#coldass

So High-So_Low

(My-High-Low)

 I messed up two nights ago… and now I am allowing you to walk me “home”…

WHY?

And why did I allow you to get me talking about that night so many months ago?

Now you know- most of those tears were over you;

Over me and over you

 ‘Cause it hit me with the force of a hurricane-

I had known you for a while but never once realized how much I liked you,

Or that I liked you at all,

And when I did, I looked up to see you making-out with her,

It was the last straw,

Which lead to me taking yet another shot of Strawberry Burrnets…

Which only lead to more tears

Over you

Over me and over you

 Now we are on the road walking back to her house, to her room, to her bed,

My reality seemed to fracture when you said the words “I think we should F*@# now”

I have never felt so inapt

Am I just something to be used, to make you feel better?

Am I some second place prize?

You just spent the whole walk saying how much you still “loved” her,

And then you say those words to me?

 Now we are in her bed, in her room, in her house and you say those words to me?

I am sorry but I will not be your way of getting back at her!

I will not give you a part of me for you to throw it back in my face!

Don’t fuck with my love- your heart is so cold!

Yea, you might say that by ass is cold but it ain’t as cold as your heart!

 All I wanted was you to understand, maybe to just hold me once

I have never felt so inapt,

Am I just something to be used, to make you feel better?

Am I some second place prize?

You just spent the whole walk saying how much you still “loved” her,

And then you say those words to me?

Don’t fuck with my love- your heart is so cold!