât think anyone was going to see me like this.â
Jayâs grin softened, his dark eyes glinting under the streetlight. âOkay, okay. No need to hit me. I surrender.â He raised both hands in mock surrender before leaning back against the bench again, his posture relaxed and easy.
You frowned at him anyway, though the heat in your cheeks didnât let up. âYouâre insufferable.â
âMaybe,â he said with a light shrug, still smiling.
The evening breeze picked up then, making you instinctively pull Doobu closer to your chest. You shivered slightly, tugging at your thin jacket as a chill ran through you.
Jayâs eyes flicked to you, catching the way your hair was slightly mussed from sleep and the faint flush on your cheeks. The corner of his mouth curved almost imperceptiblyânot in amusement this time, but in something gentler.
He glanced down at the Prada bag at his feet, pulling one of the items out. The soft, knitted material clung to his hand as he carefully tore off the tag, fingers meticulous so as not to snag the fabric. Without a word, he scooted closer until his knee brushed yours.
You blinked as he draped the scarf around your neck, the sudden warmth making you jolt slightly. âJayâ?â
âRelax,â he said calmly, adjusting it so it sat snug yet loose enough to breathe. âYou need it. Youâre freezing.â
Your hands went up to touch the scarf, the fine, soft knit catching between your fingers. âJay, I⊠I canât accept this. Itâs Prada. This probably costsââ
âNo returns, Iâm afraid,â he interrupted smoothly, his dark eyes meeting yours again with a quiet finality.
âButââ
âDonât,â he said simply, voice low but firm as he reached over again. His hands were careful, almost tender, as he wrapped it more securely around your neck. âAnd youâre still cold. So donât argue.â
You stared at him, your protest catching in your throat. The scarf smelled faintly of new fabric and something warmâsomething that somehow reminded you of him.
ââŠYouâre ridiculous,â you murmured finally, lips twitching into a small smile.
âMaybe,â Jay said again, his lips curving ever so slightly as he leaned back, resting an arm on the benchâs backrest. âBut Iâm also right.â
You ducked your head, hiding your warming face in Doobuâs fur as she purred sleepily in your lap.
Jay glanced at you once more, his fingers flexing faintly like he wanted to reach for you again but thought better of it. Instead, he moved just slightly closer, the edge of his shoulder brushing yours as the cool night settled comfortably around you both.
âSo⊠any plans after this?â he asked, his tone casual but his gaze unreadable as it lingered on you.
You tilted your head slightly, thinking for a moment before shaking your head. âNo, not really. Why?â
The corner of his mouth lifted, just barely. âSo youâre free.â
A small giggle escaped you before you could stop it, the sound carried away slightly by the night breeze. âYeah, Iâm free. Why?â
He looked ahead for a second, lips twitching as if debating saying the next words. Then he glanced back at you, meeting your curious eyes. âDo you⊠want to eat dinner?â
Your face lit up, eyes widening a little in surprise. âYeahâsure. If itâs not a bother?â
Jay shook his head, a small smile playing on his lips as his eyes softened. âNever. Itâs not.â
He glanced down at the white ball of fluff curled in your lap, still purring lightly. âBut⊠what about Doobu?â
You followed his gaze, only now realizing your cat had made herself at home again, her tiny body rising and falling against your arms as she napped.
âOh. Right.â You laughed a little sheepishly. âWould it be alright if I take her back to my dorm first? I should probably change tooââ
Your voice trailed off as the memory of his earlier teasing came back, cheeks heating instantly. ââbefore you start commenting on my pajamas again,â you muttered under your breath, burying your face in Doobuâs soft fur.
Jay laughed at thatâlow, warm, and unrestrained this time. It sent a strange flutter through your chest.
âIâm sorry about that,â he said, standing smoothly as he grabbed his paper bags off the concrete. âI really am. I shouldnât have said anything.â
You stood too, cradling the now-sleeping Doobu in your arms. She stirred slightly at the movement, her tiny head tucking into the crook of your shoulder as her tail curled closer to you. You adjusted your hold on her carefully, trying not to wake her.
Jayâs eyes softened further as he watched you fuss over your catâsomething unreadable flickering behind them. Then he shifted his bags to one hand and gestured with the other.
âCome on. Iâll walk you back.â
âYou donât have toââ
âI know,â he said simply, his tone making it clear he wasnât going to take no for an answer. âBut I want to.â
You bit the inside of your cheek, fighting down the smile threatening to break through. âOkay⊠thank you.â
Jay only nodded, falling into step beside you as the two of you started walking back toward the dorms. His steps were unhurried, his presence steady next to yours as the faint sound of crickets and your own quiet breaths filled the night.
Doobu shifted slightly in your arms, letting out a soft sigh as if content, and you felt your chest loosenâsomehow lighter with Jayâs warmth just a few inches away.
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