Deleting my dating apps because I want to find love in the old fashioned way (joining my idol crush's company to work on my game and realizing after he drugged me with lsd and made me choose between jumping off his balcony or watching him jump that my reality is like a game where I can restart when I die and go back in time to make different choices but all the timelines end up with either one of us dead or in jail and there's no possible good ending for us no matter what choice I make)