I made the cutest little bat for a friend of mine. I know I've become shit at posting, but have you seen the state of things lately? I mean...it's getting to be quite a hell scape and I truly regret never having the guts to leave the country.
I'm trying to find the passion to post new content on my oF site, but it's partly accepting the changes I've been going through.. which is totally normal, but it's not normal for me so I'm self conscious and struggling to pick my self esteem out of the dirt.
It took me nearly 3 weeks to realize my jewelry website domain had expired. That's how far in the dirt my head has been. I have over 30 pieces of jewelry to add to the site and I just haven't managed to get the photography done along with creating the pieces.
Still waiting for a hip replacement....i put it off to be available to my mom and dad after his knee replacement. It's been nearly a month since his surgery and he's been having a hard time getting back to normal. It's his right knee, so he can't drive himself anywhere and he's not great at taking care of himself either. It's made me think twice about having my hip done. Like, I don't wanna be fucked up for that long. I mean...i already am in severe pain. I don't want to do anything that makes it worse.
This was way more of an update than I meant to write.










